Sorry.

Current Location: Home. (aiights, it sure is a place where you rest. =])
Current Music: 石欣卉 - 完美的爱情

alright, it's all my bad. bleah. it's all so typical of
a human ryte? to only regret, to only say sorry
whn you've vented all out. whn the hurt had
already been inflicted. like what im able to do jst now.

moments ago, wasnt i feeling damn pissed off
over everything? after entering the blog entry,
i felt better. really better. im able to think properly.

i sent one msg to mom saying sorry. though i
still dont know where im wrong in. but, she would
want me to say sorry i guess. so i did.

and regarding his matters, im sorry longfei. made
you worried alr. i guess im jst being too sensitive
ba. hahas. guess jst now was the random period
where i would feel damn down easily. [=

people are always able to think more clearly only
after something had been done. why cant we, or
rather i, think more clearly and feel better first
before reaching any verdict? [=

tht's my lesson for the day. and i shall turn in.
after swimming,
200m of flutterkick,
200m of breast-stroke kick,
200m of flutterkick,
200m of breast-stroke kick,
and8 laps of strokings
and lastly,
10 laps of freestyle straight.

im so damn jaded. laughs. nights people.
and tht brother of mine is still not back yet.
sighhs. wonder what can we do to guide him
back..

hais..

Fcuked it la. Bleah-ed.

Current Location: Home. (and you call it a place you can rest? BULLSHIT)
Current Music: 石欣卉 - 幸福双人床

arghs! im going crazy alr la.
my mom's simply unbelievable!
wth. im feeling very pek chek as
it is le leh. idiot..

jst now whn i jst got back, she was
like asking me if my phone's as good
as useless. why didnt i answer or
return her calls.

c'mon la. im training, im swimming
ryte?! is it possible for me to bring my
phone around with me all the time?
and regarding why didnt i return her
calls, is simply because my phone
calls alr overshot! she jst couldnt
get it into her head.

nxt, we were watching this tv programmes.
it's really fascinating. and there she was,
bugging me to explain to her what the sms
means. c'mon la. i told you plenty of times
alr ryte, ltr ltr ltr. which part of ltr you dont
understand?! thn she jst snatched back
her phone and say im not sincere in helping
her. WHAT THE HELL?! since she's attituding
me, i attitude her too and jst walked off.

and whn im msn-ing with longfei, he suddenly
out of the blue ask me to give up on him. cause
ive been like so sad over him evrytime. sighhs.
and it's making me really pek chek liao.

thn jst now she asked if i got enough money
to help her buy the swimsuit anot. seriously
im scrimping alr. so i say i scared my money
not enough to buy the rashguard. i had wanted
to say 'see first'. and she's there, "fine fine. dont
need to buy liao. no need."

what was tht agn?! F. F. F. thn i was like, see first
ryte? and there she was, attitueing me agn. WTF.

FCUK LA. sean and eils quarrelled also not my problem
ryte? why vent it all out on me? i got my own problems
also de leh. it's not as if im free all day to help you settle
your problems or help you think of those silly msges so
tht you can forward it. WTH. give me a break mann.

you're not the only one with temper, i have too aiights.
and i inherited it from you, my goodness. i have no
reason to get pulled down by you too, my mdm!

bleah. bleah to everything around! arghs!

We Passed! Wheee!

Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Clint Mansell - Requiem for a Dream (Orchestral Version)

we passed our LS 1 2 3.
we passed our LS 1 2 3!
we passed our LS 1 2 3!!

hahas! all of us, all 8 of us. [=
peg, chris, weisi, me.
marvin, zhengkai, andy, jeremy.

hahas, we were all so scared jst
now la! though the tester, Philip Ng,
is a really tough guy, he looked comical
actually. it's the way he talked and the
way he brings himself tht scared us.

hahas, there he was, complaining
to us tht we shouldnt be putting all
the 3 exams together. and deep inside,
i bet all of us were thinking of the same
thing.

"sh*t, die liao die liao."
hahas. serious. we really thought he would
fail us leh. hahas. and it was raining then ma.
so we were up at the shelter there, with him
talking about everything regarding to lifesaving.

at round 6 plus 7, the rain stopped. -.- and he
said we can continue with our examinations.
hahas, good la. [= get it over and done with.
teeheex!

i shall skip on the details la. but in overall, he
corrected alot on our moves and techniques.
and it really made us feel that we're failing leh!

hahas. imagine, him being the strictest tester,
pinpointing to us our mistakes, grumbling about
putting all the 3 exams together. who wont think
he'll fail us lor. hahas.

BUT.
but. hahas! he was making the conclusion liao.
and he asked us, "are there any qns you wanna
ask me?" and deep inside our heart burning with
curiosity is the qns, "did we pass?" laughs.

but nobody dared to ask. hahas. so we kept quiet
lor. and he replied saying,"ok fine. if there's no qns,
thn i hope i'll be the tester for your BM. and i expect
higher standards from you guys."

upon hearing this, we were all blurred. hahas. except
for chris. lol. smart girl. "be the tester for your BM." BM
leh! lol, you'll need to pass your LS 1 2 3 in order to take
BM. so it means we passed lor! hahas! we're all so damn
happy and relived leh! hahas.

and we thn re-confirm with longfei and jin. and yes! we
did it! woots! now must jiayou even more le! hahahahas!

however, jin said tht he's eyeing on me. on my straddlejump.
other than that all okay. hahas. yea! im so gonna work on
tht! woots!

hahas, had a really really long day le. wanna sleep liao.
hahas, shall write until here~

adios. [=

Urghs~!

