Current Location: RP; E54F.
Current Music: Jonas Brothers - When You Look Me In The Eyes.
My Sociology Facilitator just had a talk with me. And the word's "wow!" Hahas, he stated that he feel that I have the potential to do well. And that I'm putting in enough effort. But I'm still like blur blur like that de. Thus my grades are not getting "As" instead. Hahas.
He guided me along the way on how should I do things etc. Also, when Jia Han, Kang Wen go play the poker cards, I'm left at my desk. Apparantly doing the power point slides. And ohmy tian. Know what he said during the presentation?
Cause I had a typo error, and he said,"That's what happened when the three others were playing cards and one's doing," (!!!) Yes I know I'm doing the work alone. But with him stating like that it's as if they didn't do work like that lur. THEY DID LUR!
Okay, that's not that main point. Just am glad that the faci took note of my efforts and that I'm not progressing well, he came to ask how am i doing, etc. Good. (:
sorta had a small argument with Marvin yesterday. Nono, it's not regarding the Publicity Head of Aquatic that matter. Regarding another matter. Which I think BGF would know. Hais, didn't know he's like that de. Hmph. Whatever the case la, maybe I think too much, maybe he acted too much. Don't want to make any more comments, since it's not my matter anyw.
May 30, 2008
May 29, 2008
Boreddddd.
Current Location: Sun Plaza; Coffee Bean.
Current Music: Jonas Brothers - When You Look Me In The Eyes.
Had actually much thoughts to blog about today. But my thoughts just got disrupted and were actually scattered around the back of my brain. Hahas. Shall put them down in point form first, and next slowly talk on eachever topic i wanted to. Hahas.
#1. Being made Publicity Head of Aquatic IG.
#2. A stone found in my bag (-.-).
#3. Coffee Bean talks with Eils.
Couldn't remember much on what else I would wanna blog. Nevermind. Shall blog more when I'm back. Jas, Tze and Rens' here le. Hahas, and Eils's feeling boreddddd. Paiseh sis. (:
May 28, 2008
Tag, Again!
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Tiamo - 飛輪海.
Well, I'm bored bored bored stiff that I actually dug out a Tag that Tze had left us in her blog. LOL, and so, here I am wanting to spend some time away. Hahah! But no worries! If this tag want me to tag more people, I'm ain't gonna do that liao. hahahah!
Top five birthday presents you wish for (in random order):
1. Can I actually wish to drop 10 kilos first?
2. Whitening products pleaseeee.
3. A 2GB creative mp3 with video format supported. (:
4. White PSP of my own.
5. That dream of mine to be fulfilled. :D
1. The last person who tagged you is...
& Well, considering the fact that this was the tag LAST YEAR. I guess the last person would be COR BGF. :D
2. Your relationship with him / her is...
& BGF BGF BGF. also known as Best Girl-Friend. Know what it means eh? HEES.
3. Your five impressions of him / her:
&1. Blur like sotong ever. Marvin could always shoot her and her eyes would be wide wide open, STUNNED. (:
&2. Caring always. She's always there for me whenever I needed her.
&3. Pretty lil lady. She's quite xiao nu ren ar. And she's always forever psychoing me to be one too. Hahas, and not to forget that she's real real pretty. (:
&4. MIA for trainings always! Come down more for trainings aiights?? Hahas!
&5. Just like her term, BGF. Love her! :D
4. The most memorable thing he / she has done for you?
& The Coffee Bean sessions we would always have whenever I'm down at Sun Plaza.
5. The most memorable words he / she has said to you?
& "Aiyah, ni bu zhi dao de la!" Hahas! She say it every time~ Hahas!
6. If he / she becomes your love, what would you do?
& First, I'm perfectly straight. And thus don't think will happen. But if it does, I think I would run for my life. If not her SBF would come right after meeeeee!! Hahas!
7. If he / she becomes your lover, what are the things he / she will have to improve on?
& Nope, just the way she is would sweep her boyfriend off his feet. (:
8. If he / she becomes your enemy, what would you do?
& Reflect on what we did for I don't believe this would happen to us and clear it up. :D
9. If he / she becomes your enemy, what would the reason be?
& Things had been going smoothly for us and if things were to happen, we would talk things out. So I don't think it's possible in any sense. (:
10. The thing you most want to do for him / her now is?
& Meet up for some pastries at Sun Plaza. HAHA.
11. Your overall impression of him / her is?
& Love her! :D
12. How do you think people around you feel about you?
& Asking me to stop being so random and lame? Well, the lame part to Loo instead. HAHA.
13. What is one characteristic you love most about yourself?
& Me able to communicate well with most people. (:
14. What is one characteristic you hate most about yourself?
& Thinking too much Thinking too much Thinking too much! I think that's what everybody don't like about me too. Hahas.
15. Who do you want to be?
& Who else but me? :D
16. Say something to the people who care about you:
& Thank you and thank you and more thank you for being there for me every time people. And thanks for the concern. :D Love you people always! :D
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people whose feelings about you you wish to know:
(just like I've said, you people are not necessary to do this tag. But if you want, you could. (=)
1. Eils
2. Carol
3. Jie Lin
4. Corliss BGF
5. Peggy
6. Chris
7. Yi Kai
8. Zhi Wang
9. Long Fei
10. Marvin
18. Who is 6 in a relationship with?
& Kay Thiam! Kopi-Tiam! Hahas! Okay, don't kill me. LOL.
19. Is 9 male or female?
& Lol, maleeeeee.
20. If 7 & 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
& GOD, I don't think the word "gays" would be a pleasant one to be. (:
21. How about 5 & 8?
& Yikes, how about asking 5 & 7?
22. What is 2 studying?
& In Ngee Ann Poly, facilities management. Is that it?
23. When was the last time you had a chat with 3?
& Last saturday! On my train trip home from Somerset. Hahas.
24. What kind of music does 8 like?
& Him? *looks into the sky* Sentimental ba? Ain't sure.
25. Does 1 have any siblings?
& Yeaaaa. Including me and our lil brother. *beam*
26. Would you woo 3?
& Nopeee. But she's my girlfriend though. Hees.
27. How about 7?
& We're past tense.
28. Is 4 single?
& Nopeee. She's happily attached. :D
29. What is 5's surname?
& BOEYYY.
30. What is 10's nickname?
& PADDY! By Andy Jeremy and OZK. Hahas!
31. What is 4's hobby?
& Watching TV serials and fantasizing about them. Just like me! Hahas!
32. Do 5 & 9 get along well?
& Okayy la. They're team-mates you know.
33. Where is 2 studying?
& Now is where? *I shouldn't had said Ngee Ann just now* NGEE ANN POLY!
34. Say something random about 1.
& Hiyo.
35. Have you tried developing feelings for 8?
& Lim Zhi Wang?? Hmm...
36. Where does 9 live?
& Yishun.
37. What colour does 4 like?
& EASY! Pink Pink Pink! :D
38. Are 1 & 5 best friends?
& My sis and my best pal? Nopeee, they don't even know each other. :D
39. Does 7 like 2?
& How is that possible??! They don't even know each other. Hahas!
40. How did you get to know 2?
& UNITY! FOUR-SIX! NONONO! THREE-SEVEN! :D
41. Does 1 have any pets?
& If you consider the Elmo on the head of her bed one. (:
42. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
& Wang Yi Kai??! Try the word "skinniest". (:
Hahas, done! Wow, long long Tag sia. Hahas, aiights. Time well spent, I go shower! Whee!
A Trip Back To 7 Months Ago.
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Till The End.
was browsing some old pictures, some old videos. hahas, and memories began to flow back. sweet ones, bitter ones, sour ones, and of course some funny ones which the Aquatic had brought me from the ALC event.
hahah. the date stated then was October of 2007. and now, it's May of 2008. how many months had it been? November, December, January, Febuary, March, April and May. wow, 7 months. haas. it had really been a long long long long time.
and so many things had happened! feelings then and feelings now. things then and things now. it's all so so different. events had taken a twist for everything. you think that things would definitely turn out this way, since it's this scene now. but how sure can you be that this kinda scene would remain always? not 100% sure eh?
changes happen, changes change. you can't help it when it's here. well, i can only say changes are really violent. they are here just for a second and you had to adapt to it. and if you don't? you'll be the one losing out. violent enough eh? forces one to accept it, giving them no chance whether they wanna accept it or not. blahhs.
the motivation then for me to go to school, no longer works for me now. that motivation, became a weapon of demoralized? if it were continue to exist, that is. the yvonne then and the yvonne now. how much differences were there, can you see it? has she became stronger or she's still the same old weak self? hah, only she knows the answer to it. or rather, you people knows the answer to it. (:
adios.
