10 More Weeks? Spare Me Please.

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arghhs! i'm late for sch today! basically because i overslept, AGAIN. ohmygodd. dont know why but i'm seriously dead beat every morning, losing every motivation to come to sch to study. sighhs. and plus i guess sub-consciously i paid no heed to my alarm clock and thus, DANG. i overslept. ending up, MONDAY didnt go to school, THURSDAY didnt go to school and FRIDAY late for sch. cos if i dont go for sch today, i'll get the parents' letter le. that's the "motivation" that made me came to school today. haas.

plus, i dont really have nice classmates this sem as i've mentioned in my previous post. except for people like Amandis, Karen, Cherie, Atiqah, Norman, Syafiq, Farah, Jia Han, Kang Wen out of 20 odd people. only pathetic 9 people's nice and funn. haiiyo.

and today. when Dei shoot us at our PPT. my team couldn't do anything about it! so it's only left with me to defend my team. wtf. i defended one sentence, she shot back one sentence. SERIOUSLY WTF LUR. after quite a long time, she finally ended her bombing of qns. phew~ and out i went to refill my water with hot water cos i'm freezing cold! and atiqah followed me out. asking me,"what the hell is Dei's trying to do sia? you reply one sentence, she shoot back one. critique you sia!" and i was like wide-one saying," you noticed ar? dont know her la."

helped with Amandis with her team's handling of qns jst now. could see she couldnt hold it well either. poor girl, didnt get good team mates today. left her doing on her own. the same one which i always would have for sociology. so i understand. plus, they didnt do much work. the bit part of the work they did, come out with problem, had to handle the qns on their behalf as well. phew, poor girl. i understood what she's going through.

bleah, cos i went through the same ordeal during the 2nd week. (or was it 3rd week? i forgot.) ST inserted this slide with me saying it would be difficult to handle for it's full of doubts. well, she said no problem and would be able to ans the qns. end up? when Dei shot her, she's all quiet. leaving me staring at her blankly. ding dong dang lur!

i of cos had to defend. but i ask you, how well can one defend a slide when she herself have qns about it??! and arghs, i got C for tht day. ): cos of her. DAMN. the faci even said we should have just given up which would be faster this way. YUCK. never would i give up de luh. hmph.

whatever la. feeling so sians sians sians. and i still got 10 more weeks to go! 2 more months like tht!! how am i going to handle it? bleah.