Dec 30, 2008

Blood Bank for the Cullens (GRINS)

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 寂寞暴走 – 飛輪海.

Alright, the title of this entry has no link with what I’m going to type aiights. Just something I wished to put it as the title. (:

I went for blood donation today. (!!!) Haha, and it’s really an experience I’m telling you! Went to NUH with Grandma and Dad for Gran’s appointment. And I chanced upon this “Blood Donation Centre” just outside Gran’s clinic.

I had always wanted to donate blood, though I’m afraid of the pain it might come with. Also, I kept missing chances to donate my blood. Chances like, missing the donation drive.

I had actually only want to go take a look at what it is like. But when I’m inside, I feel the want to go and donate my blood. Laughs. So I went ahead to this counter with Dad, who insisted on accompanying me there (though he didn’t stay with me throughout the donation process given the fact that he had to accompany Gran).

Okay, so I filled up this form and everything. Laughs, and when I looked at the date. I gave a little chuckle. “30th Dec 2008”. On the second last day of the year, I gave my first donation of blood. Haha!

There’re tons of questions needed to be answered. But most of ‘em were regarding to AIDS and HIV and some disease that is able to be transfused through blood.

Next, the blood donation process! One nurse pricked my finger first, to have a sample of my blood? I don’t know. That pain stings, for quite a while too at that. ):

Then it’s the finding of my vein. LOL, the injection kind of hurt too. Thus I looked away, to prevent hyperventilation on my pain seeing the tube poking through my skin. Laughs, and voila! It’s done before I even felt it! Haha.

The process of donating itself is painless. I can feel nothing at all. Laughs, when the tube of blood lies on my wrist, I can feel the warmth of my blood.

It’s not that kind of disgusting warmth, it’s those kind of comfortable warmth. (:

The process’s only awhile, and I’m like, “Wow, so soon?” Haha, and the nurse made me rest in the donor’s chair. For fear that I’d feel giddy and all. Laughs.

My folks had the extreme reactions to me donating blood. Dad’s all for it of course, ‘cos I got him the free car park thing. Haha, but he said that it’s a good thing too because I’m doing something good. (: But Mom’s not that for it. When Dad told her that I’ve donated blood, her face was like stunned and all. Then she mentioned something about contracting AIDS through those needles. Laughs, to which Dad and I assured her that it’d be fine and all. Haha. After that, she asked for my feeling and all. Same as the nurse, worried that I’ll have anemic. But I’m still fine. Just that no more running for me tonight. Blahhh. ): ):

Aiights, enough for this entry. (: Ciaos, and Happy New Year! (: (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 6.33.pm.

Dec 28, 2008

Breaking Dawn, done | Twilight Soundtrack bought. (:

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park.

I've finished reading Breaking Dawn! Haha, yes I know I took a long time to finish it. But still! The feeling of finishing it is .. Hmm. How should I put it? Bliss? I think so, 'cos I didn't feel that empty as I thought I'd be. And after reading that last sentence, I felt pleased too. That things ended quite well. Haha. (:

Just that I'll really wish to see Renesme grown up, and be with Jacob. Haha. No more feeling of being detached! Yes! :D And if I'll feel bored again, I'll take the books out and read it again, all too gladly. Haha! But first thing first, I'll have to clear out one bookshelf for this Saga. Haha!

And. I've bought the soundtrack yesterday at Jurong Point's Gramaphone. It's the last piece! Haha! Thanks to Qi Xuan for the loan. :D 'Cos I didn't have enough money to buy it just then. Wanted to return to him today but he insisted on next week. Then next week it shall be. (: Thanks again, dude! (: (:

Ok, signing off for now. Ciaos! (: (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 2.10.pm.

Dec 24, 2008

Breaking Dawn, reading | Twilight Again w Eils | Christmas w Kgang

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine.

Christmas celebrations with the girls yesterday! And it was superb! Really nice, laughs. More on that later. (:

Well, I've started on Breaking Dawn. (: Haha, this book is kind of different from the rest. Of course, I'm leaving out the whole it's-the-last-book thing. It's that, other than Bella's perspective, it too included Jacob's perspective for a period of time. And to it, I think it's really needed for that part of the story. Haha. And I have to admit, I really do like Jacob a lot while reading this book. (: (:

Okay, I hadn't really finish reading Breaking Dawn because I'm running around these few days and I doubt these running around would leave me time to read my book. Laughs. Shall follow up on where I've stopped yesterday after this blog entry, which I think would be long. (HAHA)

Also, I watched Twilight again with Eils on Monday. Haha! And this time round I caught the whole Lion & Lamb thing! :D :D

Christmas Celebrations w Kgang
Dolled up. I dolled up 'kay? For the sake of the girls, 'cos I know they will be wearing dresses. And I don't want to be the odd one out. Haha, so I actually go and buy this dress for this celebrations. Big step out aiights. But. (grins) After a round of "discussions" with Eils, we've decided to wear another dress of mine. Limited choices we have there. Haha.

And after that round of decisions making on what should I wear and all, I actually ended up looking decent. (: Really decent decent. Haha. So I woke up the next day, putting on whatever we've decided the night before.

Turned out that I'm early. 'Cos I'm supposed to be meeting Jas to bus down to Lot 1 where we'd meet up? And we hung up the phone, went to get change, and wait for Jas's text. Laughs, I know she'd be taking a long time. So I began reading my Breaking Dawn again. Laughs. I finished 1 whole chapter and, still not a message from Jas. Just a message from Tze asking if we could push the timing further. Laughs. Sure no prob for that one. Since I doubt the rest of 'em would be ready. (:

Then I received Jas's message saying she stepped out of her house. And I have to quickly put down my Breaking Dawn! ): I'm happily reading the part where Bella began her first hunt. Funny part la! And I have to put that down. N'mind. I'll continue on that later. Haha.

Met up w the rest of the girls at supposingly Lot 1 control station, but ended up at Yami Yoghurt. Laughs, 'cos Kgang is a big fan of Yoghurt! Especially Tze and Loo! Haha!

Trained down to City Hall to meet Lins for our lunch at Billy Bombers. And know what? -.- Tze was telling the girls what powers Bella and Renesme would have. Urgh! And I have to keep my ears shut! 'Cos I don't want to know, yet. Haha.

Lunched and crapped and all. We chatted for a whole of 4 hours. Not the longest record though. Just that it's really bitterly cold in there. And we were short of our jacket. So, we shifted to Coffee Bean at Millenia Walk. Haha, never been there before. And call myself a Singaporean? Laughs head off.

We were talking and all, yes still talking. Like the analogy, girls are like spaghetti; they can link the topics together all the time. (:

Then it's present exchanging time! :D Secret Snowflake! Here the list goes:

I'm Karen's Secret Snowflake.
Karen is Jasmin's Secret Snowflake.
Jasmin is Jie Lin's Secret Snowflake.
Jie Lin is Carol's Secret Snowflake (again).
Carol is Tze Min's Secret Snowflake.
and Tze Min's my Secret Snowflake.

Haha! So it ended up that we get to mix around this time round! Instead of a 3-3 situation. Haha. I've guess Tze was my Secret Snowflake! 'Cos first. When we picked the name, I realised Tze was making some eye kind of contact with me. Which of course, might be something I'm being sensitive over, 'cos Tze said it was freaky. Laughs! 'Cos she was trying not to look at me at all! Haha! Second, when I told them I've bought Breaking Dawn and Twilight movie illustration book, she was like, "Is there nothing left of Twilight that you hadn't bought?" Haha, of course. At that point, it sounded like she's stunned with me buying everything of Twilight that's for me to buy. Laughs.

Tze told me yesterday she had hoped that she would be my Secret Snowflake 'cos she knew exactly what to buy for me; something related to Twilight, Breaking Dawn. Since I hadn't bought it. But when I blogged about it that I've bought Breaking Dawn, she was like, ohmygoddd! Haha, sorry Tze! I'm worried that my money would be gone before I finished Eclipse. Though I doubt so. Haha. And I finished Eclipse soon enough before Christmas! Of course I'd go buy Breaking Dawn before Christmas. Haha. No wonder why would she persuade me not to buy Breaking Dawn. She was saying I would go read Breaking Dawn if I'd go buy it, before I'd finish Eclipse! Funny way of refraining me to buy, haha!

Ended up, she bought me this very very pretty notebook! And there's my name sticked onto the cover of it! Haha, pictures of it when I got it. :D A yellow notebook, though it's not my favourite green but Loo's favourite yellow, I love it absolutely!!! Cos it's really oh-so-pretty! :D :D :D

And inside is a message:

Von!