Current Music: Till The End.
was browsing some old pictures, some old videos. hahas, and memories began to flow back. sweet ones, bitter ones, sour ones, and of course some funny ones which the Aquatic had brought me from the ALC event.
hahah. the date stated then was October of 2007. and now, it's May of 2008. how many months had it been? November, December, January, Febuary, March, April and May. wow, 7 months. haas. it had really been a long long long long time.
and so many things had happened! feelings then and feelings now. things then and things now. it's all so so different. events had taken a twist for everything. you think that things would definitely turn out this way, since it's this scene now. but how sure can you be that this kinda scene would remain always? not 100% sure eh?
changes happen, changes change. you can't help it when it's here. well, i can only say changes are really violent. they are here just for a second and you had to adapt to it. and if you don't? you'll be the one losing out. violent enough eh? forces one to accept it, giving them no chance whether they wanna accept it or not. blahhs.
the motivation then for me to go to school, no longer works for me now. that motivation, became a weapon of demoralized? if it were continue to exist, that is. the yvonne then and the yvonne now. how much differences were there, can you see it? has she became stronger or she's still the same old weak self? hah, only she knows the answer to it. or rather, you people knows the answer to it. (:
adios.
May 27, 2008
Movies // Meet-Ups!!
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Till The End.
i did what i promised myself. skipped lesson for the day. i have my grounds for it okay. the faci i had today actually questioned my ability to understand something which i had confidence to present. wth??! questioning my ability to understand??! wow wow NO! nobody had ever questioned my ability. damn it. i was so so pissed off tht i couldn't bring myself to attend his lesson today. i know i know, i'm putting my grades on jeopardy. BUT, i've gotta do something that would make me happy! =p
but nevertheless, i went ahead to go school today. Eils commented on what a stupid choice that was. lol, reason being. since i've already decided that i won't be going to class, and that i would be meeting them late today to go for the movies, why on earth did i still go to school on time for?? hahahs, cos i like long time didn't see BGF le la! so i went to school today. haas.
AND, i wore a skirt! *beam* haas, BGF, Long Fei and Marvin was kinda stunned la. but it's a good thing aiights. i thought we were gng to town today for the movie like what we had said initially. I THOUGHT. but we ended up watching in CWP instead. since Tze and Eils threw the ball of decision to me. TAADAA~ haas.
lol, stupid Long Fei said that though i looked female enough, my actions still resembles those of a man. blahhs. i'm changing okay! at least i'm making some efforts and willing to step one step out kays! hees. and when i got back today, daddy was kinda shocked, but in a pleased way tht i wore a skirt. hahas! your lil girl's back to normal, daddy (by a bit)!
Movie!
What Happened In Vegas is a superb movie!! wow wow whee!! hahah, went to catch it today with Eils, Loo, and Tze. lol, it's funny how two people learn to love each other. (: haas. oh yea, and the process when they wanted to get back at each other, that was funny too. hees!
aiights, apart from the movie. we did some gossippings. hahah! i guess tht's what girls do when more than one got together. hahhahahas! but mostly what we did were some discussions on schools, fats, etc. everything. chatted till 9pm plus? hahas, until we feel tht it's late enough and decided to leave for the day.
bought a foolscap pad and new pen today. had actually wanted to keep a notebook etc to record down the lesson plans for coaching. but guess foolscap would do just fine. since Wei De say can file it into the file they had provided. hahas, tmr no school shall think more on how to make the lessons more interesting for the kids. think they're getting kinda listless of the things we were doing already.
Yvonne Goh, jiayous jiayous jiayous! :D
Current Music: Till The End.
i did what i promised myself. skipped lesson for the day. i have my grounds for it okay. the faci i had today actually questioned my ability to understand something which i had confidence to present. wth??! questioning my ability to understand??! wow wow NO! nobody had ever questioned my ability. damn it. i was so so pissed off tht i couldn't bring myself to attend his lesson today. i know i know, i'm putting my grades on jeopardy. BUT, i've gotta do something that would make me happy! =p
but nevertheless, i went ahead to go school today. Eils commented on what a stupid choice that was. lol, reason being. since i've already decided that i won't be going to class, and that i would be meeting them late today to go for the movies, why on earth did i still go to school on time for?? hahahs, cos i like long time didn't see BGF le la! so i went to school today. haas.
AND, i wore a skirt! *beam* haas, BGF, Long Fei and Marvin was kinda stunned la. but it's a good thing aiights. i thought we were gng to town today for the movie like what we had said initially. I THOUGHT. but we ended up watching in CWP instead. since Tze and Eils threw the ball of decision to me. TAADAA~ haas.
lol, stupid Long Fei said that though i looked female enough, my actions still resembles those of a man. blahhs. i'm changing okay! at least i'm making some efforts and willing to step one step out kays! hees. and when i got back today, daddy was kinda shocked, but in a pleased way tht i wore a skirt. hahas! your lil girl's back to normal, daddy (by a bit)!
Movie!
What Happened In Vegas is a superb movie!! wow wow whee!! hahah, went to catch it today with Eils, Loo, and Tze. lol, it's funny how two people learn to love each other. (: haas. oh yea, and the process when they wanted to get back at each other, that was funny too. hees!
aiights, apart from the movie. we did some gossippings. hahah! i guess tht's what girls do when more than one got together. hahhahahas! but mostly what we did were some discussions on schools, fats, etc. everything. chatted till 9pm plus? hahas, until we feel tht it's late enough and decided to leave for the day.
bought a foolscap pad and new pen today. had actually wanted to keep a notebook etc to record down the lesson plans for coaching. but guess foolscap would do just fine. since Wei De say can file it into the file they had provided. hahas, tmr no school shall think more on how to make the lessons more interesting for the kids. think they're getting kinda listless of the things we were doing already.
Yvonne Goh, jiayous jiayous jiayous! :D
May 26, 2008
Tattered and Torn.
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: 半情歌 - 元若藍.
the definition of happiness. do you know it? do you have it? i guess everyone's definition's different ba. yours could be love, his could be family, hers could be friendships. so what's yours?
don't know what's wrong with me. jst felt emo, again. seriously don't know what's happening to me. i just need a corner all to myself. thinking about things, and sorting them out.
and it just dawn upon me. do i actually know how to love? and i just found out, no. the answer's no.
she just knows how to put in efforts, she just knows how to care for him. and when she likes him, her world only revolves around him. she doesn't care if there's anyone better who likes her. she doesn't care if someone better appears before her and demanded her attention. she doesn't care if the reason why he's happy is not because of her. she only wants him to be happy.
and now, she really need the feeling of being loved. read an article regarding beautiful heart which Eils introduced me. i gave you pieces of my heart, and in return, you gave me pieces of your heart. this "trade" won't be equal! for the amount of my heart i gave to you was so much more than the amount of your heart you gave me!
and i really wish to see, what is my heart like now? is it full of wounds and scars for i went through alot? or it is full of uneven edges for the "tradings" i had were always uneven.
guess, to prevent more uneven edges of her heart, she should stop giving pieces of her heart to anybody else. they don't worth it, do they? well she don't mean it in terms of friendships and family ties. but relationship.
for she's all worn out. from NH, to WYK. to now. guess her heart's all tattered and torn. why give your heart away only to be treated like trash? keep it with you, my girl. for it's only safe under your care. hadn't you noticed? the ones you had given your heart to, all got away blissfully.
you weren't the one who's feeling blissful. you've given your heart, your blissfulness to them to have their own blissfulness. why make such a "trade"? it's not worth it in any sense! bare it in your heart, keep your heart with you. it's all tattered and torn, nobody would want it anyway.
nobody would want it anyway..
Current Music: 半情歌 - 元若藍.
the definition of happiness. do you know it? do you have it? i guess everyone's definition's different ba. yours could be love, his could be family, hers could be friendships. so what's yours?
don't know what's wrong with me. jst felt emo, again. seriously don't know what's happening to me. i just need a corner all to myself. thinking about things, and sorting them out.
and it just dawn upon me. do i actually know how to love? and i just found out, no. the answer's no.
she just knows how to put in efforts, she just knows how to care for him. and when she likes him, her world only revolves around him. she doesn't care if there's anyone better who likes her. she doesn't care if someone better appears before her and demanded her attention. she doesn't care if the reason why he's happy is not because of her. she only wants him to be happy.
and now, she really need the feeling of being loved. read an article regarding beautiful heart which Eils introduced me. i gave you pieces of my heart, and in return, you gave me pieces of your heart. this "trade" won't be equal! for the amount of my heart i gave to you was so much more than the amount of your heart you gave me!
and i really wish to see, what is my heart like now? is it full of wounds and scars for i went through alot? or it is full of uneven edges for the "tradings" i had were always uneven.
guess, to prevent more uneven edges of her heart, she should stop giving pieces of her heart to anybody else. they don't worth it, do they? well she don't mean it in terms of friendships and family ties. but relationship.
for she's all worn out. from NH, to WYK. to now. guess her heart's all tattered and torn. why give your heart away only to be treated like trash? keep it with you, my girl. for it's only safe under your care. hadn't you noticed? the ones you had given your heart to, all got away blissfully.
you weren't the one who's feeling blissful. you've given your heart, your blissfulness to them to have their own blissfulness. why make such a "trade"? it's not worth it in any sense! bare it in your heart, keep your heart with you. it's all tattered and torn, nobody would want it anyway.
nobody would want it anyway..
Tag!
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Till The End.
kena tagged by BGF! haas, kinda expected it also. hees, lucky your blog allows me to copy and paste ar! if not I would type out like siao liao. haas!
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Hmm, this had never happened to me before la, since I never had a lover before. But I think I would give him one tight slap and promise never to cross each other's path again?
