A Trip To My Favourite Place. (:

Current Location: RP, E54F.
Current Music: 最近還好嗎 - S.H.E.

Current Location: RP, E54F. ( sitting beside the very CUTE AND PRETTTTYYYY gynette! =D)
can you imagine? she jst typed that herself mannn. haha!

class ended early today! haha, cos we've only got 2 teams, 7 peoples. haha! so it's actually kinda quiet today though. (:

yesterday's a fun fun day! haha! went out with Chris, Peg and Wei Si. haha. i met them at Bugis at round 2pm? shopped around for Wei Si's tube top. she asked us which one's nicer; white one or the green one. Peg and i chose the white one, and Chris and Yong Kai chose the green one.

thn immediately Peg and i told Wei Si to choose the green one. and she was like, "HUH? WHY SUDDENLY CHANGE?" thn we told her cos Yong Kai like ma. haha! the purpose of her wearing is for him to see de what. right? haha!

after that we went to the TopOne to ask if there's recording services. and there is! haha. but it's $50 per hour. so it's expensive de lur. haha. so we shall see about that. lunched at McDonald's' and shopped for a while before the girls decided to leave.

went to Kinokuniya to read. lol, the books there were really fascinating! haha! and it wasn't until a while when Tze reached. lol, in short. we jst simply talked from the time we met and till the time we parted. lol.

well, we took loads and loads of pics. haha. stupid and funny pictures. lollol. and we talked, about alot of things. from boys to food, from food to girls. OUR girls, we're not lesbians aiights. haha. we ate at Swensens, and Mrs Fields. the brownies were simply delicious! haha.

Kgang should really organise more of these mann. hees. next, on our bus trip home, we listened to emo songs. lol! like two emo idiots! haha!

fun night ryte, Tze? haha. we should really have more of it. haha!

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Pictures!

lemme try the jumping shot! haha!


hittatakimas!!

anticipating her dinner! :D


the floor look so tempting for us to take a pic. lol, and so~ we kneeled on the ground. lol!

we seems ready to get beheaded!


don't i look like i'm trying to snatch the lil's girl boyfriend? haha!

saying hello to the lobsters!

here i am trying to camouflage into the background,
and there she was blowing kisses to the ancient chef!



enjoying the lil desserts of the day! :D

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Awaken, sorta. (:

Current Location: In my own room, On my own bed.
Current Music: Reflection.

here i am, listening to Reflection from Mulan's soundtrack, and i have some reflections to make about. haha.

i feel that, i really, truly, sincerely, practically am thinking too much. (: yes, i'm regarding to that matter which you girls are thinking. regarding him. sheesh. i don't know why am i thinking so much these past (thursday, friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday) six days! eeks. must be that stupid feelings i thought i had that made me lose my directions.

haha, it's just friends. we're purely, simply, practically just friends. haha, what maybe were friends, maybe were more, maybe it's just my imagination? haha. right on for the first and last sentences! i'm really am thinking too much! haha.

after what i myself had went through, after what other people had told me, i really feel that these six days were just an illusion. a sweet illusion though. or should i call it a dream? cos one would always have to wake up from a dream? and i feel that i've really woke up. haha. aiights, i shall not say it so early. cos i don't know how long would this last. but i do hope it will last. haha!

i wonder, when will it be that i'll finally be able take my heart out to love and trust.

going to the airport with Tze tomorrow after the trip to Bugis with Chris, Peggy and Wei Si. haha, i've got something to report to her tomorrow! haha!

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Happy Happy!

Current Location: RP, E54F.

Current Music: 紫藤花 - S.H.E.



okay, the reason why i'm blogging now is because i finally finally finally finish my work for today! haha, though Jin and Long Fei said that today's work is easy, i still find a need to sit through the whole ppt today. haha. and yes i finished it! hees.



okay okay, i wanna report something. haha, i've made an improvement in my grades! haha! previously i was so so demoralised by my UT grades right? cos i've got Es, Cs, Ds all those. but! i'm so so glad that my grades had improved! haha, coming to school everyday do help! even if you don't study for the UT in the last minute. cos you've come to the lessons and you'll understand! haha.






okay, other than the C, my results are still not bad ba? haha. that C was given by the faci i disliked most. yuck, know why i got a C? cos i was suppose to ask the questions which i did. but i too answered the qns posed to my team which i'm not supposed to do it. -.- ryte! hmph, had i known it, i won't answer liao le. bleahhh to the faci. yuck.