Current Location: RP ; E36P.
Current Music: K One - 背影

am i really tht fierce, people?
cant you guys see tht im only
putting up a strong front?

forget it, you people wont understand
how am i feeling.

stupid yvonne. why put on
a strong front? why act as if
you dont care?

arghs, im fine darling.
really, no worries. [= im
not gng to let what i see
jst now to affect my exams.
[= wont. (:

LS 1 2 3 TMR!! =X

Current Location: Home.
Current Music: S Club 7 - Have You Ever

arghs~!! it's the exams for LS 1 2 3 tmr!
ohmygodd! im so damn nervous now la.

hais. and know who's the tester for us tmr?

it's the tester for the BM people previously la!
he's notorious for being the strictest tester!!

dont know is lucky or unlucky.
see, if he's the tester, and he pass us. it simply
means tht our basics are there and our BM should
not be a problem liao.

unlucky would be, dont know can pass anot. cuz
he's so damn strict! go book by book de. arghs.
i scared i cannot make it sia.

*prays to all Gods*
please let me pass my LS 1 2 3 tmr! please!

Sept Babies Celebrations //

Current Location: Home.

Current Music: 飞轮海 - 不会爱

HAPPY 8TEEN BIRTHDAY, JOCC~!

hahas, it's her 18th birthday today. [=

a step into the semi-adult world.

hahas, an age where you can do

some legal stuffs but not totally

in control. hahas! tht's what i told

my mom. and my mom said i

bullshit. but true lor. ryte? hahas!

and we had loads of funn la! teeheex!

suyin they all go buy this powder, and

pour it all over us la! wo de tian.

you should have seen the way we played

mann! cakes were smashed on the ground

too la. and when we came over, our reactions

were like, sh*t. hahas.

no time to clean.

no time to do ppt.

so we rushed back lor. hahas. until thn,

at round 3pm plus jocc msn-ed me.

tht lincoln found out what we did. die liao.

lol, he's the one who caught us for drinking

within school compounds de. and now this.

hahas. we felt okay with it la. cleaning only

ma. and after that, he asked us what's our

lesson.

and the first thing tht came to my mind and

i blurted it out. teamwork. hahas! and xuanwen

hit me on my arm. lol, and meng said something

like, RP's security system really zai. lol, and we

laughed like dont know what la. hahas!

things were fine, and im in a really cheery mood.

until i know something. i shant say it. but it's affecting

me. no worries, i wont let it get me down de. [=

jiayous!

Vonns 18th Birthday. (:

Current Location: RP ; Swimming Pool.
Current Music: S.H.E. - 老婆

whee! thanks, longfei mommy! thanks for the surprise trip
down to my house there to pass me my favourite chocs!
hahas, sorry la. you dont angry kays! your efforts are really
well appreciated! they really are! [=



whee! vonns had a really really splendid birthday spent with her
dearest Laopos. and not to mention, thanks to wei, she got to
spent it with loads more people! hahas!

we're supposingly to meet at CCK at 12pm de. but ended up i
left home at 12pm instead. hahas! thanks to jas. [=

FYI
And i didnt wear a dress. hahas! i ended up wearing something
else, but equally feminine too, aiights. [=

The Meetup.
jas darling was carrying her laptop. so strange ryte? so i asked
her lor.

J: Orhs, cause carol say she wants to give her 1 laptop casing.
so ask me bring lor. [=
M: Huh, thn you'll have to bring it to Suki, and bring it to Wei's
there ar??
J: Yea lor. Sighhs. Eh, who tell you we're eating sushis? We're
eating mac lor. Who ask you not to wear a dress. Hmph.
M: Huh?! Hao la, eat sushis la.

hahas! thn we met up with rens and lins darlings. they dolled
up too la! hahas. of course, my laopos are all of the grade A
standard de aiights! hahas!

aiights, whn we met up with loo darling, she gave jas a recycled
bag, as the laptop bag. wo de tian ryte? hahas! i was there, shocked.
hahas. nxt, we waited for tze darling and off we go to somerset,
suki sushi at cineleisure. [=

The Lunching.
we didnt queue for long la. hahas. and there were not many sushis!
idiot de leh. i wanted to eat loads and loads of sushis lor. but ended
up i ate loads and loads of cream puffs. hahas!

we ate alot of stuffs la. not long after, we're stuffed. hahas! and nxt,
presents time! hahas! and what presents? i'll spill! being 18 rules!

Presents Giving :D



cool ryte?! saw the Kgang Photo Frame? it's made with loads
and loads of effort leh! hahas! i simply love it lor. hahas! pretty
aiights?! hahas. each of the photo they took includes a lil msg
they've written for me. [=

and there's this cd they've made for me. so jas actually brought
the laptp out because of the CD! i really thought carol so silly
leh! omg. hahas. thanks jas, thanks loo. [= it's so damn touching
la! it's so touching tht i cried. and i dont mind shouting outloud
tht, YES, VONNS CRIED. for the sake of her laopos? nvm la. [=



im actually having considerations towards posting this pic.
but, i dont mind letting others know i cried because im happy.
hahas! and have you people noticed that im wearing different
clothings?

hahas, yes! my dearest laopos actually bought a DRESS
for me! lol. wo de tian ar. and they actually made me go
to the toilet and change. hahas.

it's alright la. [= it's nice. hahas. thanks to tzee's taste.
hahas. it's the first time i see myself in a dress la. and
i bet it's the first time they see me in a dress too la. hahas!

after the present giving out event, we're simply too full to
continue eating anymore la. that we went to buy the present
for xiaowei. hahas.

and loads of cam-whoring continues.. [=









the winners' glory &

the losers' blaming, hahas!
my darlings efforts. (:




she claimed tht the coupons are for me.
BUT, WHERE ARE THEY???

loves my laopos to bits!