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Well, this one of course would definitely be that one only dream I had wanted it to come true everytime. Except that I had never told anyone about it, don't ever think of using this question to make me say it. Hees!
#3. If there is a choice between boyfriend and friends, which will you choose?
- Arghs, can I strike a balance between both?
#4. What kind of home do you think is suitable for living?
- Hmm, don't give me something like a pig sty, just let me have a room for loads of reading, another room for gaming, another room for watching whatever I want, and not to forget the presence of all my love ones! Hees!
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- Urm, someone who knows how to play the basketball well, also at the same time able to sing and play the piano well. Hees! But all these were secondary la, if the feelings I have for him is right, it just simply means that he's my ideal lover. (:
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Personally, I too feel that it's the best to be loved by someone you loved. However, if you want me to make a choice, I feel that loving someone makes me feel more blessed. Why? Cos I've been through both. Having someone whom I don't like to love me, I feel that it's only a burden to both me and him. It's not blessed at all. However, loving someone even if he doesn't reciprocate, I would still feel blessed, SOMETIMES. Cos I still have someone, something to think about whenever I'm alone. (:
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- The longest wait I had was 2 years plus? But I think that was more of a perseverance thing. So the one that really count was 6 months? I had intended to wait longer, till his birthday where I would confess? But everything messed up before I actually had the chance. So, 6 months' the record now, wholeheartedly.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- It happened before ar. Haas, what else could I do except wait and offer him care and concern when he needed it? Just wait lur.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Uh huh. Mainly my own stupid thinkings. (:
#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Yeaa! Hees, cos you get to answer questions which normally you won't have people asking you. Hahah!
#11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- Ten years down the road I'll be 28+ 29 years old? Hope by then I'll be blissfully married, with me and my husband carrying a pair of twins! Preferably an elder brother and a younger sister! Hees!!
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- My family, my Kgang, BGF, Peggy, Yi Kai, Longfei, and those who cared for me and I cared for them too! Haas! (:
#13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- BGF? BLUR BLUR SUPER BLUR! But she's too the person I love loads loads! :D
#14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Of course the latter! I had enough of being lonely. Though we're poor, but like what BGF had said, we have someone to rely on and thus would definitely make it through the hard times! Yay!
#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- Snooze the alarm clock. HAHA.
#16. Would you sacrifice your family time to enjoy with friends?
- Well I actually did. And I'm really guilty about it. So I would make it up everytime I can. (:
#17. What is the thing that you can't bear to leave it aside?
- Thing? Definitely my Xiao Bu, and my pillow and my bolster! Hees!
#18. What type of friends do you like?
- People like Kgang, BGF and Peg would touch me greatly. And that's enough for me. (:
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- Two-faced creatures, untrue to people, betrayals always.
Eight people who are tagged by me are:
1. Eils (i think she will love it)
2. Carol (though i doubt if she has the time)
3. Tzemin (well she MIGHT have the time)
4. Jielin (after work take it for leisure eh?)
5. Jas (but i think she won't have the time)
6. Peggy (you must do it kays!)
7. Brenda (nahh, give you something funn to do!)
8. Jocc (i miss you loads ah lian!)
laughs, considering mine's a private blog, I really had not much people to choose to do this Tag. hahas!
TAG!
Current Music: Till The End.
kena tagged by BGF! haas, kinda expected it also. hees, lucky your blog allows me to copy and paste ar! if not I would type out like siao liao. haas!
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Hmm, this had never happened to me before la, since I never had a lover before. But I think I would give him one tight slap and promise never to cross each other's path again?
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Well, this one of course would definitely be that one only dream I had wanted it to come true everytime. Except that I had never told anyone about it, don't ever think of using this question to make me say it. Hees!
#3. If there is a choice between boyfriend and friends, which will you choose?
- Arghs, can I strike a balance between both?
#4. What kind of home do you think is suitable for living?
- Hmm, don't give me something like a pig sty, just let me have a room for loads of reading, another room for gaming, another room for watching whatever I want, and not to forget the presence of all my love ones! Hees!
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- Urm, someone who knows how to play the basketball well, also at the same time able to sing and play the piano well. Hees! But all these were secondary la, if the feelings I have for him is right, it just simply means that he's my ideal lover. (:
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Personally, I too feel that it's the best to be loved by someone you loved. However, if you want me to make a choice, I feel that loving someone makes me feel more blessed. Why? Cos I've been through both. Having someone whom I don't like to love me, I feel that it's only a burden to both me and him. It's not blessed at all. However, loving someone even if he doesn't reciprocate, I would still feel blessed, SOMETIMES. Cos I still have someone, something to think about whenever I'm alone. (:
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- The longest wait I had was 2 years plus? But I think that was more of a perseverance thing. So the one that really count was 6 months? I had intended to wait longer, till his birthday where I would confess? But everything messed up before I actually had the chance. So, 6 months' the record now, wholeheartedly.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- It happened before ar. Haas, what else could I do except wait and offer him care and concern when he needed it? Just wait lur.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Uh huh. Mainly my own stupid thinkings. (:
#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Yeaa! Hees, cos you get to answer questions which normally you won't have people asking you. Hahah!
#11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- Ten years down the road I'll be 28+ 29 years old? Hope by then I'll be blissfully married, with me and my husband carrying a pair of twins! Preferably an elder brother and a younger sister! Hees!!
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- My family, my Kgang, BGF, Peggy, Yi Kai, Longfei, and those who cared for me and I cared for them too! Haas! (:
#13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- BGF? BLUR BLUR SUPER BLUR! But she's too the person I love loads loads! :D
#14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Of course the latter! I had enough of being lonely. Though we're poor, but like what BGF had said, we have someone to rely on and thus would definitely make it through the hard times! Yay!
#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- Snooze the alarm clock. HAHA.
#16. Would you sacrifice your family time to enjoy with friends?
- Well I actually did. And I'm really guilty about it. So I would make it up everytime I can. (:
#17. What is the thing that you can't bear to leave it aside?
- Thing? Definitely my Xiao Bu, and my pillow and my bolster! Hees!
#18. What type of friends do you like?
- People like Kgang, BGF and Peg would touch me greatly. And that's enough for me. (:
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- Two-faced creatures, untrue to people, betrayals always.
Eight people who are tagged by me are:
1. Eils (i think she will love it)
2. Carol (though i doubt if she has the time)
3. Tzemin (well she MIGHT have the time)
4. Jielin (after work take it for leisure eh?)
5. Jas (but i think she won't have the time)
6. Peggy (you must do it kays!)
7. Brenda (nahh, give you something funn to do!)
8. Jocc (i miss you loads ah lian!)
laughs, considering mine's a private blog, I really had not much people to choose to do this Tag. hahas!
TAG!
May 25, 2008
Priority of Alternative?
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Heavenly Days - Arakaki Yui.
i've been thinking all the time. why make someone your priority in your life when you're only an alternative in theirs? how many people agree that with me?
hmm, i know it's really kinda dumb and all. hadn't i knew that it's really impossible? and yet i foolishly carried on carrying that thinking.
though everyone approved of you, even mommy, i still don't think it's possible. just take a look at our blogs, and everyone will know.
i guess, i should really stop anything i have for you. and that is anything, if i had. well, i actually had tons of things to voice out. but why is it that i can't post any of 'em here? sadded.
sighhs. life's really really boring nowadays! i hope something really big but good happen to me! something that's enough to change my life in a positive kinda way! hahahs, aiights. i had better be careful for what i wished for. (:
think i shall continue my thinkings into my private blog. adios! :D
Current Music: Heavenly Days - Arakaki Yui.
i've been thinking all the time. why make someone your priority in your life when you're only an alternative in theirs? how many people agree that with me?
hmm, i know it's really kinda dumb and all. hadn't i knew that it's really impossible? and yet i foolishly carried on carrying that thinking.
though everyone approved of you, even mommy, i still don't think it's possible. just take a look at our blogs, and everyone will know.
i guess, i should really stop anything i have for you. and that is anything, if i had. well, i actually had tons of things to voice out. but why is it that i can't post any of 'em here? sadded.
sighhs. life's really really boring nowadays! i hope something really big but good happen to me! something that's enough to change my life in a positive kinda way! hahahs, aiights. i had better be careful for what i wished for. (:
think i shall continue my thinkings into my private blog. adios! :D
Coaching Loves.
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Its Gonna Be Love - Mandy Moore.
i feel refreshed!! hahahs! is this sentence abit of a contradictory to what i've said regarding last week and last last week? well, reason being, i've a good good sleep just now when i'm back from coaching!! hahahs, i slept from .. 1pm plus to 6pm plus. WOW! 5 hours straight leh! hees, first time can't help feeling i'm such a pig. hahahs!
today's lessons were fun! except that i'm beginning to run out of games to make lessons interesting for my kids already. hmm. have to ponder hard on tht liao. hees.
and and and! the koala bears can swim 8 laps already!! and it's the long laps to them! yes yes yes! and they can bring their pyjamas next week already!! hahahahahahahas! though Avis, Jasmine and Meryvn were still stopping more than ususal, BUT! the point is, THEY FINISHED THEIR EIGHT LAPS! wow-whee!!
hees, and i took a pic of them! hahas!