and i'm glad for the A and Bs in UT! haha! worth me happy le ba. haha, hard work does pay off! hahaha! okay i've decided!!



i'm so going to continue working hard for my next sem! since next sem would have the field of my expertise, lifesaving! haha!



jiayou jiayou jiayou! :D



adios! :D

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Thanks Marvin! :D

Current Location: RP, E54F.
Current Music: 金鐘罩鐵不衫 - S.H.E.

class ended at 3.19pm today! haha, damn early right! cos we've only got 3 teams today. finish ppt soon, and after presenting, all of us slacked liao. haha.

forgot to bring my pocket money today! cos i'm running late already! ): so i didn't eat when it's lunch break with BGF, Marvin, Andy and OZK. haha. tht time didn't eat nevermind, cos i'm still not hungry.

but when it's the second break .. my tummy growled! haha, and Marvin's sweet enough to accompany me for my lunch! haha, though it's BGF who asked him to do that. lol, it's still the thought that he accompanied that counts right? haha. thanks Marvin!! :D

training later, hais. beginning to wonder i go for trainings nowadays for what also. nvm la! jst go swim laps lur, jian fei! haha!

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On The Whole.

Current Location: Dining Table.
Current Music: Jonas Brothers - When You Look Me In The Eyes.

i'm suffering from muscle aches! it had been ages since i last had muscles cramps la. since .. rp biathlon that time ba. from the runs and practises. hadn't been running since then. haha, and yesterday, kgang went to have their morning exercises!

haha, cos Jas's gonna have her napha. so we accompany her to train for her 2.4km run. haha, i ran for 3 rounds and i'm flat! lol, really have to go train hard liao. haha. if not when it's time for the rp biathlon this year, i'll have troubles liao. haha.

after Jas finish the run (she broke her own record! haha, it does make a difference with us running with her okay.), we went to do the 5 stations. haha, damn long never do le la! and Tze thought us how to do the statics. wow, it's really working aiights. and i've got abrasions for both my arms. though right arm worse. haha.

after the run went to yew tee mac for breakfast. hotcakes! haha, but by the time we waited for Rens, Jas and Loo to come over, it had became coldcakes liao. lol, can imagine how slow were they huh. haha.

had loads of talks. with girls around, the topics were never off relationships. haha, Tze talked about hers, Jas talked about hers, Rens too talked about hers. haha, yep. i too talked about mine. but i'm afraid it's gonna be the same issue again. so had better not put in too much. more on that later.

after the talks, we left at around 2pm. my dear girls waited for my time to go coaching before they go! haha, hearts them loads! :D went to coaching with a really blur mind. wow, i'm completely beat mann.

runs and statics in the morning follow by coaching. i could barely keep my eyes open la. but thank god, the 3 hours passed pretty quickly. and i'm glad to report that they progressed pretty well. but will have to think about more lessons plans liao. haha.

rushed to je and met up with Tze. thn we proceeded to IMM for our dinner. lol, Tze was so hoppy ytd! don't know why she so high. lol. next met up with Rens and saw her boy. decided to have subway for dinner and taadaa, we had bread for dinner! lol~

i was telling Tze, i don't know why i felt a sense of blissfulness whenever i saw or stepped into IMM. i don't know why, but i jst love it. haha. walked around and all, went to mini toons, and the puzzle paradise! haha, saw the bigger version of the "Mickey-and-Minnie-going-for-the-Ferris-Wheel-ride". haha, it's 1000 pieces, costing $72+! wow, it's expensive de lur. but it's pretty. haha.

i was telling my girls; next time in future, i would wanna decorate my home with loads of puzzles pieced together by me and my husband. hees. i think it would be so super duper sweet and would emits a sense of blissfulness and happiness whenver people sees it. haha! :D

went back home, took out my wetsuit and swimsuit and off i go to bed. haha.

sunday! i woke up with aches. ): but nevertheless, i still have to go for my work. and i waited for bus no. 154 for a damn long long time! ohmygoodness la. it's so freaking long. hmph. and it's always at a time like this, i would wish that i possess a car and a driving license of my own. LOL.

coached the lil kidos. all were fine and all. except that Jun Xiang cried. ): he didn't even wanna bid goodbye to me and Zhi Wang. hais.

it all started when they had to do their treading-water and undressing of pajamas. he was doing flutter kicks instead his froggie kicks. so he was there, saying that he's tired and all. because he's doing flutter kicks. hais, so he went to Zhi Wang who too told him to do froggie kicks. but he said that he's tired and cried liao. hais. thn i was told to correct his kicks.