Happy Birthday to Vonns and Adriel!

Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Janice - Never Let You Go

*firecrackers*
*music blasting*

hahas! happy birthday to Vonns and Adriel!
whee~ it's my 18th and his 19th. hahas. it's
so fun to wish someone else happy birthday
on your own birthday! hahas!

it's so damn meaningful! hahas.

received loads of messages from my loves. (:
shall blog what they are ltr and the time.
hahas. maybe tmr. cause im damn tired now
also. hahas.

i haven packed my bag. haven prepare my stuffs.
sianns. DRESS? arghs. and longfei wants me to
see my phone at 9am. dont know what lor.

scaring me sia. idiot de lor him. grrr. say what,
if i miss the timing, thn too bad liao. bullshit. hahas.
peg also, must see her comment thn i can open
her present. lol.

FINE. it's my 18th birthday and i shall tolerate it.
hahas. meeting my girls at CCK at 12pm.

knowing them, they're bound to be late. hahas!

17 Years & 364 Days Old. (:

Current Location: RP ; E36P.
Current Music: 飞轮海 - 不会爱.

the girl, 17 years and 364 days old. [=

hahas! time passes really quicklyleh!
i rmbr it seems only ytd tht i celebrated
my 17th birthday with my dearest laopos.
[=

i only have them thn. now, on the mark
of my 18th birthday, other than my forever
dearest Laopos, i have my fave peeps in RP. (:

my precious W16M, my dearest lifesaving mates. (:
though im not gng to celebrate my birthday on the
day with my precious W16M mates, but! we'll be
celebrating on our last sept baby's birthday!

jocc's~ on the 25th. [= all the sept babies. hahas.
regarding my lifesaving mates..

hmm, dont know them la. maybe nxt year. hahas.
when we know each other better. hahas!

whee~ counting down to
22nd Sept. [=

whn i can wish both MYSELF and ADRIEL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! wheee! hahas!

Class Ended. (:

Current Location: RP ; E36P.
Current Music: 愿意不爱你 - 炎亚纶

the time now on my notebook is 3.40pm.
hahas! it's the earliest time our lesson
end in here at RP. hahas!

so shiok ryte?! yea i know. hahas!
it's the maths and computing module
today ma.

at first i thought it was so damn sianns
la. maths. bleah. my most drat module.
the module which pulled me down for
my GPA last sem. grr.

but surprisingly, today's maths is EASY.
*grins* as easy as ABC lor. hahas. but
our faci, MR TAN PENG PENG, *teeheex*
said tht because it's the first week of sch.
they dont wanna scare us away. so had it
easy. laughs, im not scared! im so gonna
pull up my socks on this module.

so, BRING IT ON. [=

hahas, gng to swim liao. [=
with peg, zhengkai, marvin, longfei and
tht stupid chopsticks.

counting down.
in less than 24 hrs, Vonns will be officially 18!
wheeee! hahas!

first day in E36P // Laopos' The Best!

Current Location: RP ; E36P.
Current Music: JoJo – Coming For You

ytd was the first day with my new class. E36P.
and class was, so dead. bleah la. whn i first went in,
you can really sense the deadness lor. so i kept
quiet lor.

and longfei say i dao. dumb dumb longfei. hahas!
in a total different environment, with no one i knew
in particular, and with my tummy aching like it'd
never did. ARGHS.

okay lur, as time goes by, people openned up more.
mostly is my group only la. the others were like quite,
quiet. sianns.

arghs. nothing fun to talk about de la.

and wheee~
Rens Laopos
Tzee Lapos
Lins Laopos
and
Wei were here ytd in rp!

hahas!they came here to study. (: and for meet-ups
lor.hahas, and they finally got to meet up with gekting.
hahas. it's been like so so long since the last time
they've met la. hahas!

and i pestered Rens and Tzee to acc me home. hahas!
so it's akin to asking them to wait for my trg to end.
and i pia-ed up to bathe la!

hahas, cuz they gave me a timing. [= if not i gotta treat
them to the 60€ ice-cream. hey, i made it aiights. but i
treated them something too la. (: for acc me! hahas.
loves my laopos to bits! (:

he wasnt here today. lazy dudu. hahas!
hope he's coming on wed. [=

City Harvest Church

Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Stay With You.

went to Jocc's church event ytd. FINALLY. [=
yes i know, sorry jocc. ]= dragged so long thn
go ; cause of my trainings.

laughs, cavan kevin and max were there too. [=
regulars, i guess. kevin even became a christian.
good for him. [= whn i was there, cav was like,
i finally came. hahas. SORRY AIIGHTS. [=

it's great. it's really great. it was like a concert.
people singing and jumping and praying at the
same time tgt..

and the lyrics of the songs, the melody of the
songs.. they were simply too touching. [= so
touching tht i actually teared.

i didnt know why, but i actually teared. [=

looking forward to the nxt church event. [=
but i cant go nxt sat. ]=

CAUSE IT'S MY BIRTHDAY. =D

hahas, so i'll be gng the week after next. [=

adios ;

It’s Okay~ (:

md: okay lur. (:

location: Robert Bosch ; Receptionist Desk.

aiights, im in the same block and same lvl as she is.

wo de tian ah. but am glad tht not same class as her.