(In order)
Jasmine, Jun Xiang, Mervyn, Jun Kai, Avis.
hahas! awws, love them totally!! :D
saw lil Jovan today! wow-whee! Zhi Wang said he got scared the other time ): and thus now abit don't dare to swim liao. haiis. hope Jovan can swim well soon soon soon! loves too! :D
HEES.
oh yea, the captain and vice-captain for Aquatic's out! *drumsroll*
Captain! MARVIN! (expected though,)
Vice-Captain! ANDY!
well, on Andy becoming the vice-captain, most of the people were quite shocked. but not some la. cos it's kinda expected for me also. hahas! good job people! and i believe the two of 'em will do the job fine. (: yay! next up on, AQUATIC CAMP! woots!
Current Music: Its Gonna Be Love - Mandy Moore.
i feel refreshed!! hahahs! is this sentence abit of a contradictory to what i've said regarding last week and last last week? well, reason being, i've a good good sleep just now when i'm back from coaching!! hahahs, i slept from .. 1pm plus to 6pm plus. WOW! 5 hours straight leh! hees, first time can't help feeling i'm such a pig. hahahs!
today's lessons were fun! except that i'm beginning to run out of games to make lessons interesting for my kids already. hmm. have to ponder hard on tht liao. hees.
and and and! the koala bears can swim 8 laps already!! and it's the long laps to them! yes yes yes! and they can bring their pyjamas next week already!! hahahahahahahas! though Avis, Jasmine and Meryvn were still stopping more than ususal, BUT! the point is, THEY FINISHED THEIR EIGHT LAPS! wow-whee!!
hees, and i took a pic of them! hahas!
(In order)
Jasmine, Jun Xiang, Mervyn, Jun Kai, Avis.
hahas! awws, love them totally!! :D
saw lil Jovan today! wow-whee! Zhi Wang said he got scared the other time ): and thus now abit don't dare to swim liao. haiis. hope Jovan can swim well soon soon soon! loves too! :D
HEES.
oh yea, the captain and vice-captain for Aquatic's out! *drumsroll*
Captain! MARVIN! (expected though,)
Vice-Captain! ANDY!
well, on Andy becoming the vice-captain, most of the people were quite shocked. but not some la. cos it's kinda expected for me also. hahas! good job people! and i believe the two of 'em will do the job fine. (: yay! next up on, AQUATIC CAMP! woots!
May 23, 2008
Back Injury. ):
Current Location: RP; E54F.
Current Music: Its Gonna Be Love - Mandy Moore / Leavin' - Jesse McCartney.
i injured my back yesterday. damn it. haiis. all was well and all, why did i have to look up again when i was doing that last plunge??! and what stupid choice to continue swimming 100m. sighs. what's the use of lamenting now that the pain had already been inflicted?
went to the doc just before it closes for the day. daddy was fumed. ): cos he was in the midst of doing his work, and i had to call at that point of time. i felt bad la! why did i have to injure myself lur? thn daddy could do his work in his office liao, having no need to rush me to the doc and back home to do.
verdict? i couldn't swim for 3 weeks, couldn't run or jump until the doctor says i'm better. meaning for the time being until the doctor says i can, i can't run or jump. shit man.
but good thing is that i can still swim la. cos he said it's a good sport to help me recover. so i can still swim. and that i could still coach. cos i won't be the one swimming, my kids are. hees.
and Yi Hui's one really nice advisor. (: she kept me accompanied throughout and even suggested bringing me to the doctor. but i find it quite troublesome for her and thus got daddy to come fetch me.
if i had known what troubles this injury would bring me, i definitely would skip that last swim de. ): eek.
well, dad said that i didnt drink enough milk for the calcium. dang, first. i drank alot of milk lur. every morning one small bottle. cor and longfei can be my witnesses. hmph. and second, it's not the lack of calcium that caused the back pain. it's the wrong posture of plunging that's all.
but i'm really grateful to daddy for bringing me to the doc in the nic of time, and sad in a sense that i made him couldn't complete his work. thanks but sorry daddy.
went back home, watched Healing Hands and doing RJ at the same time. we did Traditional Chinese Medicine ytd, and me myself need to see one too. dang. slept quite early yesterday cos my back prevented me from using the com further.
this morning, couldn't wake up in time. cos of the idiotic pain in the back, tht made me feel that i need more rest. and thus, i woke up at 9am plus feeling better and i came to school. if not for the UT i've going to have ltr and the Annual General Meeting the IG is going to have ltr, i'm sure to be resting at home de lur, and won't be here blogging about what happen.
i jst hope my injury will recover soon. so that i can plunge again, doing it the right way though.
P.S. Saw Jessica Liu, Joanne Peh and Christopher Lee just now at W4 canteen. hahas! guess they're having some scenes here in RP and thus have lunch or something. ohmygod, Jessica Liu is so darn darn pretty! hees! Chris even took a pic with the ladies. hahas!
Current Music: Its Gonna Be Love - Mandy Moore / Leavin' - Jesse McCartney.
i injured my back yesterday. damn it. haiis. all was well and all, why did i have to look up again when i was doing that last plunge??! and what stupid choice to continue swimming 100m. sighs. what's the use of lamenting now that the pain had already been inflicted?
went to the doc just before it closes for the day. daddy was fumed. ): cos he was in the midst of doing his work, and i had to call at that point of time. i felt bad la! why did i have to injure myself lur? thn daddy could do his work in his office liao, having no need to rush me to the doc and back home to do.
verdict? i couldn't swim for 3 weeks, couldn't run or jump until the doctor says i'm better. meaning for the time being until the doctor says i can, i can't run or jump. shit man.
but good thing is that i can still swim la. cos he said it's a good sport to help me recover. so i can still swim. and that i could still coach. cos i won't be the one swimming, my kids are. hees.
and Yi Hui's one really nice advisor. (: she kept me accompanied throughout and even suggested bringing me to the doctor. but i find it quite troublesome for her and thus got daddy to come fetch me.
if i had known what troubles this injury would bring me, i definitely would skip that last swim de. ): eek.
well, dad said that i didnt drink enough milk for the calcium. dang, first. i drank alot of milk lur. every morning one small bottle. cor and longfei can be my witnesses. hmph. and second, it's not the lack of calcium that caused the back pain. it's the wrong posture of plunging that's all.
but i'm really grateful to daddy for bringing me to the doc in the nic of time, and sad in a sense that i made him couldn't complete his work. thanks but sorry daddy.
went back home, watched Healing Hands and doing RJ at the same time. we did Traditional Chinese Medicine ytd, and me myself need to see one too. dang. slept quite early yesterday cos my back prevented me from using the com further.
this morning, couldn't wake up in time. cos of the idiotic pain in the back, tht made me feel that i need more rest. and thus, i woke up at 9am plus feeling better and i came to school. if not for the UT i've going to have ltr and the Annual General Meeting the IG is going to have ltr, i'm sure to be resting at home de lur, and won't be here blogging about what happen.
i jst hope my injury will recover soon. so that i can plunge again, doing it the right way though.
P.S. Saw Jessica Liu, Joanne Peh and Christopher Lee just now at W4 canteen. hahas! guess they're having some scenes here in RP and thus have lunch or something. ohmygod, Jessica Liu is so darn darn pretty! hees! Chris even took a pic with the ladies. hahas!
May 18, 2008
Coaching; Damn Feelings.
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: 不會愛 - 飛輪海.
i know this won't sound new to you peeps. but yea agn, I'M TIRED. ): sighhs, plus today, i'm mentally. more on that ltr.
First Lesson.
no kids turned up! ohmy tiann! haas, Lil Jordan, Jing En and Jing Ting ryte? well, Jing En and Jing Ting were told that they won't be turning up today because of some family functions. and thus, secretly, but evil-ly, i hoped that Jordan won't be here. LOL, don't know why leh. maybe because i don't like a one-on-one basis ba. hahas. and voila! he's really not here today. diao. but hope all three of them will be back happy and ready to learn next week! hees!
and thus what did i do? Wei De explained to me the skills progression thingy. i think he thought that i didn't read it ba. hahas, but yes Wei De, i did. haas. explain explain explain. okay, i did understand better. haas, and i went over to help Rachel's class. She's taking over Wei Jie's class since Wei Jie's leaving us. sadded sia, he's such a nice person! really really nice person! but.. hais.
nevertheless, it's a gold plus silver course taking class. they had this survival back-stroke which i don't know how to guide along except for the gliding and arms rubbing their ears part.
alright. Second Lesson.
hees! i saw lil Jovan smiling at me! haas! he's such a lil cutie! hahas! i even took a picture with him! yea! hahas! also, all the kids for the second lesson turned up for today. haas! we had loads loads loads of fun! haas! time passed damn fast la. and well, Wei De wanted to bring me over to the Warren Country Club for the coaching thingy. cos he said it's easier and more convenient for me. but i turned it down. he looked kinda shocked la. but yea, i held steadfast to my decision.
as to why didnt i want to transfer over? haas, of course it's because of my kids! Jun Kai Jun Xiang Mervyn Avis & Jasmine; also known as the Koala Bears, Jovan, Yi Han, Justine, Kang Qi! how could i leave them?? i don't care if i had to travel further or what, cos what matters most is that i'll have the fun! whee! haas!