but he didn't wanna be away from the rest! hais, this class is too united in a sense that they would wanna do everything together. but they too explains their fun we would see la. haha. so i brought him back cos he wants his kor kor, Jun Kai lur. hais.

but when back there, he don't wanna do anything! not even Zhi Wang could get him moving. and he cried and cried and cried. ): when up, he shook away my hand when i put my hand on his shoulders la. i was like .. "this is so not the Jun Xiang who would always initiate high-fives with us."

thn i asked him what happened, thn he told me that he's very cold. no wonder. okay, so his mom took him to go bathe. after his bath, both me and Zhi Wang went to check him out. to hope that he's feeling alright la. wanted him to give us the high-fives, he also don't wanna give us. big sianns ar. hope he's better next week! haha. (:

after bath, went back home with Rachel. haha. she's one funny girl la. haha, enjoyed the trip home. (: once back home, i jst go plopped on my bed. haha!

on the whole it's still a nice day la. haha.

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Fun-filled Wednesday.

Current Location: Home.
Current Music: Rihanna - Take A Bow.

no! don't look and point at me asking why didn't i go to school today! hais. sorry lur, i overslept till damn jialat today! i wasn't awaken by my alarm, i wasn't awaken by BGF's calls, i was only awoken by Eils who shook me up and tell me that i was late. and the time was 10.19am. i springed up and brushed my teeth. and when i went back ready to change, i felt my head spinning and thus lied down awhile. ALAS! i slept till 11.03am! ohmygoodness. talked with BGF and Rens, thn think. suan le la, go school also no use. ):

aiights, Wednesday.
met up with Rens for breakfast. and know what we ate??? KFC! cos this silly girl felt like eating chicken. LOL, and we're the first customers! haha. of course, who in the hell would be so crazy like us to go eat chicken early in the morning 10am? haha.

next went back home and out. cos i've got my basic theory test. haha, i was late for the practise! so i jst slip-shod did a few qns in order to assure that i can still pass. haha.

2.00pm came and i almost couldn't find the room! haha, so i went to ask the counter and when i'm up, i'm jst in time! hees! well, i finished the test in like 10 mins? when i was at the 40th qns, the auntie beside me was at the 10th. and i was like, "shit would i be wrong and such?" so i went back to check and everything.

nothing wrong, so i plucked up the courage to click the "END TEST" button. at most fail lur, and taadaa! "PASSED" flashed out! haha! yay! now i finally passed liao. woots~ can go get my PDL le. haha. (:

next proceeded to AMK Hub to watch movie with BGF, Longfei, Marvin and Johann! haha! he ponned school! orh hor! LOL. watched The Dark Knight. batman. lol, i've never watched Batman before the whole of my life. and even when i was in the cinema seat, i was still asking BGF what movie we watching. cos it kept slipping off my mind! lol.

nice movie on the whole. haha. next went to shop for a top for Marv with BGF. haha, Longfei and Johann were just there watching. haha! we thn picked out this top which we feel that would look relatively nice on him. haha, so we took it out and he tried. NICE! haha, suave enough. (:

and i was telling BGF, in future, i would definitely dress my boyfriend up till the one i like him to look like. haha! i would love those kinda tops on my boyfriend! haah!

next we were about to leave AMK Hub and i realised i lost my wallet!! i was damn scared la, got cashcard inside which mommy jst topped up la. and my IC, my ez-link. i almost cried lur. ):

until Johann told me no need to go look le la. it was with him all the time!! hmph! idiot Johann. lol.

on the whole, yesterday's a fun-filled day la. but this whole week down, i'm suffering from serious lack of sleep. sheesh. that explained why i'm late today. haha.

aiights, signing off people. have to blog on the Lifesaving blog about the Nationals. haha. adios!

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Lacking The Courage.