*beams* okay la, not same class jiu okay liao. i wont

wanna be in the same class as her.

if same block is like last sem lor.

but same level also.. hmm, no big deal too la.

hahas, MIGHT (might ar) only bump into her

whn im heading to the toilet, or at the toilet,

or whn taking the lifts and such.

okay la. hahas, imagine if in class even worse

ryte?! hahas, heaven has not been unkind to

me either. they might jst want me to overcome

some obstacles and such ba. hahas, to train

me to be stronger thn who i am now. (:

whee~! (:

It’s Inside Me.

md: .. ..

location: Robert Bosch ; Receptionist Desk.

i somehow feel tht the heaven is helping me,

is protecting me in some sort of way, to help

me save my life.

aiights, things in the pasts i shant bring it up.

i'll bring it up for recently de.

ytd, whn i was walking back from Robert Bosch

to RP, one tree branch, quite a big one fell from

above me and landed jst beside me.

okay, if i got hit by it, i wont get a concussion

la, but still. it's like will kena hit tio like tht. not

good. hahas.

and today, it's been raining since morning la.

thus whn i reach bishan, i took the bus instead

of my usual walking to my workplace. and whn i

reached my workplace, guess what i saw?

a car knocked into the tree on the paveway i've

been walking along everytime.

isnt tht too much of a coincidence?

if it had not been raining, i would have walked tht

normal path and MIGHT get knocked down alr.

but thn agn, it could have been because of the

rain tht the car crashed right?

but tht intuition within me, it's been ringing non-stop..

what am i to do..?

i dont want it to happen.. i dont..

W16M to E36P

md: sianns // sadded
location: Robert Bosch ; Receptionist Desk.

Ang Shirgin
Chan Jing Yu
Gan Siew Yen
Koh Wei Ling Venessa
Lee Mei Ying
Muhammad Rafiq Bin Ramlan
See Jin Ren Kenny
Shameeer s/o Abdul Razak
Sim Xin Yi Maisarah
Teo Kit Ying Joyce
Wang Hui Li
Wong Bai Shen
Celina Neo Hui Ting
Chen Shi Ting Freda
Heng Wen Jie Derrick
Lee Chee San
Mohamed Imran Abdul Careem
Nur Nadia Bte Hussain
Shahleeni Bevi d/o Elangovan
Sharifah Alissa Bte Syed I
Tay Der Ren James
Toh Chin Seng
Wei Du Juan
Yeoh Zhen Wei Jensen
Yvonne Goh Yi Wen

there. here's the list of my class, E36P.
SIANNS DE LEI. nobody i knew. bastard.
hmph. the guys got company lor. girls
dont have la! arghs.

max and meng SAME CLASS.
alvin and yijie SAME CLASS.
kevin and shaheed SAME CLASS.

shiok ryte? thn the girls? ALL SCATTERED.
hmph. and what's more wo de tian de is,
most of them all W block de lor. W1, W2,
W3, W4. me lei? E3. -.- WHAT IS THIS?!

thn the SAS seniors all shifted to W5. really
stupid lei, RP. only cavan the same block
as me, so far, from my class de. from LS
got chris. same lvl as cav.

SIANNS. my class got so many malays la!
haiyo. dont know how to communicate liao.
no jocc, no xuanwen, no kristen, no sohyin, no sijie..

HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE?! arghs!

but only one thing im relived of. ONLY ONE THING.
im not in the same class as HER. *phew*

not i cant wait to log on to yandao and see the
faces of my new classmates. wanted to log in
ytd, but cant. thn wanna log in now. ROBERT BOSCH
network agn. sianns na. ):

im so so gonna miss W16M.
the fun we all had tgt.
the troubles we brewed tgt.
everything and everthing.

hais. luckily we can still meet up for lunches. (:
i told kai ytd ma. thn he said, all these are part
and parcels of life. now i'll be missing my Yr 1
Sem 1 classmates. and we'll be meeting up for
lunches and everything. but as time goes by,
the bonding wont be tht strong agn.

and i told him tht wont happen in my case. (:
cause im not one who'll leave my friendship
to rot away de lor. (:

whee! lunches every now and thn. hahas!
jst hope tht my class's one which will do ppt
de. (:

hais, counting down to start of Sem 2. ):

6 more days ;

Met Mel Dear. (:

md: surprised thn, sianns now, (cause it's raining!).
location: Robert Bosch ; Receptionist Desk.

met mel neo ytd, very coincidentally at yewtee mac. (:
laughs, it has been ages since i've last seen her le
la! hahas. red cross footdrill comp tht time.

we chatted alot. damn lot. (: she's my most well-liked
junior of all. the one whom i always talk to. hahas.

well, we talked. mostly about r/s stuffs. she talked about
hers, i talked about mine. hahas. it's jst like the older
days where we chatted non-stop. (:

mel, dont forget. if anything happens, im jst a phone call
away. (: love yah. (:

i was telling her what happened between him and me.
and agn, she told me what my pals have told me. sighhs.
i really dont know.

'sometimes i would be looking at him and wonder, why on
earth did i like you?' tht's what i told mel about him. laughs,
seriously, i dont know why i liked him too.

and mel say, 'wow, thn you're truely in love with him, alr!
cause only whn you really love a person, thn would you
not know the reason. cause it's the feelings, the chemistry.
if you can find the reason, thn whn the time comes by whr
you can jst abandon the reason would be the day you
abandon your love for him. (:

quite true, mel. quite true. (:

it's really fun talking to mel. (: she's always the one to speak
to. (:

loads of misses, mel! (:

Please..

md: nervous
location: Robert Bosch ; Receptionist Desk.

arghs!!!
it's making my hair to stand on its end!!
wo de tian.
idiot.

why cant Robert Bosch's internet system
cant log me on to RP LEO?! i wanna check
my new class list!

sianns. it's out alr, and i knew it. YET i gotta
wait till i get home before i can know. it's
driving me nuts!!!

arghs, all i jst wanna know is whether SHE's
in my class anot. IM PRAYING REALLY REALLY
DAMN DAMN HARD THT I WONT GET TO THE SAME
CLASS AS HER.

please~ i jst needa avoid this sem, and all
will be well alr. i wont need to know her liao.
since she's SAS, im SHL. we wont be in the
same class for Yr 2 and Yr 3. BUT i cant say
tht for Yr 1.

