the same old things,

Current Location: Home, my room.
Current Music: The Click Five - Empty.

Camp for De La Salle just ended yesterday.

I felt pretty much the same

, the same tiredness that haunted me throughout the whole camp
, the same dryness in my eyes
, the same activities you'll find thousand of people doing
, the same decision whether to sleep in the dorm or in the dinning hall.

and one thing I find the same?

is the distance between you and me.

no. it's no longer the same anymore.

it's further.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 5.06.pm.

TWENTY. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.29.am.

The girl turning twenty,

Current Location: Home, my room.
Current Music: Dara (2NE1) - Kiss.

(This is my 401th post, and here goes.)

In less than 12 hours, a girl is going to turn twenty. When the clock strikes 12 am, the train ferrying teenagers through their life is going to drop her off at another terminal. Continue ferrying her to another journey of her life. Though this is not the big "21st' yet, it is still something to her, to her family.

The girl turning twenty, has a family behind her all the time with regard to what she has done. Be it throwing tantrums, be it her down periods, or even her tempers. They tolerated it till the end. They might not know it, but she is really thankful for their presence. Without her, she won't be where she is now. Thank you so so much.

The girl turning twenty, too has her bunch of favourite girls. They were there when she was dumb, and here they stand again when she became wiser in terms of some matters. They taught her how to be a better friend, and how to curb her temper. They too helped her realize her talent when she thought nothing of it. Thank you girls so much.

The girl turning twenty, is really blissful. For she has her lifesaving team mates. The team mates who went through the phase of trainings to lifesavers. From competitions to medals. Though she had no part in the medals, though she drew apart from them for a period of time during her attachment, she is glad they are still pretty much the same. Thank you guys for being oh-so-funny, thank you.

The girl turning twenty, she still has her dreams unfulfilled. That one very important dream, a dream she had been wishing when she blew her birthday cake every year. The one dream that hadn't come true yet. But she won't be doing so this year. 'Cause she had been doing so for years. She's tired. However, she is still hoping that it won't be too late when it happened. And she'll continue waiting, continue to prepare for it. Hoping it would come true soon enough.

Happy birthday to the girl turning twenty. Happy birthday, Yvonne Goh. (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 8.44.pm.

My 20th,

Current Location: Home, my room.
Current Music: 숨겨봐도 안는 마음 - 이지혀.

Celebrated my birthday with my favourite girls of all time yesterday. It's simple, and I love it. ^^ Told them how much I don't like surprises, and they knew. (:

A celebration like yesterday is the perfect one for me, thank you so much girls! Any amount of words won't be able to equal how I feel for you.

Loves, V. ^^

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 3.10.pm.

Pictures Uploaded! ^^

the before pictures.


my suppossingly very messy table

the wardrobe near the door

the very messy cupboard

my bed, suppossingly at the other end of the room

the after pictures.

change of view! ^^
with the study table facing the window instead!

the bed now, just beside the door

the wardrobe now in the position
of my bed previously

coolness right! haha, at least
I think so

and this is the view I'm watching now.
no, it's not like prison view.
it's really cooling actually. (: ^^

Revamption Finally Done! ^^

Current Location: Home, my room.
Current Music: Shiny Toy Guns - Season of Love.

I've finally revamped my room! Haha! It's a lot of hardwork! Really! But it's all worth it! 'Cause I like it very much! Haha! After so long! And when I said long, it's really long trust me! 'Cause I've asked Dad for this room don't know since ever when. Starting of this year, I think. Ever since I think this room could be a potential bedroom. (:

So after much persuading and all, Dad and Mom finally gave the green light. Laughs, after that I moved into the room without any revamption. Still thinking on how to do it actually. Like with the designs, the placement of the furnitures and all.

Finally! I finally got to work yesterday actually. (: I moved most of the furnitures out of the room! Including the super heavy wardrobe! But my plans have to come to a halt when I realized that the study table, had the extension wire drilled into the wall. =\

So I had to get Daddy to help me unscrew it (not that I can't do it, but because it's so tough to undrill it!) last night. And I got to work this morning! ^^

Whoo! I moved everything, vacuumed and mopped the floor, and voila! Everything's in place. Just that, the wires on the tables require some work. But I had it settled! Haha!

And I'll post some before and after pictures! ^^

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.47.pm.

9th September 2009, 090909. ^^

Current Location: Home, my room.
Current Music: Yiruma - River Flows In You.

Today is such a pretty date, don't you think? ^^ 9th September, 2009. 090909. “九” in chinese meant "long". Haha, the news reported that a lot of couples registered their marriage today. And a lot of Mommys chose to give birth to their baby on this date too. Haha!

But I don't know for what reason am I feeling such feelings now. I shouldn't be feeling such feelings. 'Cause today's date consists of my favourite number.

Whatev.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 7.00.pm.

"Belay on,"

Current Location: Home, my room.
Current Music: Collin Raye - Love, Me.

I had some funny encounters when I was belaying, be it for Camelot or for Innotrek and thought that I should share. Hah, so next time when I wanted to relief the moment I can refer back. Haha!

Okay, so when you want to go up a rock wall or to start going up any element, there's a command you should say.

01. "Am I on belay?"
- And the belay person would say, "Belay on."

02. "Squeeze-check,"
- "Check,"

03. "Climbing,"
- "Climb on,"

Haha, there's this common mistake they will make. Which is, they would replace the word "belay" to "delay". So it would sound like, "Am I on delay?" Haha! Sometimes when I'm in the mood when I wanted to play, I would say, "Nope, you're not being delayed. You're on time. ^^" Haha!

Especially when the kids say them, their faces were cute! And one more, TOTALLY CLASSIC.

"C" stands for the climber, "M" of course stands for me.

C: Am I on delay?
M: It's belay.
C: No! Delay!
M: -.- Belay la! I'm the belayer I won't know the command?

Haha! And we're then both laughing at his mistake. Damn funny!

Belaying although is one job which will give me blisters, I do like it much. (: Haha, even if it gives me blisters on both my hands, so pain that I can't even hold things properly, I like it so. And the muscle aches it'll give me, I don't know for what reason gives me a feeling of happiness. Haha, I don't know! ^^

"and I whisper to the wind how much I'm longing to see you,"

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 6.38.pm.

I'm so boredddddddddd.

Current Location: Home, my room.
Current Music: Faber Drive - Tongue Tied.

My folks finally relent and gave me my own room! Haha. But it's not really revamped yet. Heh. But no worries, it'll be done soon! Haha!

Had been feeling kinda' empty these days. Guess it's because I've got nothing much to do. Playing Fish Wrangler everyday, popping into my Restaurant City to check if they're doing fine. Oh yea! And the Wedding Dash cum Diner Dash lil aunt introduced me. Haha.

Life is boring! Thank god I've still got stuffs like belaying to do. Went over to Camelot to help out for their rafting at the PLMGS (P) camp. Was supposed to be the belay-person. But it so happened that they don't have enough Rafting Instructors (RI). So I'll have to help out. N'mind. There's more money for that. Haha!

Working with Camelot again for TP Napfa. Thursday and Friday (might) would be belaying for Innotrek @ Dairy Farm Adventure Centre. Where I still hadn't figure out how to go. =\ N'mind. Will figure out tmr. Haha!

(and i'm wondering when will i see you again.)

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.16.pm.