Jul 22, 2008

Lacking The Courage.

Current Location: In My Living Room.
Current Music: Next To You - Jordin Sparks.

thanks tze for introducing me this song, it's really nice. (:

the courage, can i ever possess it again? i don't know. i just feel weak upon finding myself having the need to face it. maybe getting over the person doesn't mean that you had got over the fear? i don't know. i find myself lacking the courage to step in.

i don't even have the courage to admit. i .. i find it hard. i don't dare to admit to my peeps, i don't dare to face it.. well i don't know.

recalled the past, read my previous entries. found that you're always not missing. had always been there. be it the funny way, the irritating way or grateful way.

but i had been taught not to trust it, or should i just change and believe it once again? i don't know, i'm just lacking the courage..

maybe were friends
maybe were more
maybe it's just my imagination

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.15.pm

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