Current Location: In My Living Room.
Current Music: Next To You - Jordin Sparks.

thanks tze for introducing me this song, it's really nice. (:

the courage, can i ever possess it again? i don't know. i just feel weak upon finding myself having the need to face it. maybe getting over the person doesn't mean that you had got over the fear? i don't know. i find myself lacking the courage to step in.

i don't even have the courage to admit. i .. i find it hard. i don't dare to admit to my peeps, i don't dare to face it.. well i don't know.

recalled the past, read my previous entries. found that you're always not missing. had always been there. be it the funny way, the irritating way or grateful way.

but i had been taught not to trust it, or should i just change and believe it once again? i don't know, i'm just lacking the courage..

maybe were friends
maybe were more
maybe it's just my imagination

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Fun Sunday! :D

Current Location: Living Room.
Current Music: 永不消失的彩虹 - 卓文宣.

today's coaching kinda funn! haha. and i've managed to "tame" Jing En and Jing Ting. lol. but Daniel's being naughty! haha. but in a fun way though. (:

second hour, all of 'em turned up! haha, Kang Qi, Justine, Joey Edward.. haha. after lessons games was fun. Wei De put the float mattress on the stairs and it instantly became a slide! haha. the kids loved it totally! haha, except for lil Justine. she cried! ohmytian. maybe because the slide too steep ba. haha. but the others had fun! haha.

lol, lil Jovan was here too! haha, he played and all. haas, Zhi Wang even put him on his shoulders. haha! the scene's really sweet. (: and lil Jovan seems really happy! haha. can see that he cheered up alot! from the way he gave me the high-five. haha!

third hour, koala bears! and yes! all of 'em turned up too. haha, taught them surface dive today. Jun Kai, Jun Xiang and Chris did exceptionally well. haha. the others too. did better than what i've thought. haha, believe they will do even better in weeks to come with the practises. hees.

after lessons, i gave them lollipops! haha. al of 'em took except Avis. cos she said she had tooth decay. and she's got good discipline! kids loved sweets right? i tried psycho-ing her to get one, one only won't hurt. but she declined! haha. so it's a good thing also right? haha. (:

celebrated Wei De's birthday today! haha! got the koala bears to sing a birthday song for him. haha. Zhi Wang actually caught Wei De and wanted the kids to jump on him. dang! Mervyn, Jun Kai and Jun Xiang tried. Mervyn tried twice and the second time he landed right on Wei De's tummy! ohmy tiann la! we were scared that it would really injure him. alright, so i bent down to see if they were alright. and guess what.

Mr. Lim Zhi Wang tried to pull me down into the water!! ohmytiann! i was stunned mann. my first instinct was to hold onto Mervyn since he was the nearest to me. but i quickly withdrew back my hand cos he's only a kid. haha. so i quickly seated down. dang, he thn tried with both his hands la! even Wei De go give him a hand! woah, my hand really wanna break liao lur! haha!!

but i held on to the side fast and fling them off. i'm strong de okay~ hahah! next was the cake-smearing session. LOL.

Wei De tricked Zhi Wang over and smeared cake on his face. haha! it's so funny la! hees, and according to Zhi Wang's personality. you think he would let this rest? nono. he tried to smear it back to Wei De but failed! haha!

alright, thn when i wanted to go get the cake. Mr. Lim Zhi Wang again came and was up to his mischief! he smeared cake on my face!! ): ahh! but at tht point of time i couldn't do anything! first, he's too tall for me, -.- and second, he got away liao. thn i jst wiped it off and point my finger at him. lol, but guess what? Wei De caught him by his back and let me take revenge! haha! thn Jack caught him by the legs, big lollol la! they thn fell to the ground and he couldn't move much. haha! thn Wei De asked me quickly go smear his face and all! haha! i was laughing like hell all the way la! haha. and Justin came up with the most OHMYGOD thing!

HE POURED THE SOYA BEAN MILK ON ZHI WANG!

ohmytiann la! and when Justin's doing it, Rachel and I were like "OHMYGOD-ING" damn loud loud loud. haha! after that, Wei De and Jack released him and Zhi Wang was there, down on the floor, motionless. haha! poor guy!

thn after that Justin went off, in fear that Zhi Wang will take retribution. lol. but he didn't. haha, at least i didn't see he did. cos i went to bathe immediately liao. cos the weather's really really hot! haha.

after that went back home to follow daddy mommy and eils to go to my cousin's house to collect our old com's cpu and dvd recorder. haha. next went to sheng siong with them. haha, and the greatest pleasure of both eils and i were to get things that daddy always don't allow and yet getting them to pay first. haha, all of us enjoyed this process. hees, made me have a really blissful feeling. hees.

now watching Yang Jia Jiang! haha. adios people! :D

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Saturday Coaching. (:

Current Location: On My Bed.
Current Music: What I Go To School For - Jonas Brothers.

i'm dead beat! but why am i still blogging still? haha, cos i wanna jot down how i felt today during .. practically the whole day. haha. (:

morning. i woke up with a smile on my face. cos i dreamt of you. (: and that i woke up naturally. without the aid of my alarm clock. haha, and without a while, my alarm went off. so it meant that i'm early de. haha. (:

daddy and mommy too woke up with a cheery mood. haha, and that made me feel happy too. (: eils went for her POA lessons and as per usual, Sean would always not in his bed whenever we woke up. (sianns)

so daddy offered to bring us for breakfast. and that's where the whole unhappy event started. mommy delayed abit and daddy was kinda pissed off. next was the breakfast we ate, horrible and expensive. daddy's face turned even blacker.

thn on the way back, dad kept pinpointing mom's mistakes in driving which eventually made the bomb went kaaboommbb. hais. daddy got out of the car and slammed the car. seriously, i was taken aback by this action of daddy's. i've never seen daddy in such a foul temper before. and mommy's tears made my heart soften even more. so i got out of the car and assist mom to park her car. though i had no experience, i can still do it with some recollections of what daddy did previously and mommy can do it! haha. if daddy can use a softer tone, i believe everything would definitely work out fine. (:

next went for coaching early. cos i wanted to go there early to swim. swam twenty laps straight with my mind thinking of Yang Jia Jiang and their Silang, Siniang etc. haha! sometimes i really admire how my brain works. LOL.

next coaching began. yihan's getting better! haha, though there's still a big gap between him and his classmate, he's really better already. and not to forget that he's a 3 year old kid. so more time is needed. (:

second hour. things were actually fine. until i saw Mervyn. yes, Mervyn from the Koala Bears. he's here for makeup lessons and he's with Brenda. but he kept crying! i had never seen him cry so hard before! whenever he's with Jun Kai Jun Xiang they all, he's always laughing and playing. so my heart went out to him.

when my kids swam over to train their distance, i took the chance to talk to him. sighhs, and he kept telling me that he didn't want to swim, sobbing hardly. but i couldn't do anything to help! cos he's ain't under me and i still had my kids to go look after. so i tell him to relax and listen to Brenda. hope he's feeling better by tomorrow when i see him. haha, when i told him not to cry and that i'll see him tomorrow, he nodded his head and smile. (: so can i take that as a good sign? haha.

third hour. it's raining and there's lightning! ohmytiann. so all of us helped to keep a lookout. Min Ru scared me the second time when she shouted, "Ahh!! Got lightning!" ohmytiann la! i thought what happened when she shouted the "ahh!!" sheesh. but lessons began to unfold when it's 6.30pm. haha.

lessons ended and i met Loo for dinner. (: haha, thanks Loo for your accompany! haha. and you should have seen how she shopped at Cotton On's sale. in less than 30 minutes, she spent $90+! wow! i'm really amazed. but i'm still looking forward to see her shop in town. haha!

aiights, i should go hit my bed already. i'm seriously dead beat. i'm supposed to think of some games to enhance the lessons i'm going to have for the first hour tmr. but my mind ain't working. hais. better go sleep on it. haha. nights people!

Vonns. (:

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Red Cliff, 赤壁.

Current Location: RP, E54F.
Current Music: 我愛你有什麼不對 - 劉力揚.

aiights i decided to blog for a short while, while waiting for longfei to go to sports complex. haha. hmm, should i eat the fries for later? haha, nvm. decide later then. haha.

went to watch Red Cliff with Daddy, Eils & Sean yesterday night! haha. had never expect daddy to want to bring us just yesterday. we had plans to watch, but i had no idea it was that soon. lol, the movie is fantastic!! haha! except for the fact that we still have to watch for the Part 2, War of the Red Cliff. ): i went to watch because i wanted to watch the Fire War between Wu and Wei!

tian ar. but it's okay la. cos inside Red Cliff had the Battle of Changban where Zhao Yun rescued the baby son of Liu Bei. haha, although the Zhao Yun in Dynasty Warrior is so much more suave, the Zhao Yun in Red Cliff didn't fail me la. he still got the attraction factor in him. haha.

and the Sun Quan! ohmytiann. i don't like the Sun Quan in Dynasty Warrior luh. cos he looked old. but the Sun Quan here in Red Cliff, he's damn charming la! haha! and the Zhang Fei! wow, both him and Guan Yu looked not much different from the Dynasty Warriors de. haha, but Zhang Fei's damn cute! he's got a really loudddd vocal! haha!

yesterday didn't even see ONE horse when past Kranji. and yet, during the movie i saw LOADS. haha, but they fell! ): some damn ke lian like tht. hais. but the effect of the whole thing was great.

some characters i like would be, Zhuge Liang, by Jin Cheng Wu. haha, he's a damn cute fella inside. Zhou Yu, by Tony Leong. wow, brings out the charm of the character mann. Sun Shang Xiang, my all time favourite, by Zhao Wei, cute la she inside. (: Zhao Yun, but i don't know the name of the person. ): and.. we'll see more to that. haha!

wanna catch it again! especially the Part 2!! haha!

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Tze's 19th Birthday! :D

Current Location: RP, E54F.
Current Music: 我愛你有什麼不對 - 劉力揚.

the celebrations for Tzee's birthday's over. haha, felt kinda .. lost. haha, maybe because we had too much funn ytd la. but, we went home really late! haha. more on that later. (:

saturday night, i think all of us were touching up on the pressies for Tzee. i'm no exception, i stayed up till 3am that night just to finish her thingy. wow, i'm dead beat mann. mommy was telling me to go to sleep early. cos i still have coaching the next morning. she's worried that i'm not able to wake up on time.

okay, so i woke up at 7am to go to work. lessons were fine and all, jst that i think the sun's being a little sporting ytd. it burnt all of us till we're practically roasted! (so i think you peeps can expect no good pictures of me! ]=)

after coaching ended, i took 154 to JP. bought Famous Amos and took the train down to Bedok ready to wait. but on my way there, Rens told me Lins will be late. and i was really pissed. cos i'm way early! sianns, so i went to the airport instead!! LOL.

i sorta had a lil quarrel with Rens. but glad that it's over already. (:

i went to Terminal 2 at first. strolled around, went to the Viewing Mall, took pictures and i go to Terminal 1, only a while and off i go to Terminal 3. haha, Terminal 3's really a very nice place! haha, loads of shopping places too. haha. maybe we can go one day huh! (:

after finally like a very long time, when my mp3 really ran flat (!!), they finally told me to go to Bedok liao. phew. haha, thanks to Chris! (:

we waited, and after don't know how long they reached. lol, Tzee did the dares and all. haha, it's amazing race la. so i'll just cut down on the details. cos it's really alot. and finally, we reached the place where we would have our dinner.

WaterCross. we're suppose to be dinning at Fisherman's Village. but it closed down already! haha! but we gained something la. cos WaterCross's a really really nice place. (: it has really great ambience and all. love it! and there's a live band! not those hard metal music, but those soothing sentimental music.

was almost hoaxed up to sing for them yesterday by Jas and Tze. one say becos it's her birthday, another said becos to boast back my confidence level. whoo. no la, i'm really not ready to sing infront of so many people ytd. sorry Tze, if i've disappointed you.. and the girls too, sorry if i've disappointed you all.

after that we made Tze go to the toilet with us. haha, when back? taadaa! the pressies were ready on the table! well, not really ready but ready ready. haa. the whole thing happened in quite a funny way though.

but~ what really shocked Tze was the ipod nano present for her birthday. haha, her face was really shocked! for once in the day mann! Jas's right in saying it's not to get an expression from Tze, but it's worth it la. haha. (:

we sat by the beach and had her listened to the message we recorded for her. haha. it's kinda sweet, i feel. sitting by the beach, listening to heartfelts messages, enjoying the abit salty kinda smell of the wind. (: everything jst seems too pretty.

except for the fact that the time thn was 2319hr (!!). we rushed down to Pasir Ris, hoping to catch the last train. but alas! the train service ended. we tried booking a maxi cab, so that we don't need to get separated and can still talk. but is like sianns de la. we can't afford to wait. plus i'm starting to have cramps for my best friend. ):

so ended up we splited up. Jas Tze and I got into one cab. Rens Loo Lins got into another. on the cab, Jas and I practically slept through out! haha. and by the time we reached home, it's like 1am plus? and imagine all of us had school and work tmr! seriously, i don't know why am i in school. cos i can still skip one more time.

but heck la. cos all of them went to school and work, think that serves as a motivation for me that i shouldn't be different. haha.