I know you always have a little book for every year so that you can write nonsense in it and not pay attention in class. (HAHA)

So I decided to be the one giving you your book for 2009 so that whenever you write in this book, you think of ME!

Write when you're sad, write when you're happy. Write the lyrics of the songs you love an quotes from your favourite moves. (At this point, I sprang and up said the whole Lion & Lamb thing from Twilight, haha!) Write anything and everything, give this book a personality, dont leave it blank and break my heart ok?

Merry Chrismas'08!

Tze

Super sweet of her right! Hugs her tight! :D Haha, which I really did outside of Coffee Bean. We gave each other a really tight hug! 'Cos I really hearts her for the notebook. And not only that. The most importantly of all is because she had wanted to buy something related to Twilight for me! Though that thought had not been able to fulfill because of me, it's the thought that counts! And I don't know for what reason, I'm really touched for that. (: Love you loads loads Tze! :D

And hope that Karen really like my present for her, the perfume. Hope it would be nice for her. Haha.

Lastly was Tze's christmas present for all of us. OHMYGOD. It's really superb! She spent a total of one month to do it? She thought of this present way before Christmas and collected all pieces of the videos. Ohgod. We can all see the effort there. (: The times that we've went through, the effort we've all put in to keep this friendship going on. (:

Girls, no matter what happen, I really hoped for you girls to be there for me and the same I'd do for you girls no matter what. We'll always be there for each other whenever we're needed. (: Hearts you girls loads!! :D

P.S. I've finished listening to this Twilight Soundtrack playlist while blogging this entry. Haha!

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.39.am.

Dec 19, 2008

Eclipse Done | Breaking Dawn | Twilight Watched

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: -

Ok. I'm going to keep it entry short, if that's possible. Cos Dad has been nagging at me to do some household chores. Vexing.

Okay, and so I've watch Twilight with Kgang yesterday, with exception of Karen who's unable to made it the last minute due to some family commitments. Not quite of a problem because thank god I could only find up to 5 seats maximum together. (:

Hmm. Comments on the movie itself... Well, I'd say I'm pleased with it. But that I loved the book better. (: The houses, were nothing like what I've imagined. Bella's house, her room, her kitchen, it's really nothing like what I've imagined. I like what I've imagined better. Haha. And the Cullen's house. I did imagine the glass planes and all, but the inside... not really. Edward's room was also not quite like what I've imagine. Laughs, and when I'm reading Eclipse just now, I didn't use the movie's setting to made me imagine it. I still used my imaginations, cos I liked it better. Haha!

Another thing I'm quite pissed... with myself. I can't believe I actually left out the whole "Lion & Lamb" part! Arghh, don't know what was flashing in my mind at that time for I didn't remember paying my full attention on the part of the meadow. My mind was somewhere else I remember...

But oh god! I'm waiting for that part man!! ): ): Nevermind, I know I'm going to watch it again on the big screen. So it's okay. I can catch it the next time. (:

And and and. Edward's kiss was never that aggressive in Twilight. He had never pushed Bella down on the bed like the movie did. And Bella's not that initiative. But wells. The whole scene's still alright. (: Kind of like it though. Haha, though Edward had his eyebrow furrowed together whenever their lips touched. Haha! It kind of looked funny. Laughs.

I'm done with reading Eclipse. Bought Breaking Dawn already but I'm not sure about reading it.. It's the last book already... The mere thought of finishing Breaking Dawn would leave a trail of emptiness in my heart. Damn, I'm feeling it now. Urghs.

When will I go back to normal? The craze for Twilight, I know it would still linger on within me. But... at least I won't feel this level of emptiness? I hate it. I really hate it. It's like, I'll be losing something...

Oh crap. I guess I'll get over with it and I can always re-read the whole Twilight Saga if I'd wanted. Laughs, so there's no issue as to would I miss the whole thing. But I think I'll still would. Eew, this suck. Okay, back to folding the clothes. Ciaos.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 4.04.pm

Dec 18, 2008

Breaking Dawn Bought | Twilight w Kgang! :D

Current Location: Home, Desktop.
Current Music: 天亮了 - S.H.E.

Ok, this is going to be a really short entry cos Sean Bro might be back soon. laughs. I bought Breaking Dawn today! Yippee happy! :D And I bought the movie illustrated companion? Haha. Bought it purely only because it would make me happy. Laughs.

But I'm still not done with Eclipse. I'm not rushing it though. (: Cos rushing through it would leave me clueless as to what's happening. And I don't want that to happen. (:

And and and! I'm finally watching Twilight later with Kgang! Double yippee happy! Haha, I'm watching it like so finally. hahaha! Ok, rushing back to finish Eclipse. Hees! Ciaos people! :D

P.S. Granny's sick. Sighhs. Hope she'll recover soon soon soon. It pains my heart to see her suffering like that given her age. ):

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.21.am.

Dec 16, 2008

New Moon Done | Eclipse Waiting | Dad's Back

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 帶我走 - 楊丞琳.

Ok, I'm done reading with New Moon. bought Eclipse before I go for the k-ing session with the Torpedians. Early in the morning manz. Haha.

Thank god thank god. Thank god Edward's back with Bella again. But, a close shave really. And what's with that about Bella immune to the abilities they have? Hmm. I shan't ask Tze, cos I know she won't tell me. Lollol.

Went to the airport early to fetch Dad. Sat in one quiet corner and starting reading Eclipse. but I've barely touched the 100th page before I'll have to go already. When back home, I resisted the idea to read it. Cos i'm oh-so tired. Once I started reading it, I'll want to read as much as I can; like New Moon. I slept at 2am plus on Sunday night to finish reading it! And god. I've got coaching that day mannz. Haha.

life with the Twilight Saga's fun. And interesting. (: Eils watched the movie yesterday. ): And again, I resisted the idea to go catch the sneak preview cos I want to watch it on the official date. Laughs, which Brenda and Hui Hui scoffed at me for being weird. haha.

Ok, I'm going to run soon. Yes, i'm going running. Lollol. And after that when I'm back, thn will I start reading Eclipse again. :D

P.S.
Yes! Daddy's back! :D :D :D
And Christmas's coming! :D :D :D
And I'm going to catch Twilight on Thurday!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.38pm.

Dec 13, 2008

New Moon

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: -

Ok, the reason why I'm blogging now is simply because I feel like shouting something out but apparently can't.

Here goes.

HOW CAN EDWARD ASK FOR A BREAK-UP WITH BELLA????! ARGHHHHHHHH.

Yes I bought New Moon, sequel of Twilight yes. And I started reading it last night. This morning when I read this part, did I realise the reason why Tze don't wanna answer my question. ):

I asked her, did Edward ask for a break-up with Bella in New Moon. And no matter what, no matter how I asked, she simply won't tell me the answer. Arghhs.

So I started reading, and god. My tears just flowed this morning when I read about the part where Edward asked for a break-up. He actually did! damn! I tried to control my tears cos I find it a chore to cry early in the morning. But. Arghs, looks like Stephanie Meyer's bent on making my tears flow with her exclusively good command of words.

Ok. I just wanna convey this. laughs, I'm off to continue reading it now. ciaos. (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.23.pm.

Dec 12, 2008

New Moon | Twilight w KG | IIP Attachment

Current Location: RP, E54R.
Current Music: 帶我走 - 楊丞琳.

I'm done with my part of PPT aiights. So no qns as to why I'm I here blogging. Laughs. I can't wait for school to end today! Cos I'm going to get my New Moon; sequel of Twilight ltr. Haha, nothing's gonna make me part with it anymore.

Darn, due to some stupid reasons I had decided not to post up here, I couldn't buy it yesterday! Arghhs! Super angry. Hmph. And Tze won't tell me if Edward would break up with Bella in New Moon because he constantly puts her in danger.. Nvm~ I'll go read it tonight. Haha.

Breaking Dawn's the last book right? yea for Bella's perspective. Cos Midnight Sun's coming up. Haha! another version of Twilight, only in Edward's perspective. Laughs. But the author had only intended to come up with this version. But well enough la. Hees. Just that she had paused now. ): Cos of some illegal leakage of her story etc. and plus, her train of thoughts now would lead to the victory of James and the death of the Cullen family. Which don't tally with Twilight. Thus, she'll need time to readjust back. Haha yes!! :D

Today's lesson on Environmental's quite fun. Haha, I think it's all because of Pam la. Haha. Know what? She made us go into groups of 3. 5 to 6 teams of 3. But. Why is it that we are all able to accept it? The other time when Allan made us go into teams of 3 with 5 teams, most of us left because we don't understand why on earth would he do that.