Yr 1 Sem 1 is over alr. i've avoided the first
sem, now it's the 2nd sem! arghs, i sure hope
any god from the heaven wont play such a
joke on me. please~

i dont wanna get into the same class as her.
cause i wont know how to face her.

im liking the guy who's her boyfriend.
if we were to be in the same class, we'll
sure to be on talking terms de. and how
am i suppose to handle all these, may i
ask? so please. i dont wanna be in the
same class as her.. please..

NUS Mass Swim

Current Location: Home; My Room.
Current Music: M2M – Everything You Do

today's the mass swim at NUS!
hahas. actually dont wanna swim
de la. feeling damn damn tired.

BUT STILL, I COULDNT RESIST
THE TEMPTATION OF THE POOL.

hahas. chris couldnt swim. cause
of her 'thing' hahas. i said i would
swim awhile but hahas! i swam
from 1130 hrs to 1430 hrs! of course
there's rest in between la. (:

*Pleased*

and vonns this nuts swam 86 laps!
whee~! applause! hahas! yep, though
the others all swam 100 laps, BUT
vonns lei! she's famous for swimming
the slowest de le. hahas!

i actually wanna stopped at 10 laps de
lei. cause swimming 10 laps would be
a great endeavour to me. hahas. so should
be around 5 rubber bands lor.

hahas. and as i swam, the more i couldnt
stop! hahas. kept on swimming and keeping
the no. of rubber bands in my mind. hahas.

the moment i reached 20 rubber bands, i
was like, "woah, 40 laps liao lei! yvonne hao
pro orh!" hahas! thn i continue swimming
swimming swimming.

freestyle all th way. it's really relaxing. damn
relaxing. (: and i rowed my body, peg! hahas,
my head no longer came up. cause very de
'sour'. so i used the rowing method. (:

on the 50th lap, 25th rubber band collecting,
I'VE GOT CRAMP on my left calf. wo de tian!
in the middle of the pool somemore lei! walao.

it's so damn damn pain la. and i couldnt do
anything except for holding on the the rope.
marvin saw, but was like couldnt do anything.
he left whn he saw yongkai came over.

yongkai stopped in front of me and was like,
what happened. i told him la. and he was like,
couldnt do anything either. cause he's a guy,
and im a girl. not good to really, you know what
i mean.

thn on the other lane, he saw and stopped
over to ask. whn i told him i've got cramp,
he asked if im okay. i was nodding slightly,
massaging at the same time.

and before i could react, he went under
water and massage my leg for me (!!).
i was like shocked la. like what i've stated
above, i dont feel really good whn he did
such nice a thing. esp he's the one i ..

thn i told him it's okay le, even if it's not.
cause i dont wanna drag his timing. so
i swam back slowly. and whn i got up,
they were like asking me what happened
and small jenny massaged me too. i was
surprised la. hahas. thanks jenny. (:

whn he came back from his lane, he asked
me agn how was i and massaged for me agn.

thanks dude. but if given a choice, i wont wish
for such stuffs to happen.. really.. sighhs.. forget it..

so i came up and rest for a while and go back
to swim agn. hahas. want me to stop at only 50?!
dream on! hahas.

so i swam swam and swam lor. hahas. as time
goes by la, 86 came lor.

hahas. it's really damn damn tiring, 'know?
i didnt eat a SINGLE thing the whole day lor.

but the day before i ate my dinner real real
whole. my weight was like .. DONT TELL YOU!

hahas! and after the swim, i've shed 2 kilos
lei! hahas. damn happy de. (:

coaching mom swimming tmr. hahas. hope
she wont be tired.

feeling damn jaded now. NIGHTS. (:

Damn You People

Current Location: Robert Bosch ; Receptionist Desk.
Current Music: -

md: down&pissed off.

alright, i got scolded agn. sighhs.

those idiotic callers. couldnt they

jst specify the dept they're looking

for instead of me asking them?!

they said marketing, so i transfer

them over to marketing. no mistakes

ryte? how could they jst tell the mkt

people tht they're looking for someone

from communication? wtf.

and another one. she really made me

wanna scold the word FCUK 'know!

idiot de lei!

she asked for this dont know what,

person in charge. HELLO, she didnt

even state BOSCH SECURITY la.

damn her. and there she was attituing

me. i hate people who attitude me de lor.

fcuker. couldnt these people jst make

up their mind? they called, make a mistake

in identifying the people, bump the wall

and tht's it.

what about me? I GOT SCOLDED FOR NO

REASONS LEI. WTF. I'M JST MERELY FOLLOWING

WHAT THOSE FCUKERS WANT LA. damn it.

now i dont dare to transfer calls anyhow le

la. damn it. i dont even dare to ASK which

dept they wanna speak to, lest they jst anyhow

answer me and i got all the scoldings. hmph.

whoever wanted this job as a receptionist?

TAKE IT. I DONT GIVE A DAMN.