Third Lesson.
all seems well at first, but something happened to lil Jasmine. well, Zhi Wang spent quite some time with her, hoaxing her to come swim since she could do it very well already. until this point of time he gave up and ask me to take over. lol, no patience alr. haas! okay, so i went ahead and took up this challenge.
okay, it's hard alright. but what it requires more is patience patience and more patience! (: i started with using a noodle and swimming short distances. hoaxing her into the water was the big step to take. however, when she started getting into the water, all went well already! and she's ready to swim further and further! haas!
ended up, she could swim laps! yea! hahas, have a great sense of achievement. hees! and we proceed to play the bedding! which the kids loved most. haas! the big kid; also known as Mr. Lim Zhi Wang, suggested this game. wanting us coaches, to get up as well, only to be pushed down by the kids. -.- ok, only i got pushed down. dots.
hahas, after that when he and i were suppose to pull the kids down, the new kid Chris, he went over to the other end real quick tht he got Mervyn's head underneath him! i was like shouting,"Careful careful!" i think Zhi Wang saw and told Chris not to do that. Mervyn seems shocked la! poor kid. ): but glad that he's fine. haas!
lastly, when the lesson end, we took lil Avis and Jasmine to try to conquer their fears for the deep water. Jasmine did it! yes! but lil Avis still seems scared. ): guess more practice would be needed. jiayous! :D
tht's the end of it though. time for the thoughts of my day.
sighhs. well, Wei De got me this new wetsuit which is the long-sleeved one. the part-timers like me, Brenda, Hui Hui, Rachel, Zhi Wang etc are supposed to have short-sleeved wetsuit. but i got the long one and i was like, diao.
Brenda asked me why, i told her that Wei De said it was his previously. okay. i prefer people to be like Brenda who asked. cos when they don't and something seems strange, i would have this feeling that they would talk behind your back. arghhs. i seriously don't like the thought. well, saturday was fine. Brenda even taught me how to plunge further. haas!
today, Zhi Wang made my day SUCKY. bleah. maybe i'm really thinking too much la. but. arghs. he started by saying good morning and all. yea, seems normal. thn followed by asking if i had a good night sleep. well, i had of course. cos i'm dead beat!
i was like, huh? and know what he replied? "昨晚睡得好吗？做亏心事阿你。杀人了你…"
jst like tht leh. and i was like, huh? i killed who ar? dumbo. i know he meant it as "killed" instead of really killing. but why on earth he said tht lur? i bet he doesn't know i'm feeling all bad inside cos of the long-sleeved wetsuit liao. and now he had to add this. arghs. kept probing what was the matter? and he kept repeating i "killed" someone. idiot.
he could have meant it subtlely lur. don't know what he's thinking la. i hate this feeling! arghhs!
Current Music: 不會愛 - 飛輪海.
i know this won't sound new to you peeps. but yea agn, I'M TIRED. ): sighhs, plus today, i'm mentally. more on that ltr.
First Lesson.
no kids turned up! ohmy tiann! haas, Lil Jordan, Jing En and Jing Ting ryte? well, Jing En and Jing Ting were told that they won't be turning up today because of some family functions. and thus, secretly, but evil-ly, i hoped that Jordan won't be here. LOL, don't know why leh. maybe because i don't like a one-on-one basis ba. hahas. and voila! he's really not here today. diao. but hope all three of them will be back happy and ready to learn next week! hees!
and thus what did i do? Wei De explained to me the skills progression thingy. i think he thought that i didn't read it ba. hahas, but yes Wei De, i did. haas. explain explain explain. okay, i did understand better. haas, and i went over to help Rachel's class. She's taking over Wei Jie's class since Wei Jie's leaving us. sadded sia, he's such a nice person! really really nice person! but.. hais.
nevertheless, it's a gold plus silver course taking class. they had this survival back-stroke which i don't know how to guide along except for the gliding and arms rubbing their ears part.
alright. Second Lesson.
hees! i saw lil Jovan smiling at me! haas! he's such a lil cutie! hahas! i even took a picture with him! yea! hahas! also, all the kids for the second lesson turned up for today. haas! we had loads loads loads of fun! haas! time passed damn fast la. and well, Wei De wanted to bring me over to the Warren Country Club for the coaching thingy. cos he said it's easier and more convenient for me. but i turned it down. he looked kinda shocked la. but yea, i held steadfast to my decision.
as to why didnt i want to transfer over? haas, of course it's because of my kids! Jun Kai Jun Xiang Mervyn Avis & Jasmine; also known as the Koala Bears, Jovan, Yi Han, Justine, Kang Qi! how could i leave them?? i don't care if i had to travel further or what, cos what matters most is that i'll have the fun! whee! haas!
Third Lesson.
all seems well at first, but something happened to lil Jasmine. well, Zhi Wang spent quite some time with her, hoaxing her to come swim since she could do it very well already. until this point of time he gave up and ask me to take over. lol, no patience alr. haas! okay, so i went ahead and took up this challenge.
okay, it's hard alright. but what it requires more is patience patience and more patience! (: i started with using a noodle and swimming short distances. hoaxing her into the water was the big step to take. however, when she started getting into the water, all went well already! and she's ready to swim further and further! haas!
ended up, she could swim laps! yea! hahas, have a great sense of achievement. hees! and we proceed to play the bedding! which the kids loved most. haas! the big kid; also known as Mr. Lim Zhi Wang, suggested this game. wanting us coaches, to get up as well, only to be pushed down by the kids. -.- ok, only i got pushed down. dots.
hahas, after that when he and i were suppose to pull the kids down, the new kid Chris, he went over to the other end real quick tht he got Mervyn's head underneath him! i was like shouting,"Careful careful!" i think Zhi Wang saw and told Chris not to do that. Mervyn seems shocked la! poor kid. ): but glad that he's fine. haas!
lastly, when the lesson end, we took lil Avis and Jasmine to try to conquer their fears for the deep water. Jasmine did it! yes! but lil Avis still seems scared. ): guess more practice would be needed. jiayous! :D
tht's the end of it though. time for the thoughts of my day.
sighhs. well, Wei De got me this new wetsuit which is the long-sleeved one. the part-timers like me, Brenda, Hui Hui, Rachel, Zhi Wang etc are supposed to have short-sleeved wetsuit. but i got the long one and i was like, diao.
Brenda asked me why, i told her that Wei De said it was his previously. okay. i prefer people to be like Brenda who asked. cos when they don't and something seems strange, i would have this feeling that they would talk behind your back. arghhs. i seriously don't like the thought. well, saturday was fine. Brenda even taught me how to plunge further. haas!
today, Zhi Wang made my day SUCKY. bleah. maybe i'm really thinking too much la. but. arghs. he started by saying good morning and all. yea, seems normal. thn followed by asking if i had a good night sleep. well, i had of course. cos i'm dead beat!
i was like, huh? and know what he replied? "昨晚睡得好吗？做亏心事阿你。杀人了你…"
jst like tht leh. and i was like, huh? i killed who ar? dumbo. i know he meant it as "killed" instead of really killing. but why on earth he said tht lur? i bet he doesn't know i'm feeling all bad inside cos of the long-sleeved wetsuit liao. and now he had to add this. arghs. kept probing what was the matter? and he kept repeating i "killed" someone. idiot.
he could have meant it subtlely lur. don't know what he's thinking la. i hate this feeling! arghhs!
May 16, 2008
10 More Weeks? Spare Me Please.
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Love Me or Leave Me - Rooney.
arghhs! i'm late for sch today! basically because i overslept, AGAIN. ohmygodd. dont know why but i'm seriously dead beat every morning, losing every motivation to come to sch to study. sighhs. and plus i guess sub-consciously i paid no heed to my alarm clock and thus, DANG. i overslept. ending up, MONDAY didnt go to school, THURSDAY didnt go to school and FRIDAY late for sch. cos if i dont go for sch today, i'll get the parents' letter le. that's the "motivation" that made me came to school today. haas.
plus, i dont really have nice classmates this sem as i've mentioned in my previous post. except for people like Amandis, Karen, Cherie, Atiqah, Norman, Syafiq, Farah, Jia Han, Kang Wen out of 20 odd people. only pathetic 9 people's nice and funn. haiiyo.
and today. when Dei shoot us at our PPT. my team couldn't do anything about it! so it's only left with me to defend my team. wtf. i defended one sentence, she shot back one sentence. SERIOUSLY WTF LUR. after quite a long time, she finally ended her bombing of qns. phew~ and out i went to refill my water with hot water cos i'm freezing cold! and atiqah followed me out. asking me,"what the hell is Dei's trying to do sia? you reply one sentence, she shoot back one. critique you sia!" and i was like wide-one saying," you noticed ar? dont know her la."
helped with Amandis with her team's handling of qns jst now. could see she couldnt hold it well either. poor girl, didnt get good team mates today. left her doing on her own. the same one which i always would have for sociology. so i understand. plus, they didnt do much work. the bit part of the work they did, come out with problem, had to handle the qns on their behalf as well. phew, poor girl. i understood what she's going through.
bleah, cos i went through the same ordeal during the 2nd week. (or was it 3rd week? i forgot.) ST inserted this slide with me saying it would be difficult to handle for it's full of doubts. well, she said no problem and would be able to ans the qns. end up? when Dei shot her, she's all quiet. leaving me staring at her blankly. ding dong dang lur!
i of cos had to defend. but i ask you, how well can one defend a slide when she herself have qns about it??! and arghs, i got C for tht day. ): cos of her. DAMN. the faci even said we should have just given up which would be faster this way. YUCK. never would i give up de luh. hmph.
whatever la. feeling so sians sians sians. and i still got 10 more weeks to go! 2 more months like tht!! how am i going to handle it? bleah.