But now, I think it's not the problem with the structure of the team. But the faci. Haha, cos Allan would drag things I guess. His 6P only would drag until dawn please. So .. yep. after school! waiting~ haha.

Another thing finalised. I'm going for attachment next sem. IIP they said. Same thing to me though. Wonder where would I be assigned to. Haha.

This coming thurs, on the 18th Dec 08, Kgang with the exception of Lins is going to watch Twilight! haha! Booked them just yesterday. But enough time though. laughs, I'm super uuper happy! :D But really hope Lins would be able to join us. Sighhs. And Jas. Hope she'll able to give me the ans that she'll be able to join us when she give me the confirmation on Sun. :D

Aiights. Enough blogging of the day. My eyelids are closing. I need my new addiction. *grins* Oh, and it's not Addi anymore. Haha!

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.20.pm.

Dec 10, 2008

Twilight! :D :D ♥ Edward & Bella! :D

Current Location: Sembawang Coffee Bean, Cushion Seat.
Current Music: Kids' shoutings. (not like i'd call them my kind of music)

Ahhh! I'm so so into Twilight! Godddd! It's so super addictive! Way addictive than Addi, lol. That's what I told Mel when I introduced her the book. To which she just shrug it off, of course.

Ohmygod!! Edward Cullen is so super uuper sweet!! Arghhhs, Stephenie Meyer is such a good writer. (: I can really visualize those actions and backgrounds with her words! And Bella Swan's definitely a sweetheart. (:

But I've got one burning question: Why won't Edward turn her into one vampire??? I would want that so much if I were Bella. And that's what she had wanted too. So that they can be with each other forever. Cool right? I do think so. Haha!

Finished reading it just now when I was on my way to Woodlands from RP. Lol, I walked the super safe path back so that I won't bump into anything when I had my eyes glued to the book. Haha! That's how addictive it was. :D

Started reading it yesterday, I bought it on Monday and only read it yesterday! I found that late la! But then .. I had more important stuffs to do; my PP presentation. Thus, I skipped school yesterday to finish it because my presentation was today. Finished it, touched it up, and I sat in my seat starting the read the book. Lollol. I couldn't put it down at all!

Read it all the way from 12 noon plus to 3 plus 4 where I proceed to meet Eils for ABT. On the train, Eils and I were like "oohing" and "ahhing" about how this story thrills our hearts. Haha! While doing ABT, I can't wait to get my hands back to the book. While waiting for Eils, I did something very stupid.

Lol. Because I couldn't visualize the action Edward was doing to Bella. And thus, I followed the words and do it on myself. This is the sentence: He rose in silence and then stood still, waiting for me. We walked toward the gym in silence, like yesterday. And, also like yesterday, he touched my face wordlessly - this time with the back of his cool hand, stroking one from my temple to my jaw - before he turned and walked away.

Super sweet of Edward right!! Hahahaha! And I did the action right there in the toilet la! And did it again when I realised how warm I'd felt despite Edward's cold hands. Lol, super funny right! Haha, I can't wait to get New Moon la! Eeek! I want to make my way down to Kino tmr! Argh, can't wait for after sch. So that I can rush down. Haha!

Sighhs, I want a boyfriend. (: (:
She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 6.35.pm.

Dec 5, 2008

Tagged! :D

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 愛的城堡 - 卓文宣.

aiights, a tag by Andy. laughs, more updates on today's happening in another post. (:

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refust. These people must state who they are taged by and cannot tag the person back.

C. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

From Andy.

Tagging: Eils, Tze, Lins, Jas, Loo, Brenda, blah blah blah.

1. What have you been doing recently?
PP, RJs, attending lessons, giving lessons, reading. (:

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nope, not even when Mommy say that its radioactive thingy would harm my brain. laughs.

3. What happened at 10am today?
Start to gather for Water-Based at RP Swimming Pool! :D

4. When did you last cry?
Last night. Cos I was reading the last episode of The Clue Collectors. Quite touching I would say.

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
Simple, both. Cos to me, destiny is what fate had it paved out for everybody. So basically it's the same. (:

6. What do you want in your life now?
Now? Of course would be that dream of mine to be fulfilled so that I can carry on with my plans of life. (:

7. Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
Are you mad? Of course not! But people tends to make it complicated for me. Sighhs.

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Puhhh-leaseeeeeee, nowaeeeeeeey.

9. What was the last movie you caught?
Butterfly Lovers. :D

10. Does that person know you like him/her?
I don't know. Though I got a feeling he does know, I'll prefer thinking that he doesn't. So I'll feel better this way I guess..

11. Who always make me laugh?
Family, Kgang, Cor, Andy, Koala Bears.

12. Do you speak languages other than English?
Of course~ I'm a Chinese. :D

13. Favourite Website(s)?
My blog, his blog, everybody's blog, Facebook, Personality Tests webbie, my stories' site.

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Coaching, and sending Daddy off to Germany, again. ): ): ):

15. What do you think you're like?
Strong, I'm a strong girl. Strong on the outside and strong on the inside. Smiles always, cos i possess the mega-watt smile, forever singing and a sleepy pig. haha!

16. Who will you choose to die with?
Huh. I don't like this question. Skip! :D

17. Where have you been today?
School, Sun Plaza, and back Home! :D

18. What games do you play often?
Mystery Case, Pet Society, Words Challenge, and Sudoku! (Just today! :D :D it's going to be recent!)

19. Who are you missing right now?
Who else can I miss? Silly question. But after tomorrow, will have one more person.. DADDY..! ): ): to miss for one week. Haha!

20. If you have to choose betwen a friend and love, who will you choose?
Eek! I'm selfish! I want both! ): But if I were to choose, love ba. Cos your friends will have their love too, won't have time to acc you. So I'll choose love. Cos I know how it feels like to be left behind when your friends chose love. So I'll go for love, at least I won't be alone this way. (:

21. What are you doing now?
You mean before this quiz right? If you mean now-now, I'll go spank whoever's butt it is. Facebooking and solving Sudoku online. haha!

22. Which primary school are you from?
Boon Lay Primary (P1 - P4) & Unity Primary (P4 - P6).

23. Name three colours that you like?
Green, Blue, Black.

24. What emoticon do you like to show?
:D <- this one! :D

25. Whis is life to you?
Life is something which gives me a chance to do what I want to, making full use of it. (:

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Blog it out, write it out in my diary, vent it out somehow.

27. Who did you last chat with on MSN today?
Melko! And I'm still msn-ing with her now. LOL.

28. Who do you admire the most?
Now, people who got their dreams fulfilled. In future, perhaps my parents. Cos I think they managed the family well. (:

29. Which month were you born in?
September, virgo! :D

30. How are you feeling right now?
Sleepy, zzz.

31. What is the time now?
10.01.pm.

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tag you is?
Silly dude who's forever laughing and joking. But someone who'll keep his stuffs to himself unless he can trust this person.

33. What colour wouldyou se to dye your hair?
Still ain't sure what colour I'll want. Haha!

34. Why are you doing this test?
You think I had wanted? This setter kuku de sia!

35. What do you do when you're moody?
Personally, I think this question is the same as Qns 26. (Idiot!)

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
When I've found the one, when my career is stable, when I'm emotionally ready to start a family with this someone I believed to be the one. (: (:

37. Who is more important to you?
Family, Kgang is important to me now. Nothing as to who is more since you've listed no comparison. Bleah.

38. If today is the last day of your lfe, what will you do?
Can't believe it and .. say out all the secrets I've kept deep inside my heart. Yes I'll confess to him. LOL.

39. Who is, are the people you trust the most?
Trust .. I don't trust anyone now except for my Family, Kgang and Cor.

40. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Dang, it's that one dream of mine which I had always hope to come true. And now, it's still is. (: But don't think of getting me to spill it out here like this. Haha!

(when is this freaking tag going to end??!)

41. What is your goal for this year?
I've got a lot of goals, but be realistic la. Not much can be achieved this year cos we're already in Decemberrrr. Mine would need effort and chance. So, case closed.

