listening: 2AM ~ Can't Let You Go Even If I Die
sorry bloggie, for neglecting you. mianhae~
gawd. i seriously need an outlet before i explode. work has been... suffocating. ever since this year starts, ever since i converted to full-time, i had not met my girls.
i hadn't been texting them or whatsoever. well, 'cause i'm not really text or call kinda person. so yea. but! we're meeting up on the 19th! and i totally can't wait! hehehehe.
work. sigh. how should i bring this up? being an executive, i guess i have to do everything? but then again. i'm only an executive, ONE executive to be precise. and i'm doing the job of two to three executives? freak, please. if you want to chase me out of the company, use a better method.
stop loading me on all the work. i know you guys are short of people. oh wait. how about those other staffs? well, i have no idea what they were doing. freak. i seriously have a good mind to tender my resignation tomorrow and see how you'll struggle.
i'm supposed to be helping you, not the other way round. shouldn't you treat me abit a lil kinder? i'm not expecting you to cut my load or whatsoever. i know you're busy as well. but. can you please be fairer? stop putting blames on me when i've done nothing wrong. stop stabbing me in the back when things screwed up. please, use your brains for once.
i've been taking blames and arrows and whatsoever shit from you ever since my post as an executive start. and please don't go smiling in my face and laughing at my jokes; they weren't meant for your ears.
stop sticking to us so often, it urks me MUCH.
ohmygoodness. how much longer can i hold on seriously? guess i'll give my patience and tolerance level a test. let's see.