My Lil Angel, Always. (:

Current Location: Robert Bosch ; Receptionist Desk.
Current Music: -


arhhhh!!!
i finally got to meet my lil angel ytd!
wheeee! hahas. i rushed down from work
jst to see him lei. wahahhahahas! he's
THT impt to me. (: i even brought my cam
along lor. wanna take LOADS LOADS of
photos of him. hahas!


at first whn me and eils got there, he
SIMPLY WONT LET US CARRY. ): im so
damn demoralising la! before poly life
starts for me, i've been the one close
to him de lor. taking care of him and he
enjoys playing with me lor. guess it's
because of my red specs (he loves red).

hahas. thn recently, whn poly starts sch,
lifesaving's trgs frequent, my chances of
seeing him frequently DECREASES. *sobs*

babies are like tht de. with lesser interactions,
they wont rmbr you tht much le. *bawls* and ive
become even more darker le la! he couldnt even
recognise me!!!

can you imagine how upset i was? luckily,
i used my old techniques of playing with him
ar. thn could he recognise me. (:

thn we took loads of pics. wheee. hahas. he's
getting heavier la. hahas. i couldnt carry him
for long. so i put him in his walker-chair.


wo de tian! he's damn FAST. you should have
seen him walk. lol. he can simple glide underneath
the table 'know! you can nv guess how worried
i was. i'm so damn scared tht he'll knocked his
head la. but luckily he's short enough.

and guess what. his sisters are afraid tht him
gng to the study room would cause riots, and
thus closed the door. hahas. and you know what
he did?!

he at first banged on the door shouting and shouting
lei! wo de tian. hahas. nxt, he went backwards. BACKWARDS.
all the way to the master bedroom's door and RUSHED to
the door and banged on it lei! hahas. of course, the door
couldnt open. hahas. but i reckon he got shocked upon
which leave him crying for a while. hahas!

he at first banged on the door shouting and shouting
lei! wo de tian. hahas. nxt, he went backwards. BACKWARDS.
all the way to the master bedroom's door and RUSHED to
the door and banged on it lei! hahas. of course, the door
couldnt open. hahas. but i reckon he got shocked upon
which leave him crying for a while. hahas!

and he wanted to crawl into his lil push-cart of baby
diapers la! hahas. he CRAWL lei. and i quickly carry
him out and put him in his lil cot. (:

and where he did loads of stunts agn. hahas!

i simly love him loads loads!!! hahas

i jst love the feeling of having him in my arms! (:


look at his arms, will yer! hahas!

Glory

Current Location: Robert Bosch ; Receptionist Desk.
Current Music: -

Ines Winterer

laughs, this lady here won all the glory
ytd. with tht bouquet of roses in her hand.
(: tht's so pretty ryte! hahas.

i placed it here on the Receptionist Desk,
doing my stuffs after taking loads of pictures
of the roses. 36 stalks of them. hahas.

i counted them lur~

hahas! nahh, jst kidding. (: it's stated there
on the card. (: while it's on the desk, i've sent
an email to her, telling her to come down and
take. hahas. cause it actually has WATER in
it. made my desk wet like wo-de-tian.

hahas. and every lady who walked past, will
come by agn to see who it's for and comment
on how pretty and romantic it is. laughs. one
even said tht she worked for so long, and yet
she didnt receive any bouquet of flowers before.
hahas!

after tht, i checked my laptop, the email was not
sent out! cause of the internet problem (again).
thus i called her down lor.

her voice sounded excited and she rushed down. (:
hahas. i requested to take a photo of her holding
the bouquet. hahas! after tht, she says she wants
the pic too. (:

aww, it's so damn sweet of the person la! (: 've nv
receive any flowers before. aiights, im only 17+, 18
now. hahas, maybe can consider to be a teacher.

thn on teachers' day, i would receive loads of flowers!
yea! hahas!

lol. no way ar. i dread being a teacher. it's one of
my undesired career choices. kindergarden, pri sch
teachers MIGHT be okay. but sec sch? it's a big
nono mann. hahas. i simply cant tolerate them.

cause i've been troubles to my teachers, not listening
to them whn i was in the upper sec. so how would i ever
want to be a sec sch teacher and got tormented by the
kids nowadays? woah, im aint so stupid! (:

aiights, FULLSTOP. (:
nxt post, MY LIL ANGEL! (:

Official?

Current Location: Robert Bosch; Receptionist Desk.

Current Music: -

OKAY, RENS AND LINS SAW HIM OFFICIALLY FACE-TO-FACE.

details on tht ltr. (:

aiights, ytd's the first day of work ALONE.

laughhs, without Huifen to help me out. (!!) and

not to mention tht morning's damn damn busy

la. wo de tian. non-stop of courier-men coming

in, flooding mails waiting to be sorted out, also

the never-ending calls! haiyo.

was feeling damn exasperated in the morning mann.

couldnt find the people's department, thus couldnt

sort out their mails. sighhs. was feeling damn down

la. and he came to my mind. hahahas!

aiights, forget about the work. not much fun to talk

about de. ): LET'S TALK ABOUT TRAININGS! WHEEE!

hahas. i pia-ed down all the way from Bishan to

Woodlands lor. though i know im late alr. sighhs.

how not to be late whn i can only LEAVE my work-

place at 5.30pm and my trainings STARTS at 5.30pm

too?! laughs, i rushed down lor. walked all the way

non-stop to J8. hahas. i didnt even wanna waste my

time waiting for the bus. (: wise eh. hahas!

walking non-stop to RP, all the way to OSC. where

Rens, Lins, and Wei are there. hahas. but i rushed

off for the LS trg. hahas, grabbing one biscuit. hahas!

off we go, for the trg and whn nearing the end of the

trg, we had this initiative techniques. (i think so) whereby

we're given a scenerio and act according to what we

think. LOL. we had hell loads of fun la! (:

i rmbr there's this scene, where im the by-stander,

THE GOOD ONE. hahas. and in tht scene, Weisi and

Yikai were couples la! lol. i dont know what came over

me, but i laughed like it's somebody elses' business.