42. Do you believe in Eternity Love?
Uh huh, of course I sure do. (: I'll just have to meet the Right One. (:

43. What feeling do you love most?
Huh, I love all my feelings. Even the emos one. :D

44. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
ABSOLUTELY. The weather's crazy! ): ):

45. What feeling do you hate the most?
I said I love all my feelings already. So don't hateeee. :D

46. Do you like doing quizzes?
YES! ABSOLUTELY! :D :D

47. Do you believe in God?
Yep, definitely. (: I've got the Goddess Of Mercy Statue at home. :D

48. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Happines of my family, my close friends, mine and his. (:

49. What will you bring when you fight?
Police.

50. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
There's bound to be regrets throughout your whole life, but I've learnt to overlook those regrets and prevent more regrets from happening. (: No point looking backwards when life wants you to move forward right? (:

51. What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
Then all the more should i care for myself. :D

52. What wil you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Give him one tight slap and kiss goodbye to our relationship.

53. How do you feel now?
RELIEF!

finally finished! but i've got no more mood to blog about today's happening alr. jialat. nvm, blog another time. i wanna go sleep alr. head damn pain. nights people! :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 9.19.pm.

Dec 4, 2008

Wednesday || The Clue Collector

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 帶我走 - 楊丞琳.

yesterday's super suay!! arghh! i've got driving scheduled at 11am ytd morning. at ubi, nevermind. since i've got earlier slots before anyway. but the problem is .. i actually forgot to brng my ez-link card!! ): ): super sad de. no time to go back and take alr. so bo bian, i have buy the standard ticket. ): and not only that! i have to chunk in coins for the bus trip from Ang Mo Kio to Ubi lur.

only bought my breakfast of bread and just nice. i've only got enough to go there, and back to Ang Mo Kio. i'm even supposed to go to Woodlands to buy my mp3! but thn, after alot of thinkings and money transfer etc, i managed to make my way to Woodlands to buy my Creative Zen X-fi and back home safely, but hungrily. haha!

and yay! i've got my mp3 no mp4 at long last! i'm pleased with this one i have la. 8G. no need to scrimp on the songs and can put whatever songs i like into it. hahaha.

met Rens Tze and Lins for dinner. had so much fun man! our talk sessions were always as per usually funny. haha, we talked about boys, future, Christmas plans. haha. immediately gave Tze and Rens a super big teddy bear hug when i saw them at the MRT. hahaha! but i'm still missing Loo and Jas!! *pouts* loads of misses and teddy bear hugs to them.

finished reading The Clue Collector's novel. haha. interesting i would say! haha. the person i've suspected, yes he's the one. but not the reason why he did so. was completely clueless about his motive. but at least now i know.

now that i've read the story behind. i can't wait to watch the remaining episodes really quickly! ahh! but it's only up till the 4th episode now! 5th episode tmr. sighhs, after tmr's 5th, there's still anoth 11 episodes. meaning, i'll have to wait for alot of weeks! eek!

but at the same time, i don't know if i'll be prepared to watch those scenes though .. sighhs heck la. just decide when things come to it. hahaha aiights want to go to sleep alr! nights people!

water-based tmr! :D kayaking! :D D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.24.pm.

Dec 2, 2008

Start Again.

Current Location: RP, Lib.
Current Music: 蛇舞 - 周杰倫.

left school early today. laughs, but i'm still here in the library because of the UT i'm going to have later. else i'll be sure to go home! ahh! laughs, other than me, we have Mel, Fee, Qiao Yi, Jazlyn, Lydia and Adelin here with me. lol, today's lesson's just too boring. haha!

ok. the purpose of this entry .. 我的億萬麵包 (Love or Bread) .. if you people had watched, you'd know that this show's main leads were the main leads for 惡作劇之吻 (It Started With A Kiss) and 惡作劇 2 吻 (They Kissed Again) ; 鄭元暢 (Joe Cheng) & 林依晨 (Ariel Lin).

It Started With A Kiss & They Kissed Again were my favourite idol dramas ever! watching the shows alone would give me moments of blissfulness. and now, they're starring in this new show; Love or Bread. everything have to go back to the starting point! ahh!

back in ISWAK & TKA, they were already a couple. husband & wife leh! and now .. they have to "restart" everything and know each other newly over again. ): ): the feeling damn weird la! and Joe Cheng in this new show's damn different from Zhi Shu in ISWAK & TKA la!

eek, have to get used to it. laughs, upon recalling, this character seems abit like Kui in The Rose. haha! just that this new show's character really abit qian bian. LOL.

aiights, up to the 4th episode now. will have to wait and see how the story unfolds. but whatever it is, i still love seeing both of them together! :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 2.50.pm.

Dec 1, 2008

Trust or Not

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 612 星球 - S.H.E.

something just struck me today and i've decided to blog about it. hmm. but it's the same old issue. trust. what is wrong with me? after that incident, practically after that incident.. i don't seem to be able to trust people anymore..

i'm not sure if she'd be happy upon reading this but i have no fear posting this out.. yes, it has been one year plus already. but the impact on me's really very great.

i used to be someone who would trust people readily. whatever people tell me, i'd believe. whatever people hope i'll believe, i'll believe too. and where has that landed me? in the dumps. because of you, i don't wish to admit that your impact is that great. but i did once had loads of trust in you. i did once trusted you so much that i practically told you everything.. but oh wells.

after that incident, i began to lose trust in friends, except for Kgang who had been with me for as long as i can remember. i'll doubt every moves they make. i'll doubt if their concerns were true. like, are they going to end up like her? paranoid yes i'd agree.

but what can i do? the one i've trusted loads betrayed me, betrayed my trust and had inflicted such a wound on me. how can i trust you people ever again?

i want to get back that trust i used to have in people. i want to get back my emotions i'd have in the past. but now .. my heart's as still as water. for even towards him, i've lost that heart-racing feeling..

can i ever possess back the trust in people? can i believe someone new ever? let me know soon. or even better, teach me how to trust..

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.38pm.

Nov 30, 2008

Tagged by Lins! :D

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 動脈 - 飛輪海.

Tagged by Lins. (silly girl, stop thinking that nobody will read your blog aiights. we do!! loves!)

Technology

01. what is your wallpaper on your computer?
the jetsteam i've saw on my birthday celebration with Kgang this year just below my block. (:

02. how many televisions do you have in your house?
three, if we were to add in the telly in Leng Jie's roommm. (:

Biology

03. are you right-handed or left-handed?
left-handed, and am proud to be one! (: (:

04. have you ever had anything removed from your body?
... doubt so.

05. what is the last heavy item you lifted?
does my coaching bag counts? it's really heavy! ): ):

06. have you ever been knocked out?
nahhh.

Bullshitology

07. if it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
hmm. not sure lehh. on one hand would wanna know how long would i live, on the other hand, i'm worried that i'd lived my days depressing and wasting it away. just like Lins. (:

08. if you could change your name, what wouldyou change it to?
嚴紫芹! haha! that's the name i've thought of for my story and decided that it's nice. haha! laughs, anything that could be better than the mosquitos la..

09. what colour do you think looks best on you?
o.o fashion question?? urmmm. black? ain't sureee.

10. have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
nahh. why would i swallow something that's not a fooddd.

Dareology

11. would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
of course, why not? easy money. lol, but provided it's not my first kiss. lol. it'd be urmm to recall. lol.

12. would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200, 000?
nahh, won't do such a thing for money.

13. would you never blog again for $50, 000?
want me to stop sharing my thoughts for that petty sum of money? never!!

14. would you pose naked in a magazine for $250, 000?
dream on.

15. would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
at the expense of my vocal? no wayyyy!

16. would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1M?
depends on what kind of hatred i have for that person. or rather how deep the hatred is. (gosh, i feel so dark suddenly.)

Dumbology

17. what is in your left pocket?
nitrogen, oxygen, carbon dioxide .. airrrr. :D

18. is napoleon dynamite actually a good film?
cluelesss.

19. do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
hardwood? (??) and nope, no carpet.

20. do you sit or stand in the shower?
stand, duhh! i'm not that lazy.

21. how many pairs of flip flops do you own?
one i think.

Lastology

22. last person who texted you?
mommy.

23. last person who called you?
home, mommy again.

24. person you hugged?
does my kid counts? if so, amaru! :D

Favouritology

25. number?
19, 23, 7. (:

26. season?
autumn & winter. (:

27. colour?
green! :D

Currentology

28. missing someone?
uh huh.

29. mood?
sleepy .. and kind of down. =/

30. listening to?
麵包的滋味 by 林依晨. nice song. (:

31. watching?
霹靂 MIT and 我的億萬麵包.

32. worrying about?
some stupid insane stuffs which i doubt ever even existed..

33. wearing?
my P5 camp tee (i can still wear mannz. danng!) & Unity PE shorts.

Randomology

34. first place you went this morning?
Fairway Country club for coaching. ): ):

35. what can you not wait to do?
dreams to be fulfilled, going to Taiwan with friends! :D

36. do you smile often?
mega-watt smile is my trademark! :D

37. are you a friendly person?
when i'm in a good mood, yes definitely. but if i'm in my foul moods .. don't blame for me anything.

Now that you've answered all the questions, list 3 other people to complete this quiz!
Eils Sis, Cor BGF and Andy.

laughs, Lins! they asked you to tag 3 other people, you tagged Kgang Mavis and one other person. Kgang alone already has 5! haha!

done! can go sleep liaoz. nights! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.36pm.

Nov 29, 2008

Kayaking's Cool! :D

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 麵包的滋味 - 林依晨.

i'm dead beat! ): ): ): cos of Torpedo's Annual Swim Meet. more on that later. ok~ my purpose of today's entry is because of yesterday's kayaking experience with E55A during Water-based! :D

haha, but one thing first. i didn't bring my laptop yesterday. cos we're going to the pool what, no use for laptop. but .. i've got ut! and i forgot totally about it only until Jina mentioned! ): this is how the conversation goes.

Jina: Sianns sia, today got UT.

and with the class agreeing how sianns it was, i'm in the shock state. cos till thn did i remember we've got ut! and no lappy!

Me: Sh*t! i forgot to bring my laptop!

thn the class go HUH???! and they started to give me loads of suggestions.

Suat Ting: No lappy? Bo bian lur, have to do on paper.

Me: HUH? but i don't wanna do on paper..!

Alex: Thn you wanna go borrow from school?

Clyde: But i thought they needed what service form thingy to confirm that your laptop's under service etc?

Me: HUH thn how???

Addi: Yvonne, you wanna go check for the availability of laptop now?

and thn did i recall that RP laptop ran out damn fast! chiong down and ended up? no more laptops. jialat lur, have to do on paper. and woah, my memory really was .. @#$%&.

ok back to kayaking. ):

we have to do the Capsize drill! where we would capsize the kayak, with our body sat in the kayak and under water (!!!), tap 3 times, slide out, hold both the kayak and the paddle and call for help.

LOL. i did loads of times before Addi cleared me la! did around .. 8 to 9 times? jialat know! cos i don't dare~ no water confidence. haha! so first time, i struggled out and boy. i re-injured my knee area and it bled. -.-

second time, water found its way to my nose. kukuuu. thn a few more times, i gained the confidence and taadaa! i cleared it! wahahaha! and Suat Ting's a really good observer la! cos you would need to have one observer when you're doing this capsize drill. lest you really drown or something. haha, thanks for the patience girl! (: (:

next, i was so happy that i cleared it that i didn't bother to go out of the water immediately. when i suddenly heard Addi saying, "Yvonne, 小心后面!" i turned around and saw his face all screwed and am in shock. firstly, cos he spoke chinese. chinese leh! he's such an ang mo that hearing chinese coming out from him just sound so strange. second, cos when i turned around, i saw Clyde's paddle swoshed in front of my face. o.o scaryyyyy~!

lesson unfolded well. and thn it was Bernald's birthday celebration. (: i pushed Sasi and Bernald both into the water! hahahaha!

can't be helped la~ when i've locked a victim to push (Bernald), and if someone was in my way (Sasi), i would push both down. lol! and i almost pushed Sandy into the water as well la! cos she wanted to push Bernard too. lucky i held back fast enough thinking that she was a girl. haha!

camwhored damn loads manz. most of which in my facebook's album. hees.

next was the cake cutting session. asked Addi out. cos the previous day was his birthday what. lol, Bernard acted cute and we asked him to act cute too. but he simply refused. worried that we would use that to blackmail him meh~ haha!

breakout, and i almost fell asleep. again. lol, every water-based lab lesson i would sleep one. pig ar! i know you all wanna say this. but no~ is cos the sun's too glaring liao. that's why. :D and all of us got sun-burnt lur! ): ):

when back, we saw Addi's doing those kayak playboat stunts. cool man! and Mel was there screaming and shouting saying how suave he was. LOL, she's crazier than me aiights. at least i remained calm and just went, "wow." :D

next, learnt to kayak straight, back and to stop and turn. fun! haha, but i still can't kayak straight. despite Alex's coaching. haha! sorry dude! will try more next time. wahahaha!

aiights, wanna head on to watch My Clue's Collector 4 already. bye! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 8.11.pm.

Nov 27, 2008

Daddy Mommy's 20th Anniversary! :D

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 熱血精神 - 范瑋琪.

*time edited due to own personal preferences!*

happy 20th anniversary Daddy Mommy! love you guys loads loads! and may you two possess the best love in the world! :D :D

haha, today's Daddy Mommy's 20th anniversary. damn fast can! 20 years leh! and i'm 19. one year elder than me. haha!

so .. after Environmental Education, i went back home to wait for Daddy. cos his car's a weekend car ma, so would have to wait till a certain timing before we can set off. hees, and upon aboard his car, we saw a box of chocolates! (!!!) Daddy has always been frugal and never believed in such romantic sweet sweet stuffs. but girls like it! even Mommy's already a mommy already, she would still love surprises de luh! haha! and yes! :D Mommy's super happy! hahahaha!

aiights. went to Stew Haus for dinner. cos Daddy loves the German Knuckles there. laughs, yea. if you had super memory (or you can trackback), we went to this Stew Haus for Daddy's birthday. haha.

after dinner, Eils Sis, Sean Bro and I camwhored in the car! lol! and for once, we took alot of pictures together! really alot. haha. (: and Daddy Mommy didn't rant at us for once, not even one sentence of ranting! even if we were making alot of noises and flashes. hees. we felt so loved! :D

lastly, Eils Sis took a picture of Daddy Mommy holding hands together. haha, so damn sweet la!

ahhh. i also want a marriage like that! a husband who would love me so dear even when we had such big kids, even when i've aged. hees, i totally adore Daddy! and i would want a husband like Daddy! haha, if better thn Daddy even better la! cos i'll be afraid of Daddy's temper.. hahaha but still! Daddy's still the best! Mommy's so xing fu! :D :D

someone once asked me what's my definition of a successful man. and i remember answering him, "someone like my dad," (: i hadn't and never will regret this answer i've answered. (:

adios.

P.S. Today's Addi's birthday too! Happy Birthday! (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 23.19.hr.

Pictures @ Stew Haus & Daddy's Car!

*time edited due to own personal preferences*

ain't this the sweetest picture ever?

all of us loved this dish! except for Mommy who's a vegetarian. (:

and she said this one looked like dung lur! disgusting fella~

feast! :D

Daddy and his old-time friend who worked there now. (:

Daddy eating the "dung"! drama la! hahaha!

and the camwhoring starts~




idiotic ..

pose ..

for 3 times. LOL!

Daddy acting funny again. LOL.







taadaa! adios! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 22.18.hr.

Nov 26, 2008

I've got an IQ of 133! :D

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 麵包的滋味 - 林依晨

i go take the test from Cor's blog, laughs. and yay! i've got an IQ of 133! hees! belongs to the Gifted zone! hahahaha! meaning my IQ increased already! cos when i took it last sem (?) from facebook, my IQ was 127. and yes! it increased by 6! wahahaha!

must be due to the reason that i'm watching The Clue's Collector now. =X hahah! cos it helped me to work my brain. haha! no la, jkjk. but yay! IQ's 133 now! wahahaha!

Online IQ Test
Free-IQTest.net - Online IQ Test

IQ 40 - IQ 54 : Severely Challenged
IQ 55 - IQ 69 : Challenged
IQ 70 - IQ 84 : Below average
IQ 85 - IQ 114 : Average
IQ 115 - IQ 129 : Above Average
IQ 130 - IQ 144 : Gifted
IQ 145 - IQ 159 : Genius
IQ 160 - IQ 179 : Extraordinary Genius

Nov 25, 2008

Stupid Ben Chan!