Current Music: Love Me or Leave Me - Rooney.
arghhs! i'm late for sch today! basically because i overslept, AGAIN. ohmygodd. dont know why but i'm seriously dead beat every morning, losing every motivation to come to sch to study. sighhs. and plus i guess sub-consciously i paid no heed to my alarm clock and thus, DANG. i overslept. ending up, MONDAY didnt go to school, THURSDAY didnt go to school and FRIDAY late for sch. cos if i dont go for sch today, i'll get the parents' letter le. that's the "motivation" that made me came to school today. haas.
plus, i dont really have nice classmates this sem as i've mentioned in my previous post. except for people like Amandis, Karen, Cherie, Atiqah, Norman, Syafiq, Farah, Jia Han, Kang Wen out of 20 odd people. only pathetic 9 people's nice and funn. haiiyo.
and today. when Dei shoot us at our PPT. my team couldn't do anything about it! so it's only left with me to defend my team. wtf. i defended one sentence, she shot back one sentence. SERIOUSLY WTF LUR. after quite a long time, she finally ended her bombing of qns. phew~ and out i went to refill my water with hot water cos i'm freezing cold! and atiqah followed me out. asking me,"what the hell is Dei's trying to do sia? you reply one sentence, she shoot back one. critique you sia!" and i was like wide-one saying," you noticed ar? dont know her la."
helped with Amandis with her team's handling of qns jst now. could see she couldnt hold it well either. poor girl, didnt get good team mates today. left her doing on her own. the same one which i always would have for sociology. so i understand. plus, they didnt do much work. the bit part of the work they did, come out with problem, had to handle the qns on their behalf as well. phew, poor girl. i understood what she's going through.
bleah, cos i went through the same ordeal during the 2nd week. (or was it 3rd week? i forgot.) ST inserted this slide with me saying it would be difficult to handle for it's full of doubts. well, she said no problem and would be able to ans the qns. end up? when Dei shot her, she's all quiet. leaving me staring at her blankly. ding dong dang lur!
i of cos had to defend. but i ask you, how well can one defend a slide when she herself have qns about it??! and arghs, i got C for tht day. ): cos of her. DAMN. the faci even said we should have just given up which would be faster this way. YUCK. never would i give up de luh. hmph.
whatever la. feeling so sians sians sians. and i still got 10 more weeks to go! 2 more months like tht!! how am i going to handle it? bleah.
Politics Around. (Yuck)
Current Location: RP; E54F.
Current Music: Leavin' - Jesse McCartney.
sighhs. i seriously dont like this class sia. loads and loads of politics. yuck. Eils said something which struck me ytd, saying this is my first class which's like tht ryte? and i was like, yea hor. W16M and E36P people aint like tht. all united as one, always accepted everywhere. but not this class. phew, wonder how am i going to hang on for the remaining 10 weeks. bleah.
Current Music: Leavin' - Jesse McCartney.
sighhs. i seriously dont like this class sia. loads and loads of politics. yuck. Eils said something which struck me ytd, saying this is my first class which's like tht ryte? and i was like, yea hor. W16M and E36P people aint like tht. all united as one, always accepted everywhere. but not this class. phew, wonder how am i going to hang on for the remaining 10 weeks. bleah.
May 11, 2008
Coaching, worth it all. (:
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: 願意不愛你 - 炎亞倫.
Saturday's a tiring day mann!! ): went for beach train. for the first time in so many weeks mann! cos of the coaching ma. hees, paiseh.
i actually went there with the mindset to tan. tan even my tanlines. cos of the stupid wetsuit ma. eeek. AND WHAT HAPPENED? there's no sun! it had been raining! so, without rashguard, with my leg injury, i had NO fun at all. hmph! i even fell when i tried to run la! bleah.. thank goodness dad brought me to the uncle who's a chinese physician jst now. he said it's not serious. so nvm. jst refrain from doing strainous exercise can liao.
coaching's tiring! one thing was because i pia-ed down. cos i scared i late! because of Zhi Wang la. he say wanna go de, thn i promise le he didnt come. -.- idiot. so when i reached there, i didnt greet him when he greeted me. COS I'M LATE ALREADY! and i guess he thought i was angry with him or something. i seriously was la, but he kept asking me if i'm alright or not makes me feel like, "suan le la". (:
and i gotta shout tht day. cos i've got a hoarse throat. ): bleah. and Avitta hit my head! ):
Weide asked them to throw this baton. Cutie lil Yi Han threw far, Naughty Armani threw far too. Funny Avitta TRIED to throw far. BUT. it hit my head first with a toink! lol, Weide was shocked and kept rubbing it for me. LOL, it's painful. but i cant stop laughing. cos it's funny! hahas!
second class. my best class. they can do pretty good froggie kicks already! wheee!! maybe except for Brandon. whose kicks are sul~low~. K1~ K2~ K3. dots. have to work hard on tht. Ye Kai, En Kai both not bad liao. (: Zi Xin needs more confidence. and Rain, sighhs. need ALOT ALOT more practise. tht one to Weide. =p
last class. alot more girls thn i can manage! really! Zhi Wang saw alot of girls behind me he asked if i can handle and ask me to jiayou. LOL. phew, it's hard la. but yea, i think i can manage for awhile. (: jst tht my throat suffer for that cause.
and after lesson, hah! stupid Zhi Wang. dont know he where sort sort de. take this gun-like thingy and started shooting everyone! i'm all worn out and sitting down on the side and he come shoot me! two times somemore! kuku boy. lol, and Shal and Weide go throw and wrestle him in the pool. LOL! the scene's funny like hell mann! should have videoed it down. and he realised he couldnt make us, cos we would retaliate. and what? he go shoot the kids. dots ryte?? hahas!
Sunday. arghs. i dont like Jing En!!! he seriously got attention-seeking illness. i cant possibly pay attention to him ALL THE TIME can i? i cant ar. and he threw a tantrum. seemingly hoping i'll pay atttention to him. but sorry, no lur. i dont care for 5 mins. whereby, at last, i got no choice but to pacify him. sighhs. thank god he's alright right after the first sentence. PHEW.
AND THEY'RE NOT COMING NEXT WEEK! YES! hahas, okay i know i'm being bad like this. i take back what i say. hees.AND THEY'RE NOT COMING NEXT WEEK! YES!
second class, fun as per usual more fun i guess. hahas, cos of Kang Qi! he looks like one taiwan idol. the guy who acted in 公主小妹, 彩's younger brother. but a cuter version. hahas!
last class, Koala Bears! but missing one, Jasmine wasnt here today. ): but still we had fun. the twins were naughty as per usual. making Zhi Wang picking up Jun Kai telling him why didnt' he listen to me. hahas.
what made me happy at the last of the lesson was tht Jun Xiang, Avis and Mervyn initiated their high-fives to me today! wheee! hahas! :D
Good News of the day: All the kids Torpedo sent for the Bronze Test PASSED!!! woot! yea yea yea! the hard work paid off. hahas! :D
Current Music: 願意不愛你 - 炎亞倫.
Saturday's a tiring day mann!! ): went for beach train. for the first time in so many weeks mann! cos of the coaching ma. hees, paiseh.
i actually went there with the mindset to tan. tan even my tanlines. cos of the stupid wetsuit ma. eeek. AND WHAT HAPPENED? there's no sun! it had been raining! so, without rashguard, with my leg injury, i had NO fun at all. hmph! i even fell when i tried to run la! bleah.. thank goodness dad brought me to the uncle who's a chinese physician jst now. he said it's not serious. so nvm. jst refrain from doing strainous exercise can liao.
coaching's tiring! one thing was because i pia-ed down. cos i scared i late! because of Zhi Wang la. he say wanna go de, thn i promise le he didnt come. -.- idiot. so when i reached there, i didnt greet him when he greeted me. COS I'M LATE ALREADY! and i guess he thought i was angry with him or something. i seriously was la, but he kept asking me if i'm alright or not makes me feel like, "suan le la". (:
and i gotta shout tht day. cos i've got a hoarse throat. ): bleah. and Avitta hit my head! ):
Weide asked them to throw this baton. Cutie lil Yi Han threw far, Naughty Armani threw far too. Funny Avitta TRIED to throw far. BUT. it hit my head first with a toink! lol, Weide was shocked and kept rubbing it for me. LOL, it's painful. but i cant stop laughing. cos it's funny! hahas!
second class. my best class. they can do pretty good froggie kicks already! wheee!! maybe except for Brandon. whose kicks are sul~low~. K1~ K2~ K3. dots. have to work hard on tht. Ye Kai, En Kai both not bad liao. (: Zi Xin needs more confidence. and Rain, sighhs. need ALOT ALOT more practise. tht one to Weide. =p
last class. alot more girls thn i can manage! really! Zhi Wang saw alot of girls behind me he asked if i can handle and ask me to jiayou. LOL. phew, it's hard la. but yea, i think i can manage for awhile. (: jst tht my throat suffer for that cause.
and after lesson, hah! stupid Zhi Wang. dont know he where sort sort de. take this gun-like thingy and started shooting everyone! i'm all worn out and sitting down on the side and he come shoot me! two times somemore! kuku boy. lol, and Shal and Weide go throw and wrestle him in the pool. LOL! the scene's funny like hell mann! should have videoed it down. and he realised he couldnt make us, cos we would retaliate. and what? he go shoot the kids. dots ryte?? hahas!