daddy actually called me at 2230hr. cos Yang Jia Jiang started le ma. haha! i was like being torn apart. but i stayed la. cos i've got the DVDs anyway le. but i still feel bad for leaving daddy alone to watch. cos every week without fail we both would stayed by the telly and watch Yang Jia Jiang. haha. sorry daddy! and when they called at 0030hr (when Yang Jia Jiang ended), i was kinda happy. hehe, cos it's been a long time since they called me to see where were i liao. haha. like it! (:

oh yea and the place. i really love that place. great ambience for couples, i would recommend. haha. be it your anniversaries or anything, that's a great choice, people! and there's still a beach somemore. WOW ryte! hahaha!

in conclusion, love yesterday to the bits! and Tze! Happy 19th birthday! hope you like it! haha! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.32.pm

RP Lifesaving Team. (:

Current Location: RP, E54F.
Current Music: Year 3000 - Jonas Brothers.

P.S. Okay, yes Brenda, this song is nice. haha!

i saw alot of my E36P classmates today! first i saw Mei Ying when i'm walking to school with BGF, Long Fei, Marvin, Andy & Jeremy. next i saw Jenson, Nadia & Kenny when i was in the canteen of Kou Fu. and lastly i saw Jing Yu when i was in the booklink! haha! nice coincidence! :D

something seems to be brewing in LS. sianns diao. somebody thought she can gain sympathy simply by crying. hah, save it my girl. hadn't you noticed? you gain what you want through people's sympathy. that's totally something that would be beneath my dignity. so i won't do a thing like that. if i want, i would try to get it through my own efforts, the speed of my swim, the skill of my finning etc. through tears? siao.

the morale of the team's getting low low low. and i don't like it one bit. sianns! glad that i'm ain't in the team for the Nationals because of my back. if not, i'll definitely find it harder to face all these liao. sighhs.

oh yea btw, RP Lifesaving has got a blog! whee! haha, feel free to drop by, people! :D

RP LIFESAVING TEAM BLOGG. :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.02.pm

Faci On MC Again, Randomness. (:

Current Location: RP, E54F.
Current Music: 終於說出口 - 小宇.

i'm in school aiights! haha. since i promise i'll go to sch, i'll go de. hehe. and sweety Jas even text me this morning to see if i'm going to school. haha, love you!!

met Andy & Jeremy when i came out of the mrt today. haha, we board the same train! lol. and ended up going to school with tons of people! BGF, Marvin, Longfei, Andy, Jeremy, Yongkai, Weisi. haha!

and and and! the facilitator i don't like de didn't come again! haha. i was telling BGF, Longfei last week that i seriously don't feel like going for his lessons because i really don't like him. if not for my grades, i'll definitely won't go for his lessons de luh.

and after MIA for 4 weeks, i'm back last week what. AND? he's on MC. the relief faci said that he's sick. so i was like, wow. heng ar! haha. and today when i'm up for class, i felt so sianns again. serious don't like him know.

but bo bian. and when i got back to class, i saw a female faci! haha! she said that he's still on MC. what suspected of dengue, i also not sure.

but hope he'll be fine by next week. cos i don't wanna feel like someone who sinned. =X though he sick is none of my business, i'll somehow feel weird. haha.

i feel like sleeping! feel like going la! but i've got UT for Health & Wellness later. so can't. sianns ar. and later accompanying mommy to go swim. haha. (:

have to make a trip down to Jurong West library to borrow this Yang Jia Jiang book. which only Jurong West has. hmph, ask Zhi Wang to help me borrow, tell me that he don't go library find books de. idiot! bleahh.

shall go see where's the library. thn go find myself. bleahhhhhh.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.02.pm

For You.

Current Location: Home.
Current Music: 傳說 - 劉力揚 林侑嘉.

yes, this point of time, this point of the day, i'm at home. why? cos i overslept. and why did i overslept? cos my mind is subconconsiously telling me not to go to school. and why did my mind do that? cos i'm not motivated to go to school at all.

why. why am i still not motivated? i told myself, use my grades to motivate me! cos i'm barely hitting a GPA of 2. and so i must. but. i saw the modules selections for my next sem. those are the courses i know i would like definitely and would go for lessons. and so, i can pull up my grades using during next sem.

and why i've got no motivations? cos i'm somehow sianns by the people there. when facing you, they can say things like, wow. they were so concern about you and all. and when you really have got the problem? when you're really sick? any concerns from them? NO. what fakeness la.

wearing a mask, yea. that's the phrase. disappointed with us? why not ask us why we didnt go? i thought you peeps were always saying how concern you were? ever tried asking what's the reason? no. suan le.