Current Location: RP, E55E.
Current Music: Sundial Dreams - Kevin Kern.

i really love this piece of instrumental music! it's released in 1996. laughs, yes, when i was in Pri 1. haha. i mean .. i believe all of us had heard this piece before. definitely. i love this piece of music because it would bring me the feeling of calmness, bring me the feeling of breeze, and the feeling of fantasy and dreams. yea, and i like the feeling.

it was only until recently, that my land-based faci played one whole play list of music by Kevin Kern. he likes to play those kind of instrumental music. thn last week, exactly last week, i heard this piece, went over to his lappy and saw the title, "Sundial Dreams". only remember to download it yesterday. but i didn't forget the name! haha! i think because i like the name as well ba. (:

okay main point of today's blogging. ... saw Ben Chan yesterday. nonono, the main point wasn't seeing him. the main point was that .. HE ACTUALLY SAID I'M NOT FEMININE ENOUGH! damnnnn. idiotic Ben Chan.

saw him at Yew Tee MRT when we're about to go out. once out, he glanced at me from top to toe. and i'm like .. What? and guess what this idiot said? "Girl, for goodness sake. You're already 19, wear a dress la please,"

idiot! i felt like i kenna slapped in the face mannz. so i'm like, who bothers? "i'm worried for you what, what if nobody wants you?" eeeek! kenna slapped in the other side of the face!

FYI, i'm wearing my normal wear; top berms and shoes. kuku.

alright, thn he walked me back. on the way we talked about something else. thn when i'm about to enter the lift, he said this. "Don't get any more tanner le la, ltr go out in the night people can't see you. Thn you'll have to smile like this," and he gave this stupid grin. eeeeediot.

laughs, other than that, i did have a fun time catching up with him. (: will organise! try to. hahahahhaa.

ok, time for presentation alr. laughs, i started this post at 10.18am this morning and i finished at 2.05pm. hahaha!

adios! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.18.pm.

Nov 23, 2008

Lousy UT Grades! ): ): ):

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 動脈 - 飛輪海

damn damn damn! i got a C+ for my Water-Based UT2! and it's supposed to be on lifesaving! damn! oh fcuk oh fcuk oh fcuk. ): ): ): i thought i could use this UT grade to pull up my other UT grades which i had expected to be seriously lousy. how how how. it's on lifesaving leh! and i'm a lifesaver leh! how on earth did i do that?! huh?! a 12.5/20. and i got a C+. arghhhs, i had expected at least a B leh! cos i really could answer the qns... ): ): ):

die le la. this sem's GPA's really going to be real lousy alr. arghhhh. i really hate myself sometimes. ): so embarrassing! a lifesaver, got a C+ in her lifesaving UT. how nice. oh, i really think i should go recall on how i got my BM cert? damn.

ahhhh. completely not in mood already. fcukkkkkkkkkkk. and i still got school tmr. not in the mood, not in the body condition. sighhs. but good thing; tmr's Psychology. but the problem had better not be too hard. else i'll really cry. ): ):

But one thing worth rejoicing, my Psychology UT 2 had a C. but! Psychology is not my forte, so it's different. and i raised from a D+ to a C. so it's an improvement made kays. (:

Water-based UT1 .. was an E. raised from an E to a C+ .. improvement la, BUT STILL! lifesaving is my forte leh! damnnnn. ): ): ):

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 9.34.pm.

Nov 22, 2008

Mia Thermopolis + Michael Moscovitz = True Love Forever. :D

Current Location: Home, Room, forever.
Current Music: 安靜了 - S.H.E.

can someone please tell me how can i lay my hands on the whole series of Princess Diaries by Meg Cabot????? except for the last book; Forever Princess, which hadn't been released by the way.

the last book. ohgod. how i hope Mia would be with Michael! i mean .. they're seriously the perfect couple i've ever seen. no couple (be it fictional or non-fictional) had touched me so much before! though things do happen, i can really sense that Mia still loves Michael. and vice-versa, Michael still loves Mia. so why not get together right?

okay, reason as to why would i want to get the whole series? because i can't stop reading it. laughs, no matter which library it is. be it the Yew Tee one when i was younger, or Unity Secondary one when i was still in USS, or anywhere. i'd find myself borrowing these books in particular; Princess Diaries, Princess in Spotlight & Princess in Love. i love these three books the most and borrowed them most frequently. especially Princess in Love. 'cause why? because that's the book where Mia and Michael got together. (: at the Nondenominational Winter Dance. and hey, i typed that out with no reference to the book for spelling aiights. i got it correct on first attempt. hees.

and now when i'm in RP, i still find myself borrowing these books again! not the first time already. laughs. and again .. whenever i read the part where Michael confessed to Mia, the part where he kissed her, i'll get touched. seriously so touched that i actually teared. note: not cry but teared aiights.

i don't know why this feeling of blissfulness is so strong everytime. like .. okay. i'm thinking too much again right? bleah.

but that's the whole idea la. i don't care, but i'm seriously am dying to lay my hands on those books. can't wait for 6th Jan 09! when the last book's finally gonna be released!

can't wait! :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.16.am.

Nov 19, 2008

Loving Sunday 16.11.08. :D :D

Current Location: Home, still Room.
Current Music: 給我一首歌的時間 - 周杰倫.

ok, just wanna say this before i sleep, sunday was perfect! i love sunday totally, things didn't actually turn out that bad. haha. somehow i believe fate has its way of working things out. (: shall see this as one of my motivation. lol, don't know why can i be so happy about it, silly girl. (:

ok, seriously nights people! *yawns*

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.02.am.

Nov 18, 2008

Trekking Trip With E55E! :D :D

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 安靜了 - S.H.E.

im so darn beat! ahh! hahaha! but i still wanna blog everything out today; cos it's so so fun! :D :D went for trekking today with E55E. haha, they are really such fun peeps! love having them around, they can totally liven up the atmosphere at any moment, and i really mean it. (:

went to the Ripples Lab to actually gather and to take our stuffs. aiights, you peeps know i didn't go for lesson last week cos of my gastric right? yes. thus, i don't know how are we actually going to bring my stuffs. so i brought my laptop (i was told we were needed to bring, but arghhs .. nvm), my story book (so that i can read on the bus), my mp3 (so that i can listen to it on the bus as well), my handkerchief (for there might be a possibility that i can wipe my beads of perspiration with) and .. ok that's all.

and ended up? i brought none of those along. -.- kuku la! no laptop because, we're going to carry this 10kg of trekking bag along with us and i don't want to add on another 3kg of laptop! no! it's madness!

and also due to this big big super ultra big bag, i can't bring any of those along. ): so i only brought along my lunch (banana walnut loaf!) and my 1.5l water along. hahaha. ok.

board the bus, and oh yea. there's only 9 of us who actually turned up for lesson. Lydia, Jazlyn, Fee, Jess, Melissa, Hong Peng, Joshua, Nicholas and me. dang!

ok, went over to Nacli. had our first meeting where Jazlyn couldn't lift up the bag because of it's double load! poor girl! cos Lydia started saying she's chopsticks, for she's oh so skinny. laughs, and the rest of us were laughing our heads off hysterically!

nothing nothing nothing ..
until it's time for us to go for our trekking! woots! at first going up was really steeeeep. scarrrrry.. and i almost got a cramp in my calf la! kuku! ok. trail trail tail. until we have to do this "fix line" thing we're supposed to learn today. it's so damn tough! AND DIRTY! eeek!
i went up first, to set up the rope and all. lol, i seriously don't know where my courage came from mann! i used the trekking pole and went up this steep steep slope and i almost slipped loads of times! *hint to change new shoes! haha!
things went on quite well and all, and my team, consisting of Melissa and Hong Peng, seriously think that our's the most difficult. =.= cos not only is it steep and slippery, it's also full of obstacles! branches, leaves, twigs. blahhh! damn loads sia!

ok, after all the presentations of what ours actually is (and also after the endless scratching, yuck), we're ready to leave! wahaaha!

actually chanced upon this leaf that looks kind of like the four-leaf clover, two actually. but Mel say it's not. haha. ok nvm. and there's one thing!

once, right after i cross, we all heard Mel's scream. we all thought she fell or something. but no. it's all because a toad jumped out into her path! lol! right after i lifted my leg away! can't help but to relate back did it brush my leg, but doubt so la, cos i didn't feel anything. hees. though i like Done-Orh, but i really don't like frogs or toads. hahaah. and Mel was there, "go away! go away!" like it will really go away like that! hahaa! made Allan (our faci) having to poke it so that it would hop away. lol, funny la! classic of the day also, haha!

next was 6P thn back to RP! wooooh. everybody, and i really mean it, seriously everybody fell asleep in the bus. me too. hees. so how did i know if everybody fell asleep? cos i can notice their sleepy eyes when we alighted from the bus. hahaah!

had a really great day! thanks to Lydia and Hong Peng for being the Leaders and Assistant Leader respectively! great job, guys! :D :D

next, met Cor. want to go borrow book de, but cannot find. bleah. nvm~ i've booked it le. wahahahah!

thn meet Loo for dinner at Lot 1. was actually thinking of Subway. but i'm way too hungry. thn Loo suggested NYNY. so there i had my dinner. had better not let Daddy Mommy know, else they'll make me save my money, again. hahaha!

ok, i'm going to turn in for the day. nights people! :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.21.pm.

Nov 13, 2008

Weekly Reports

Current Location: Home, My Room.
Current Music: Lay All Your Love On Me - Amanda Seyfried & Dominic Cooper.

wow, it's been almost a week since i last updated. haha. so here i am~~ taadaa. =p but i think i had better put it down in point-form. LOL.

weekends; no need to say, still the same old thing. coaching, what else. sighhs. and i miss the three koala bears. ): Mervyn, Jasmine and Avis. hais sianns.

Monday.z
  • had psychology module for that day.
  • damn tired and totally has no mood to go do.
  • but at least scrapped through the 3rd meeting and got a B. (heng ar!)
Tuesday.z
  • i didn't go to school! ): ): ):
  • and it's land-based somemore.
  • but i've got reason.
  • i'm having serious gastrics again. and mommy don't allow me to go to school, moreover it's trekking.
  • so i'm being torn thn. but .. i still packed my bag, packed my lunches and all. and kns, my tummy still hurts when it's in the morning. ): ): ):
  • actually had wanted to send an email to Allen, my land-based faci. but .. i don't think he will believe me even if i left him my mom's no.
  • what can i say? he doesn't have a good impresion of me ma. bleahh to me for not attending land-based regularly. sianns.
  • got better at around noon.
Wednesday.z
  • went for driving.
  • and as per usual, didn't really make it. sighhs.
  • next proceed to Rens' place to bake that custard bar.
  • i did the crust while Jas helped me finish the top part.
  • went to eyebrow threading with Eils Sis at Jurong.
  • met Daddy who drove us to fetch Mommy. :D
  • so damn long hadn't had the fun we had in Daddy's car. hees!
and i'm really feeling so darn sorry towards Jas! ): ): made her not able to do her report. SORRY JAS DARLING! ): ): ):

Lot 1 undergo quite a transformation! (: they've got Mos Burger, they've got Famous Amos, they've got this donut thingy, and most importantly ..! THEY'VE GOT SUBWAYYYYYYY! wahahahahah! i'm so lovin' Lot 1 now! :D :D :D

Sunday's approaching soon .. and what can i do on that day? nothing but coaching coaching & more coaching .. sianns, who can i blame but myself for taking up so many classes? ... i need motivation to go to work ..

arghhs, Sunday ...

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 7.47.pm.

Nov 7, 2008

AWalkToRemember.

Current Location: RP, E55A.
Current Music: Only Hope - Mandy Moore.

i finished my work early today. (: Water-based's kinda easy today. but .. not sure of the outcome of the presentation. haha, shall see how it goes today. lollol.

just got back "A Walk To Remember" from Chris. (: i miss it! i still thought it was with Lins leh. haha. i started reading it the moment i got it back from Chris. lol. it's really addictive!

haha, one reason why i love it so much's because Jamie died in the end. nono, i'm not sadistic. but .. she died knowing that true love do exist in this world! just like Qin in The Rose. though she died, she knows that her true love's Jin. (:

as i'm listening to all these songs, i seriously wanna watch the movie again! ahhh. but my hardisk's at home. ): ): lazy to bring out today. nvm, shall watch it when i get home today. haha!

it's gonna be love,
it's gonna be great,
it's gonna be more than i can take.
it's gonna be free,
it's gonna be real,
it's gonna change everything i feel.
it's gonna be sad,
it's gonna be true,
it's gonna be you're the one to do
it's gonna be hard,
it's gonna be tough,
it's gonna be more than just enough.
it's gonna be love.
She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.28.pm.

Nov 5, 2008

imnotgoingtoschooltmr.

Current Location: Home, My Room.
Current Music: 月光手札 - S.H.E.

goddamnit. i'm feeling so sick. not because of that matter girls. but it's my tummy. ): ): hadn't been feeling good the whole day. except for that psychology therapy i've given myself when i'm setting out for my driving. kanasai. i want to push all those painful thoughts away but i just can't! cos it's simply too painful. kanasai again. ):

wanted to study for my UT also can't. another kanasai. so .. bottom line is, i'm not going to school tmr. ): ): cos i scared i'll find i'll find myself rushing for the toilet agn. kept feeling nauseous. and the UT. i'm not even prepared. again another kanasai. ):

so .. Cor, if you were wondering why i didn't go to school. i think you'll know now right? and that is if you read. haha. byeee. see you on fri instead.

ciaos.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.24.pm.

Eventful Wednesday~

Current Location: Home, My Room.
Current Music: 天亮了 - S.H.E.

i'm not feeling well! ): ): idiot. i had driving early in the morning leh. and turn out? i had severe stomachache. ): it feels like having a diarrhoea, but i can't. and i feel like vomiting. but nothing come out! thn i can't see clearly. ohmygod. i don't even know what's happening to me!

staggering etc. and i really have every mind not to go for my driving la. cos i scared i can't make my way there safely. ): but thn, after 3o mins of rest i felt much better la. and thus quickly rush out of home. cos i'm late!

and my mp3 broke down. ): stupid bf, leave me at a lurch. (lol, i called my mp3 mr. bf cos it acc me everywhere i go. haha! now i'm officially "single"!) so what did i do? i took out my book and read. =.=

lol, but really la. recently bought "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus". it's a really nice book! very addictive also. i read from Yew Tee to Ang Mo Kio, and read from the stop i boarded to the stop i alighted. haha! it's really nice! shall blog about it when i have the time. (:

today's driving lesson's smooth! my car only stalled for one time! yay! got improvement! and i drove out to the main road too! ohmytiannn. but glad that it's still alright la. haha.

bused back reading the same old book (lol). and i'm on my way to wash out some pictures. haha, i wanted to put Kgang's group picture into my wallet! haha. so i go to AMK Hub in search of some stores.

and then.. i saw Sok Hiang! haha. my secondary sch fren. she's a cute fren of mine when i was in sec sch. (: forever smiling and happy. haha. chatted with her for awhile thn she need to leave liao. hahaha. nice chat with you Sok Hiang! haha, the last time i saw her was in 2006. when Fahrenheit came to Singapore, at IMM. she's there for them, i'm there for my clothes. laughs, and she's still the same old girl. hahaha.

while waiting for the pictures, i'm thirsty ma. so go and buy Bubble Tea lur. kuku nathan. due to my lack of strength (my tummy pain), i used all my strength to poke a hole. but alas! the hand holding the cup got no strength to support and PAHHHH. ): ): it dropped to the ground. i hadn't even drank a sip lur!! waste my 1.50$. ): ): and i'm still thirsty lur. but no money liao. kuku!

trained back while it's raining. but this time round i played my PSP. hahaha. alright. and sweety Eils Sis texted me to tell her if i need a brolly! hees. love you sis!

when i reached the bus-stop, i'm waiting for Eils Sis ma. thn there's this auntie really kind! she thought i'm waiting for the rain to stop and offered me her brolly! hees, thanks auntie! there's still kind souls on this Earth!

took my rest when back home. and sheesh did i realise that i really needed that rest. aiights, i hafta go eat my dinner alr. Kris Cousin cooked spaghetti! and it smelt SUPERB. wahahahaha!

after that have to go study for my UTs liao. jiayous!

ciaoz.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 6.40.pm.

Nov 4, 2008

Cohabit!

Current Location: RP, E55E.
Current Music: 沿海公路的出口 - S.H.E.

■恭喜江家袁家同居!!■

eh no.

■恭喜吳家謝家同居!!■

hees! yep yep yep. Kris Cousin finally moved into our place. laughs. had actually wanna blog about this like on the day itself. but cos of coaching, i had to leave it to nowww. but still, better thn never. haha!

cos of twisted of events, our favourite cousins moved into our place. now i won't have to worry about going back to a home with nobody in it. cos it will be full of people! haha! and things really changes with an additional of three sisters. (: it really feels like having three more sisters. though they are really my nieces. lol, Nerin (15) Elaine (13) and Joelin (9).

imagine! such young ages. im seriously facing some generation gap here. cos .. we played block-catching yesterday! hahaha! they had actually wanted me to play on Sunday. but due to my fatigue from coaching, i was being spared.

thn when they wanted to play again ytd, i gave in. laughs. cos i hadn't really played them ever since they moved in. so .. haha. and the game turned out to be quite fun! it's a game that requires the usage of your IQ la. haha.