Sunday. arghs. i dont like Jing En!!! he seriously got attention-seeking illness. i cant possibly pay attention to him ALL THE TIME can i? i cant ar. and he threw a tantrum. seemingly hoping i'll pay atttention to him. but sorry, no lur. i dont care for 5 mins. whereby, at last, i got no choice but to pacify him. sighhs. thank god he's alright right after the first sentence. PHEW.
AND THEY'RE NOT COMING NEXT WEEK! YES! hahas, okay i know i'm being bad like this. i take back what i say. hees.
second class, fun as per usual more fun i guess. hahas, cos of Kang Qi! he looks like one taiwan idol. the guy who acted in 公主小妹, 彩's younger brother. but a cuter version. hahas!
last class, Koala Bears! but missing one, Jasmine wasnt here today. ): but still we had fun. the twins were naughty as per usual. making Zhi Wang picking up Jun Kai telling him why didnt' he listen to me. hahas.
what made me happy at the last of the lesson was tht Jun Xiang, Avis and Mervyn initiated their high-fives to me today! wheee! hahas! :D
Good News of the day: All the kids Torpedo sent for the Bronze Test PASSED!!! woot! yea yea yea! the hard work paid off. hahas! :D
Thursday, trainings.
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: 夠愛 - a Chord.
aiights aiights aiights. i know i hadn't been blogging for ages. hahas. cos i've been busy ma. hees, so no time to, you know. BLOG. okay! now i shall begin my long list of rantings.
hahas, THURSDAY. i went back for training! hahas! first time in these two weeks. well, seriously speaking. Yi Hui's training's really NOTHING as compared to Gary's training. seriously nothing leh. it's really not that siong. but i left early. cos i'm meeting Eils. (:
okay let's compare.
Gary's training includes:
(let's see if i can remember..)
# 10 laps of warmup.
# 6 laps of kicking.
# 100m of freestyle timing with paddle (2 laps).
# 200m of freestyle timing with paddle (4 laps).
# 400m of freestyle timing with paddle (8 laps).
# 400m of freestyle timing (8 laps).
# 200m of freestyle timing (4 laps).
# 100m of freestyle timing (2 laps).
# 3 x 50m finning timing.
# 4 laps of towing manikin.
# 4 laps of swimming with torpedo.
# Gary's warmup (sprinting to yellow line without taking a new breath)
KUKU RYTE. wow, now look like this, really seems tough leh. and to think i can really handle it. hahas! it's really tiring leh. everytime after this training i wont have the energy to do the RJ alr. lol, dead beat liao le. jst feel like sleeping. hahas!
as for Yi Hui's it's much simpler lur.
# 8 laps of warmup.
# 6 laps of kickings.
# 2 laps with paddles and float in between legs.
# 2 laps without paddles.
AND DONE. wow ryte! as compared to Gary de. can die ar~ but after Yi Hui's training comes Gary's training on our lifesaving thingy le lur. bleah.
thursday came back, damn damn tired ar. dozing off while typing my RJ. plus my RJ qns for that day was so darn hard mann! tht i asked Yi Kai for help. lol, thanks bro! (:
started watching 終極一家 on thursday. as to continue la. hahas! nice nice! :D
shall start a next post. (:
Current Music: 夠愛 - a Chord.
aiights aiights aiights. i know i hadn't been blogging for ages. hahas. cos i've been busy ma. hees, so no time to, you know. BLOG. okay! now i shall begin my long list of rantings.
hahas, THURSDAY. i went back for training! hahas! first time in these two weeks. well, seriously speaking. Yi Hui's training's really NOTHING as compared to Gary's training. seriously nothing leh. it's really not that siong. but i left early. cos i'm meeting Eils. (:
okay let's compare.
Gary's training includes:
(let's see if i can remember..)
# 10 laps of warmup.
# 6 laps of kicking.
# 100m of freestyle timing with paddle (2 laps).
# 200m of freestyle timing with paddle (4 laps).
# 400m of freestyle timing with paddle (8 laps).
# 400m of freestyle timing (8 laps).
# 200m of freestyle timing (4 laps).
# 100m of freestyle timing (2 laps).
# 3 x 50m finning timing.
# 4 laps of towing manikin.
# 4 laps of swimming with torpedo.
# Gary's warmup (sprinting to yellow line without taking a new breath)
KUKU RYTE. wow, now look like this, really seems tough leh. and to think i can really handle it. hahas! it's really tiring leh. everytime after this training i wont have the energy to do the RJ alr. lol, dead beat liao le. jst feel like sleeping. hahas!
as for Yi Hui's it's much simpler lur.
# 8 laps of warmup.
# 6 laps of kickings.
# 2 laps with paddles and float in between legs.
# 2 laps without paddles.
AND DONE. wow ryte! as compared to Gary de. can die ar~ but after Yi Hui's training comes Gary's training on our lifesaving thingy le lur. bleah.
thursday came back, damn damn tired ar. dozing off while typing my RJ. plus my RJ qns for that day was so darn hard mann! tht i asked Yi Kai for help. lol, thanks bro! (:
started watching 終極一家 on thursday. as to continue la. hahas! nice nice! :D
shall start a next post. (:
May 5, 2008
Personaliy Test.
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: 謝謝你的溫柔 - 飛輪海 & S.H.E.
aiights, this is one personality test i've promised Tzee i'll translate it for her. i believe you people don't like to read in chinese too. hahas, so here goes! it's quite accurate, i feel. for both Rens and me, in fact. hahas!
Here goes!:
You've got a sweetheart. However, the both of you were being separated by a desert. You can't stand the hardships of waiting and decided to go across this desert in search of your sweetheart..
1. You have to walk through this whole desert by foot. Before setting off, how many shoes would you prepare yourself? (Including the one you're wearing)
2. On your journey, you've walked for quite sometime. Suddenly, you found this shiny thingy in the desert. Looking carefully, you realise it's a is glass bottle. Now, will you bring it along with you? Or just throw it away?
3. Under the big glaring sun, you walked with undying faith. But the sun had made you so dehydrated that you seriously had to drink some water. So long, after much findings, you found this source of water. It's not very big, and the water's not exceptionally clear. What will you do?
4. Carrying on, not long after you saw this source of water, you saw another bigger source of water. The water's clean and sparkling. What would you do this time round?
5. Along the path while walking, in front of you suddenly appear this tower. Mention it. (Use terms like, short, abit short, very short, or tall, abit tall or very tall etc.)
6. Alas! After much hardships, you finally crossed the big desert and was in front of your sweetheart's home door. At the door stood the servant. Would you let the servant lead the way for you or would you like to walk in yourself?
7. Upon reaching, you realised that he/she wasn't around. In your hands were the fresh flowers you've plucked for him/her. Unable to pass him/her the flowers, you had to find a place to put the flowers. Then, you realise there's a table with a vase. But the vase had flowers in it. This time round, what would you do with the flowers in the vase, and the flowers in your hands?
8. Waited for a lonng lonng time, your sweetheart's still aint back. Feeling dejected, you had to leave. Facing your home across that desert, how would you choose to go back this time round? (Any ways you could ever think of.)
Remember your answers? Here comes the explanation!! :D
1. The number of shoes you bring along means how many relationship you can handle at the same time.
2. This glass bottle represents your first love. Bringing it along with you symbolizes you're one who's quite attached to the past, towards your first love, you'll always remember it.
3. This first source of water symbolizes your marriage. It may not be the most perfect, but had been there for you whenever you needed care and concern, the one who knows what you needed. By drinking the water here, it means that you're one who believes in marriage.
4. This second source of water's full of attraction eh? It symbolizes a love you might meet! Whether you drink the water from here, or took a bath, or even throw away the water you've collected from the first source and refill with water from here, sympolizes how you react to temptation!
5. The height of this tower symbolizes how you view the equal status between you and your companion. If you had wanted the tower to be tall, it meant that you wants to dominate in this relationship!
6. The way of entering the house meant if you would be the one to make the first move in a new relationship. Having the maid to lead you in meant that you're one who wants the others to make the first move, like the feeling of others wooing you. And for those who chose to walk in on their own meant they would be the one making the first move!
7. The flowers in the vase symbolizes your rival in love! How you deal with the flowers would be how you deal with your rivals!
8. Sighhs, the ending would always make one feels sad and dejected. Therefore, the way you've chosen to go back symbolizes how fast would you get up from a relationship. Are there anyone who chose a rocket?! Those who chose to walk back were the ones not being able to get up first.
hahas! is is accurate?? huh huh huh?? leave me a comment to let me know kays?? hahas. for the last qns, Rens chose aeroplane while i chose to walk back. funny huh? hees.
Taken and Translated from:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/tony1970&article_id=11198486
Current Music: 謝謝你的溫柔 - 飛輪海 & S.H.E.
aiights, this is one personality test i've promised Tzee i'll translate it for her. i believe you people don't like to read in chinese too. hahas, so here goes! it's quite accurate, i feel. for both Rens and me, in fact. hahas!
Here goes!:
You've got a sweetheart. However, the both of you were being separated by a desert. You can't stand the hardships of waiting and decided to go across this desert in search of your sweetheart..
1. You have to walk through this whole desert by foot. Before setting off, how many shoes would you prepare yourself? (Including the one you're wearing)
2. On your journey, you've walked for quite sometime. Suddenly, you found this shiny thingy in the desert. Looking carefully, you realise it's a is glass bottle. Now, will you bring it along with you? Or just throw it away?
3. Under the big glaring sun, you walked with undying faith. But the sun had made you so dehydrated that you seriously had to drink some water. So long, after much findings, you found this source of water. It's not very big, and the water's not exceptionally clear. What will you do?
4. Carrying on, not long after you saw this source of water, you saw another bigger source of water. The water's clean and sparkling. What would you do this time round?
5. Along the path while walking, in front of you suddenly appear this tower. Mention it. (Use terms like, short, abit short, very short, or tall, abit tall or very tall etc.)
6. Alas! After much hardships, you finally crossed the big desert and was in front of your sweetheart's home door. At the door stood the servant. Would you let the servant lead the way for you or would you like to walk in yourself?
7. Upon reaching, you realised that he/she wasn't around. In your hands were the fresh flowers you've plucked for him/her. Unable to pass him/her the flowers, you had to find a place to put the flowers. Then, you realise there's a table with a vase. But the vase had flowers in it. This time round, what would you do with the flowers in the vase, and the flowers in your hands?
8. Waited for a lonng lonng time, your sweetheart's still aint back. Feeling dejected, you had to leave. Facing your home across that desert, how would you choose to go back this time round? (Any ways you could ever think of.)
Remember your answers? Here comes the explanation!! :D
1. The number of shoes you bring along means how many relationship you can handle at the same time.
2. This glass bottle represents your first love. Bringing it along with you symbolizes you're one who's quite attached to the past, towards your first love, you'll always remember it.
3. This first source of water symbolizes your marriage. It may not be the most perfect, but had been there for you whenever you needed care and concern, the one who knows what you needed. By drinking the water here, it means that you're one who believes in marriage.
4. This second source of water's full of attraction eh? It symbolizes a love you might meet! Whether you drink the water from here, or took a bath, or even throw away the water you've collected from the first source and refill with water from here, sympolizes how you react to temptation!
5. The height of this tower symbolizes how you view the equal status between you and your companion. If you had wanted the tower to be tall, it meant that you wants to dominate in this relationship!
6. The way of entering the house meant if you would be the one to make the first move in a new relationship. Having the maid to lead you in meant that you're one who wants the others to make the first move, like the feeling of others wooing you. And for those who chose to walk in on their own meant they would be the one making the first move!
7. The flowers in the vase symbolizes your rival in love! How you deal with the flowers would be how you deal with your rivals!
8. Sighhs, the ending would always make one feels sad and dejected. Therefore, the way you've chosen to go back symbolizes how fast would you get up from a relationship. Are there anyone who chose a rocket?! Those who chose to walk back were the ones not being able to get up first.
hahas! is is accurate?? huh huh huh?? leave me a comment to let me know kays?? hahas. for the last qns, Rens chose aeroplane while i chose to walk back. funny huh? hees.
Taken and Translated from:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/tony1970&article_id=11198486
May 4, 2008
Updates! :D
Current Location: Home.
Current Music: No Love - Simple Plan.
i'm seriously beginning to hate myself. not as in myself that kinda personality wise, but look wise! ohmann. i'm so so tanned! eek! dont like to cam-whore that much, dont like to look into the mirror that much too. yes, tht's how much i hate how i look now. bleah.
think i'm popping into the body shop ltr to see what they can help me. SIGHHS. earn money for what? still so tanned. so no life.
had quite an interesting talk with Shal jst now during his car ride. he started off by asking me if i've a boyfriend. i replied no. "not no! is not yet!" hahas! funny ryte his reply. hees, thn he said some girls turned lesbians cos they had been hurt by one or two guys. but Singapore had so many guys! why give them up because of this one or two?
and sometimes girls would treat their present beau like how their's treated them in the past. and Shal once told a girl why on earth would she do that? he's not the one who treated her this way! so she shouldnt treat him this way too. laughs, cute conver eh? hahas.
well, i forgot the chocs i promised my kids today. ): and when they asked me for it, i'm glad the sun's glaring down at me. if not they would have noticed that i'm blushing. hahas!
and as per usual, i saw lil Jovan! wahhaas! and i saw his brother Ivan too. cute also, but Jovan cuter. awwws. i miss him mann.. ):
i'm starting to get paid. thank god. if not dad and mom would begin to rant how stupid am i to do free labour for 3 months. hahas. save up save up! i guess i wont be coaching for so long like Zhi Wang. too long le la. i dont know how would i look like by then le. APNN liao lur. eek, i dont want!
Brenda's birthday tmr. she's the same age as my brother, hahas. but she doesnt look like it. hahas! but a fun person la. hees. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRENDA! :D
Current Music: No Love - Simple Plan.
i'm seriously beginning to hate myself. not as in myself that kinda personality wise, but look wise! ohmann. i'm so so tanned! eek! dont like to cam-whore that much, dont like to look into the mirror that much too. yes, tht's how much i hate how i look now. bleah.
think i'm popping into the body shop ltr to see what they can help me. SIGHHS. earn money for what? still so tanned. so no life.
had quite an interesting talk with Shal jst now during his car ride. he started off by asking me if i've a boyfriend. i replied no. "not no! is not yet!" hahas! funny ryte his reply. hees, thn he said some girls turned lesbians cos they had been hurt by one or two guys. but Singapore had so many guys! why give them up because of this one or two?
and sometimes girls would treat their present beau like how their's treated them in the past. and Shal once told a girl why on earth would she do that? he's not the one who treated her this way! so she shouldnt treat him this way too. laughs, cute conver eh? hahas.
well, i forgot the chocs i promised my kids today. ): and when they asked me for it, i'm glad the sun's glaring down at me. if not they would have noticed that i'm blushing. hahas!
and as per usual, i saw lil Jovan! wahhaas! and i saw his brother Ivan too. cute also, but Jovan cuter. awwws. i miss him mann.. ):
i'm starting to get paid. thank god. if not dad and mom would begin to rant how stupid am i to do free labour for 3 months. hahas. save up save up! i guess i wont be coaching for so long like Zhi Wang. too long le la. i dont know how would i look like by then le. APNN liao lur. eek, i dont want!
Brenda's birthday tmr. she's the same age as my brother, hahas. but she doesnt look like it. hahas! but a fun person la. hees. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRENDA! :D
May 2, 2008
There is no love here.
Current Location: RP; E54F.
Current Music: No Love - Simple Plan.
She has been thinking too much once again. Why oh why doesn't she learn her lessons? Well, she ought to know by now right. Yes right. She has a diversion now. She has to mind her kids, to keep her lessons in tact. So, she should not have any time at all to think about all these useless thingy.
All those questions bombarded at her during lessons thanks to this person, her trainings she had been missing, the coaching she has loved so much, the attention needed to give to Kgang and her beloved lifesaving mates, and the care and concern to be given to her family.
All these had enough to keep her busy in the mind. But why is she still so disobedient? Why wasn't she scared? She knew all the hurt and emotional flicks it would bring her. Why is it that she would be alright after some time? When would be the time when she would be afraid totally? She experienced it twice, or rather thrice. Does she has to experience it another time? She hope not. Seriously not. She had enough. Enough "experience" to last her for quite some time.
The lyrics of this song is so right.
There's only hate,
There's only tears,
There 's only pain,
There is no love here.
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies,
There's only fears,
There's only pain,
There is no love here.
ciaos.
Current Music: No Love - Simple Plan.
She has been thinking too much once again. Why oh why doesn't she learn her lessons? Well, she ought to know by now right. Yes right. She has a diversion now. She has to mind her kids, to keep her lessons in tact. So, she should not have any time at all to think about all these useless thingy.
All those questions bombarded at her during lessons thanks to this person, her trainings she had been missing, the coaching she has loved so much, the attention needed to give to Kgang and her beloved lifesaving mates, and the care and concern to be given to her family.
All these had enough to keep her busy in the mind. But why is she still so disobedient? Why wasn't she scared? She knew all the hurt and emotional flicks it would bring her. Why is it that she would be alright after some time? When would be the time when she would be afraid totally? She experienced it twice, or rather thrice. Does she has to experience it another time? She hope not. Seriously not. She had enough. Enough "experience" to last her for quite some time.
The lyrics of this song is so right.
There's only hate,
There's only tears,
There 's only pain,
There is no love here.
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies,
There's only fears,
There's only pain,
There is no love here.
ciaos.
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