hahas! but hey! i did my part as a GOOD by-stander

okay. whn Zhengkai pulled Marvin up, i asked if i could

help lor. wahahhahahas! thn i commence my EAR. -.-

LOL. idiot Andy. im the GOOD by-stander lei! he thought

i was the irritating one and PUSHED ME INTO THE WATER

LA! idiot. LOL. after tht he still asked jin wht was i. hahahas.

nxt whn i was the rescuer, i saw Peg, Andy and Jeremy in

the pool there playing. thn suddenly there were splashes

around Peg. so i went to save her lor. and whn i reached

there, the 3 of them turned into uncooperative victims la!

wo de tian. THEY'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THT DE. did it

on purpose. lol.

aiights, after tht, i rushed off to meet my laopos. yes! hahas,

and guess what. THEY COULDNT COME OUT! hahas! until i ask

them to ask this RP student. hahas! and i was walking damn

slow la. cause i actually wanted them to see him.

but whn i really saw them walking over, i was like, "okay! i dont

want them to see him le!" but Rens was walking like tortoise lor!

lol. i know she gu yi one. stupid Rens. (: but as per usual, they

were slow too. (:

whn we're about to reach the station, they're alr behind us le!

wo de tian. thn i heard chris calling me, "Zheng Zhong!" lol. and

kay thiam called me "Zhong Yi" wo de tian. i tried to ignore them

lor, but basic instincts. hmph. after being called by this 2 couple,

the others all started shouting out my name, 'know!

what vonns (most of the people), vonvon (marvin andy and zhengkai),

mosquito (ah thiam) all come out. wo de tian. i was like trying hard

not to hear. he too la! called "Vonn" here "Vonn" there de. joining

in the crowd. laughs. and when ah thiam called me "mosquito", i jst

stomped off dragging Rens and Lins. and i heard him saying, "Orh,

angry liao angry liao." hahas.

all the way to the station lei, they continued like nobody's

business, with Rens and Lins laughing their heads off. (:

and whn we reached the inside of CWP, i was deciding

whether to buy the biscuits anot. cause long long queue.

went out and saw him, Longfei and glenn jst walked past.

down the escalator. to mac, i guess. hahas! and i accidentally

beat Rens laopo on the face. ):

was saying sorry and sorry over and over agn. haiyo. i forgot how

it happened le. but im really feeling very guilty over it. ): lucky

laopo not angry over it for long. hahas.

Rens and Lins laopos, love you girls! (: hahas. hope you all can

come on wed agn. (: wheee! hahas!

W16M Chalet. (:

Current Location: Home.

Current Music: S.H.E. – 听袁伟人弹吉他

Event: W16M BBQ Chalet
People:
Yvonne, Josephine, Suyin, Kristen, Sijie.
David, LeeMing, Yijie, Cavan, Max, Kevin, Jeevi, Denver.
Jasmine Soon, Samuel Chua, Ned Low.

W16M's chalet's fun fun fun!
hahas! had so so much fun
mann! hahas. though it's at
the eerie changi~

hahas. whn i reached there,
dav as per usual kept disturbing
me la. lol. thn jocc said, "woah,
david. yvonne here le, you happy
liao lor."

lol, of course la. his greatest
happiness derives from disturbing
me ma. hahas. but i cherished
the times he disturbed me. hahas.
cause he wont be in my class the
nxt sem liao. sighhs.

thn i was playing this car racing
game with jocc la. cause suyin,
kristen and sijie were outside bbq-ing
and they dont need our help. hahas.
so i were playing lor. and dav keep
saying i stupid la! arghs. i ren~

thn, dav played with jocc nxt. i sat
there and watch la. yijie, max and
kevin followed me in. i dont care
bout them. but never did i think tht
they would acutally go lift the chair
im seating on la! wo de tian! me
with the chair know! all the way to the
window la. and i was screaming.

you know de la, scared ma. thn meng
was shouting at me la! hmph. he scolded
vulgarities lor. i dont like tht particular word.
so i sorta got angry and he came in to
apologise. thn i told him no need. cause
i only dont like to hear the word. thn he made
those usual stupid actions which made me
laughed like hell. (:

thn dav and max sandwiched me la! wo de tian.
they dont want me to go out la. arghs. made me
no where to go.

UNLESS. unless i win yijie in the car game. lol.
i lost the first time, but i won the second time.
hahas. they still dont let me go de lei. i squeezed
my way through. hahas.

thn the facis came! hahas. they didnt eat
much la. haiyo. and we had this presentation!
hahas! Paper? the guys' body. Pen? the charcoal.
hahas! ppt, problem 17. hahas.

thn took loads of pics. and jocc and i clean up
whn the people have fun dancing. didnt like the
music. (: and i washed up the plates.

im a good girl kays. laughs. dav yijie and max kept
asking me to stop washing.

dav coaxed me the most times. (:

first time, pulling my hands from the plates
saying the aunites will come and wash, which i say
nvm.

second time trying to agitate me by saying im
not a housewife, so dont need to do so. LOL.

third time by pulling my hands even harder with tht
serious look on his face. in which i tell him i wont feel
good if i dont finish washing them. hahas. thn he bo
bian let me finish. hahas, who asked me to be such a
perfectionist? (:

thn, wo de tian. he did one action which made me felt
sorta uncomfortable la. he placed both his hands on
the side of the basin with me inside. -.-

i really felt quite uncomfortable la. like.. jiu shi bu shu
fu. thn i pushed him away. lol. while we're ready to go,
stupid cavan gave me a bite on my left shoulder.

tht idiot. (: i thought what sia. dav, upon seeing so gave
me a bite on the right shoulder at the door. hey, though
im wearing a shirt, it still sorta hurt lor. lol. thn cav gave
jocc a bite on the shoulder also. lol. idiotic. (:

it's late alr ma, jocc and i needa go home. so we go off
first lor. and one whole big group of them acc us down la!
hahas.