i thought you cared, i thought you always cared. but how wrong i was. and now that i know, i shall treat you back with the same treatments. don't blame me. i'm already having doubts in your character, what fakeness. why deny? why lie? why can't you just face me in the face instead of wearing a mask?

word of advise for you,

face people using your sincerity, not your mask. if you carry on like this, you'll find lesser people placing their trust in you. adios.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.08.am

Saturday Coaching. (:

Current Location: Home.
Current Music: 一句一傷 - 劉力揚.

mixed feelings for coaching today. 've got the happy ones, and as well as the sad ones. and as per usual, i'm tired already. haha, but i make it a point to come and blog. because i wanna note down the feelings i'm having now. if i delayed it to either tmr or monday during school, i'm afraid the feelings would fade away.

sad moments.
it all happened in one lesson. the second hour. first is because Jordan cried. second is because Zi Xin had to leave. Jordan cried because he' afraid of Justin who took over for me last week. his mom said that Justin was fierce towards them and Jordan was afraid. so afraid that he's not willing to come into the water to learn anything! sighhs. but after some time with his sister, he's feeling better. so it's alright.

Zi Xin. sighhs. i taught her all the way from her not knowing how to swim to now, able to swim breast-stroke. and she had to leave! when Wei De told that it's her last lesson and that she's going over to Hydro next week. i think i looked sad. cos Wei De told me next that it's not because i not good. but because she's going to have tution with her sister. and her only available time was Saturday morning, to which is a timing we don't have. sadded la.

i thn ask Zi Xin, why does she wanna leave. is it because she don't like me. (LOL) but she shook her head firmly. she said she got no choice also, and that she liked me too. just that she got tution. so bo bian. thn i also like tht lur. sighhs. BYE, ZI XIN!! ):

this mood kind of affect me for the next lessons. making me have doubts about myself, whether i'm a good coach anot. cos i've been executing lessons with what Wei De and Zhi Wang taught me. only a few is what i thought of. so i'm really beginning to have doubts. and the third lesson, there's only Kimberly, Min Ru and Dyan!

i was shocked! i had 7 kids supposingly, and now only 3! it really acted as another burden to me. but thankfully! (: Li Xin, Wei Han and Wan Ting turned up! not don't wanna come, just that they were late. hahah! except for Bryan, who's always MIA. hees!

happy moments.
aiights, maybe you peeps might not find it worth mentioning. but to me, it's really an issue which i find really happy! hees. Yi Han that class, i can proceed to teach them froggie kicks next week! yay! after so many weeks of flutter kicks! like so finally la! wahahahah! and the last hour, i taught them the froggie kicks too! haha, cos their progression is about the same. :D

though they are still not that well, i believe they will improve de! just like my second hour class! wahahhaa!

aiights, i'm going to come up with the lesson plan for tmr lessons liao. and after that would be my sleeping time~!! Zzz. haha! byeeee. :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 9.42.pm

Sichuan Earthquake

Current Location: Home.
Current Music: 眼淚笑了 - 劉力揚.

i know i hadn't been updating for a longg longg time! haha, so here am i! decide to surface for a while before i go for my coaching. haha.

yesterday i received an email from Nadia of E36P, my previous class. i'm thankful and grateful to her for sending me this email. know why? cos it's a comicstrip.

ahh, if you think that it's an ordinary comicstrip, you're wrong. cos this comicstrip illustrated the different scenes of the Sichuan Earthquarke.

when i read the comicstrips, i could feel tears brimming. it illustrated how the love of this world help to perserve their next generations. at that point of time, i felt really worthless.

what had i done to save them? i can't go there personally cos i'm still young. and i think daddy mommy will think that i'm crazy. i can't donate money to them because i had barely enough to save up. and what had i done?

only that banner. the banner that was at our school, writing notes to spur them on to live.

people who were buried under the ruins, tried so darn hard to stay alive. because of their family, their loved ones. and here in Singapore where everyone is so safe, people wanted to commit suicide.

cherish what we have, people. back there in China, in Sichuan, there are parents who lost their akins, their children, and there are children who lost their parents and became orphans.

cherish your family, your friends. for we won't know what will happen to us the next minute. i shall upload the pictures of the comicstrips. hope you people will be able to feel what i felt.

(The Song of Miracle)
(The Coke Boy)
(The Last Lesson)
(The Boy Who Lived)
(Just One More)
(Take My Wings)
(I Must Be Strong)
(My Father Is A Hero)

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.34.pm