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land-based today. but my usual faci's not here today. absent. tham replaced him. =\ he used to be my worst nightmare. but thn .. he seems quite fine and fun today. lol. and today's problem's being easy on me. so it's like alright. haha. aiights. have to get back to doing my presentations alr.

ciaos.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.52.am.

Give Me A Break Mannz!

Current Location: Home, My Room.
Current Music: -

ahhh. i don't know how and why am i still here blogging instead of crawling to my bed to sleep. perhaps it's because the date of the latest entry calls out to me that it wanted another successor. alright alright, i know i'm being lame here.

but ohmygod. i'm really so damn tired! ): ): i jst finish revising my UT2 for Sports & Psychology. yes, you didn't see the wrong thing. i am revising. i don't wanna flunk UTs anymore. i've got pretty good daily grades. if i were to get better grades for my UTs, i believe my GPA got hope de lur. so no matter what, i must persevere on. ahhh!

and jst when i've set my mind to going to lessons everyday, i saw the lesson venue for land-based. and fyi, i hate land-based the most. take my word for that. i really seriously genuinely hated it to the core mannz. arghh. why give us a classroom when we're not going to use it other than two pathetic lessons?! and somemore still got some lessons requires us to go out of RP! ahh kill me mannz. im not that much of a land-based fannz mannz. trust me on that. eeeek. i don't like i don't like i don't like.

but nevertheless! i'm still definitely going to sch. period. cos of my grades! stupid! eeeek. and because of my grades i gave up my exercise tmr kays. going for the extra lessons. hais, hope will be able to help me abit. abit ar. (emphasize on the abit.) cos i don't even know where i don't know! how?! jialat la. ): ): ):

suan liao. shall see how it goes tmr. tomorrow will be a better day..! ok, i don't sound convincing even to myself. bleah. nights. ):

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.34.am.

Oct 31, 2008

PP's finally done!

Current Location: Home, My Room.
Current Music: 612星球 - S.H.E.

ahh! i finally finished my PP! but .. hais. don't know will pass anot. ): cos i didn't really receive good remarks from the assessors and my advisor. hmm, mainly because i've digressed from my scope. but kuku nathannz. i had told my faci that i had wanted to change my scope, is he don't allow de leh. ): ): now use this to shoot me. ahhh.

but heck la. like so finally it's over liaoz. at most, fail lur. thn do again. do a new report, thn do a new poster. at least now i know where i go wrong le. hees. (:

recently did alot of things i had never done before. haha, and i really like this feeling. (:

  • midnight studying with Eils Sis, with my doing my PP and watching my dramas. hees.
  • finishing my report and presenting it calmly.
  • going to Si Ma Lu to pray with Eils Sis. (: (:
  • found a new place to slack, the Coffee Bean Eils brought me to. haha.
  • eating Chicago Cheesecake! lol, now thn i realise that cheesecake's actually not tht bad. (: quite nice. :D :D

laughs. though this one week is our holidays, i didn't really feel that i've rest. lol. but nevertheless. i finally got today to rest. haha.

but sianns ar! tmr and the day after tmr got coaching! ): ): i think the break from last week really made me sianns diao liao. the thought of having to go back to coaching just made me feel = i don't like .. and my face's ton finally lighten up liao. after these continuous 5 weeks (november) of coaching .. hais, i bet it'll be gone. ): ): ): suan liao, sunblock. haha. and the money!

take the money i've earned as motivation ba! wahahhah! TAIWAN! :D :D with Loo and her sis's frens. wahahahhaa! looking forward! :D :D yay!

adios! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 3.10.pm

Oct 26, 2008

Water-Based; Funny Faci. (:

Current Location: Changi Airport Terminal 1, Pacific Coffee Company.
Current Music: Dream A Little Dream of Me.

aiights, at least that's what i think the song name is. haha, cos the place here provides the music. hahaha. i'm here midnight studying with Eils Sis! haha, and what actually surprise me was that Daddy & Mommy actually allowed. :D yay!

aiights. i've promised to blog about my Water Based module right? haha. actually i can't rmbr much leh. hmm. i think i jst try to recall from the start ba. lol, i can't swim. Suat Ting can't swim. and the good thing is! Addison said that that day module don't require us to enter the water much! yay! cos what we will be doing is CPR. :D

and i did my part to help him borrow the dummy we need horrr. hees! and it's that i gave him the idea that we should do on the dummy. cos it would be like .. more real ba. haha.

when we're discussing what's CPR and everything. i think i'm quiet ba. cos i know what's CPR and thus actually should give a chance for my classmates to say. lol, thn faci started saying, " for those who know, you can actually share if you want to. no need for restrictions. (: feel free to speak your mind. (:" lol, but i still didnt say. haha!

and there's one time when he asked us would we still perform CPR on the victim even if it's after 20 mins, after 30 mins etc. cos we can't certify that he's dead etc. and my face was like =\ cos sad enough ar. you wanted to save the person, but you know not possible liao. i'm not sure if the faces of my classmates were the same as me. cos Addison started saying,"alright, don't take that qns too seriously aiights? it's jst a qns, jst a scenario. no need to feel upset." LOL. thn the class laughed.

thn he related one of his personal experience to us. he's the leader, and one of the team mates actually .. yea. and he had to care about the emotional well-being of his other team mates and thus sent some to a nearby village etc ( i couldn't catch where). thn took turns to peform CPR on this team mate for one whole hour. they knew he couldn't make it already. but .. yea. is sad de lur..

but still, lesson was fun after that. (: and there's this time when Addison had discussion with us. he implemented this "talking vest". cos everybody was like talking around and he don't know who to listen to. and thus, those who had the vest has the priviledge to talk. and ohmygod-de-lol, Sasi held on to the vest and don't want to return to Addison when he had wanted to speak! LOL, and he said,"ah yes, now he can't speak," leaving Addison there smiling but having the need to keep himself quiet. haha! twice somemore know! hahahaha!

next was the initiative. Addison got 2 victims. he go think about the scenarios and want us to get a rescuer from the rest of the class. before he left with the "victims", he turned back and said,"oh yea. and Yvonne cannot be the rescuer. (:" and left. lol, kuku de. i wanna be the rescuer also can't ar. can't even get into the water. haha!

okkk. thn lastly he asked me if there's another scenarios lifesaving had done. so i suggested the submerged victim. and he offered to be it. lol. Alex was the rescuer. and ohmygod. Addison could be such a perfect unconscious victim la! kept submerging his face into the water and he's so heavy that Alex couldn't support him la! and he only stop acting when we started taking pics of him being the victim. haha! and oh yea! his plunging is damn niceeee! :D :D

hees. lesson was fun on Fri la. and it's kinda the last lab lesson on lifesaving. ): but nevermind. in future lab lessons i can talk freely liao. hahaha. (: class lessons for 3 more lessons, thn lab again. ): but around that time, semester should be ending soon liao. i don't want! ): ): eeeeek. hais.

ok, i said i'm not sure if i can rmbr. but i realised i kinda rmbr everything. haha! aiights, shall stop hereeee. byeeeeee :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.44.pm.

Oct 25, 2008

Feeling of Bliss. (:

Current Location: Changi Airport, Terminal 1 Pacific Coffee Company.
Current Music: 宇宙小姐 - S.H.E.

yay! i'm in one of my favourite places! hees! i'm here studying with Rens Loo and Tzee. laughs, wondering what's there for me to study about? i got horr. i still have to do my PP report. hais. is sianns de luhhh. 30th of October is like so damn nearrrr. arghhs. and the SEG people can have it like in November. bleahhh. ):


but i'm left with like 2 slides? 1 more to think about and one is my reflection. hmm, i think i can get it done like on Monday ba. cos i need some referencing from the PP gallery in RP's library. haha!

oh yea and btw. there's no coaching for me today and tmr! cos Fairway pool going under maintainance! hees. but .. Nov's 5th week would have to go back. haha. but nvm la, i need all the rest i can get. hees!


hmm. there's one thing i'm so happy about. (: i finish my ferris wheel wooden construction! ahh. moments of bliss jst overwhelmed me. :D :D shall post the picture ltr. hees! 幸福的感覺! :D :D


yesterday was my favourite Water Based module. haha. but i think i'll blog about it later when i got home or tmr. haha! cos the girls wanna have their dinner already. (:


ciaoz. (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 6.46.pm.