David, Suyin, Yijie, Kristen, Cavan, Sijie.

hahas, thanks peeps. we didnt wait for long before a taxi came.
hey wait, we didnt even wait la. hahas. on our way home, jocc
told me tht jst now whn she's outside clearing the stuffs, sai gong
ushered her in. i was like, why la. thn she say cause one of jeevi's
fren kept looking at her. -shudder-

the reason why they acc us down was because they bu fang xin lor.
2 girls lei, though i appeared to be tough, im still a girl ma. (:

love the care and concern they gave us. (:
im so gonna miss W16M. ):
sighhs. stupid RP. change what class.
idiot de lei. ):

Camera Bought, Colin. (:

Current Location: Home.

Current Music: -

wheee! mom bought me my desired cam today! wheee!
hahas. aiights. i seriously thought no hope le lei. since i
made mom worried for me last night.

but she and dad texted last night and they agreed to buy
me one. hahas! partly because the camera for the family
spolit. and since im requesting for it for my birthday, dad
decided tht it's fine.

cause i'll still be the one using it most of the times. lol.
whee. hahas. Sony W80. (:

went to the IT fair today with Jas, Loo, and XiaoWei. (:
met the girls for breakfast at Ya Kun agn. typical. hahas.
and Loo's heels BROKE. wo de tian. hahas. so she ended
up buying a new one lor. rich girl. hahas.

thn we headed to City Hall lor. hahas. tht place reminded
me of the time LS people went there and the fun we had.
laughs! aiights. we went to the 4th level. waited for Jas's
bf and continue shopping.

laughs, i was stretching my neck for the Dopod guy whom
i saw at the last IT fair la. jiayi said she saw him ma. i was
about to text her asking which lvl he's at and I SAW HIM.

lol. he's working for HTC. trimmed his hair and didnt look
so beng anymore. nicer. (: but okay la. didnt have much chance
to glance at him. hahas.

went over to Samsung and Xiaowei saw this cute guy la.
she said tht he's cute though he's only average to me. he
smiled at me like im his nxt potential customer like tht.
hahas, and know what went through my mind?

"No, dont smile at me like tht, i wont buy your products."
hahas! and Xiaowei keep fa feng-ing la. saying he's cute,
blah blah blah. WHATEVER. (:

and we went down to Sony. (: my desired place. hahas. and
Wei's too la. was checking out and Wei approached this cute
guy la. typical of Wei la. hahas. but turn out he's much more
congenial with me. teehee!

i shall skip on the details. cause it's sweet to me. hahas.

AND HIS NAME IS COLIN. (:

Temp Recep. // Swimming With Laopos. (:

Current Location: Home.

Current Music: -

started work ytd as a Receptionist at Robert Bosch.
laughs. i set off from home as early as 6.30am aiights.
and i reached at 8.30am on the dot. guess why?

CAUSE THEY GAVE ME THE WRONG INFO.

wth. it's suppossingly at the bus-stop OUTSIDE RI. not
after. wo de tian. made me WALK all the way down la.
luckily im not wearing heels, if not KILL ME MANN.

hahas. the work scope's ..

answering phone calls,
sorting out the mails,
accepting the parcels,
everything.

wo de tian. ytd was only OKAY lei. according to Huifen.
the previous temp recep whom im taking over. her first
day was like busy de lor. she say i lucky, first day so slack.
i was like, lucky meh?

i dont know is lucky anot lor. first day, with her help is SLACK.
what's gonna happen to me on monday when it's BUSY and
without her help? im gonna be so so dead. ): but she say can
call Gladys for help. or not Patalina.

i really hope i can hold on for this 2 weeks. where i can secure
this 2 weeks of pay. so i can give mom and dad my thoughts. (:
and pay mom. hahas.

swimming with the girls! hahas. alright, it's only Jas and Tzee.
at Tzee's condo. but it's fun anyway. (: spending time with the
girls are always quality time. hahas.

wth, the 2 of them laughed at me la! wo de tian. i didnt know
Tzee's condo swimming pool can swim straight de. so i swam
sorta, slanted. wo de tian. the 2 of them laughed like hell la.
hmph. nxt time im swimming straight liao lor.

nxt went to the Jacuzi (however it's spelled as,) and spent our
time there talking under the stars. (: it felt good. (: it really did,
hahas. under the stars, nobody around to bother us. hahas.
i played loads of games. like gng under water and coming up
to scare the girls. but they didnt get scared by me. not fun de.
still say i like small kid lor. wo de tian. it's fun what. appreciate
it, girls. hahas. there's a kid in us all the time. dont only let them
'out' whn we're alone. hahas. thn we lost track of time la.

went home late, kena scolded by mom. ): sorry mom, made you
so worried for me. ): i promise, i wont do tht again le. swear. (:

Met Lins Laopo!

Current Location: Home.

Current Music: S.H.E. – 远方

laughs, i met Lins laopo on wed. (:
after training. i was damn high tht
day la. didnt know why too. (:

we were like walking to CWP and im
always forever looking out for people
wearing IJ uniform. in case i missed
Rens, Lins, or Tzee. hahas.

and on wed, i again saw 2 girls wearing
IJ uniform lor. and i spotted Lins laopo
immediately. hahas!

i shouted her name like nobody's business
and ran towards her like a crazy mustang. (:
tht's how happy i am. laughs.

and i showed Lins who he was. lol. but he's
walking way in front with .. so she could only
catch his backview. hahahas. but hao guo
mei you ryte, Lins? hahas.

nah nah nah! here's the post i promised you!
lol. tht day really too tired to blog le. hahas. went
to loads of places and for training. (: