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Current Location: Home, Desktop.
Current Music: 下雨天 - Lara.

ohmygod ohmygod. i can't believe B's saying all these shit. sheesh. i just can't believe how can such a person exist mann. it's my situation, how can you claim it's yours when you're the one creating all the havocs? sighhs, i've given you enough chances. if you think that i'm going to cry my heart out because of what you've done to this particular person, thn you're so wrong.

wanna know why? cos it's a test for you. and well done, great job i would say! you've reacted positively to it. hah, and to think i turned a deaf ear on the P and defended. arghhs, i know i've said this umpteen times, but heck. this is the last straw mann. you've let me see the true you for you've did the same thing not once but twice. i'm going to be such a fool if i'm going to believe you again.

i should have retaliated long ago, how dense i can get man. dumbass.

P.S. It's something i yearn to let you know.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.51.pm

I Feel So Loved.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: 男人女人 - 許茹芸.

i'm feeling better already! haha. thanks people for asking. (:

yesterday Loo called to ask if i can acc her for dinner or something like that. told her that i was sick and can't. expressed her concern and yea. next Rens' up next for her phone call and concerns. haha, and then it's Jas texting me if i'm fine. haha! i feel so loved! :D

and on msn, i've got BGF, Long Fei and Wei Si expressing their concerns. haha, thanks people, i'm feeling really better already. i think rest is really what i had needed.

today's 8th day is here just in time. really thanks mannz. if i hadn't had the rest today, i'll definitely can't recover well enough like now.

other than the occasional cough, i'm seriously much better. haha, hope the fever won't shoot up tonight. hees.

thanks loads to the people who showed their concerns! i love you! :D

P.S. I think I've fallen in love with Sendoh again. Haha!

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.02.pm

Sickly Review.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: 下雨天 - Lara.

this song is super duper nice, thanks to Eils Sis for introducing! haha. (:

well, the blogger is sick! ): ohmygod, she's sneezing her nose away while she typed out all these chunks of words. lollol. everything started on sunday. ):

sunday.z
rmbr my previous entry that i had severe flu? yea that caused it. damn. made my head ache for the rest of the night. and monday morning when i woke up? i had sore throat liao. maybe because i had to shout to let the kids hear me ba. ):

monday.z
when i'm back from collecting my CD, my throat's seriously in bad condition already. couldn't talk, couldn't swallow anything for it'd hurt so so badly. after bath, i could feel my temperature rising and thus took out the thermometer. 37.4 and 37.3 degree celsius. not that bad. so i took my sore throat and flu medicine and off to bed.

woke up at 4.20am (i still rmbr the time, god.) to go pee. and eew. i felt my body burning mannz. took the thermometer and stick it into my ear and wow. 38.6 and 38.2 degree celsius. i was SHOCKED mannz. had wanted to sleep it off, but upon thinking that i have school the next day, i jst hopped up and popped in the medicine to suppress my fever. see, i do care whether i can go to school anot de okay. wahahhaha.

tuesday.z
on the way to Yew Tee mrt, i broke out in beaded of cold perspirations. jialat mannz. you can practically feel that it's cold. walked to school without long fei. apparantly he overslept and was late. lollol.

aiights. feeling alright until when school's about to end. feeling giddy, feeling cold. and Cor BGF went back alr. cos her wisdom tooth giving her hell also. and thus i asked her to go back first, since i hadn't finish.

thanks to BGF who texted Marvin that i'm not feeling well who initiated to see me to CWP thn back again to swim. which i kindly rejected, cos it's such a chore mannz! go to CWP, thn back again. ma fan what. and i've got Andy and Jeremy to acc me. haha, with the two of them around, i can really forget what's bugging me so torturely. lollol.

eventually i went home and rest. but this sick bug still ain't gonna let me go! arghh. please please leave by tonight, i'm feeling very very terrible. ):

signing off. byebye. (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.32.am

Ding Dang Dong.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: 老婆.

i feel so so sick. ohmygod. my throat's vexing me like hell mannz. i can't even swallow anything. sore throat must drink more water right? i wanted to ar, but my throat seems to forbade me to! but heck, i'll still force it down no matter what de. i think i really strained my throat too much yesterday liao. idiot. ):

went to collect my CD today. received quite a fair bit of comments. thanks to the guy who helped me so much. haha. but personally, i'm not pleased with my performance ba. don't know leh. don't know how to put it. just not please.

urm. there's also one thing i felt bad about. but .. i doubt the person will care la. so nvm. haha.

arghhs, i'm feeling so seriously sianns. mostly due to the stupid sore throat i'm having now. damn. nights people. (:

adios.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.19.pm

Sun-kissed Sunday.

Current Location: RP, E55E.
Current Music: 逆時針忘記 - 何維健.

coaching's so tiring yesterday! other than the scorching sun which glared down at us mercilessly, i've got the flu bugging me. ): sneezed and sneezed the whole day! and my nose's damn itchy that i really want to cut it off at that time. lol.

first lesson. i finally harden my heart to go punish Jing En. ohmy. he's pulling Jordon's leg and Jordon almost couldn't stay afloat until i go bring Jordon over. told him to go over and stand at the yellow line. thn there he was, kept mumbling why should he be the only one who's got punished and not his sister who kept splashing water at me. but finally made him understood that what he did was really wrong.

second lesson. another kid, Edward who's always naughty to splash water. i merely looked at him sternly and ask him to stand at the yellow line. and his face immediately screwed up and cried. ): and my heart immediately soften le la! cos he's only 5 years old. naughty yes he is la, but he's only a kid. so i just tell him what's wrong and all lur. jialat.

third lesson. favourites of all! no crying, no nothing not good. and all of 'em are definitely my lil angels for the day! haha! and they were really good today! they can finish everything we told them to do. haha!

after lesson, i'm there eating and shivering in cold at the same time when Jun Kai & Jun Xiang's mom came up to me passing me a box of moon cake. O.O

"this is for you and the male coach," their mom said smiling. i was stunned but in a positive way though. haha! first time to receive a gift from students' parents. haha, had a really heart-warming feeling inside my heart. (:

looks so exquisite right? haha! kind of touching. (:

after that, go bathe. and when i'm out, i actually felt a sign of giddiness. all because of the flu la! made me sneezed and sneezed till my head aches so much. go with Brenda to have her lunch, and to Sheng Siong to buy my soap.

back at Fairway? i'm popped down already. seriously couldn't bring myself up to sit and talk liao. so i went to take a nap. haha, quite a windy day yesterday, so it's alright. didnt perspire when i'm sleeping. good! haha!

after that i couldn't take it anymore. darn my sensitive nose! so i popped in two panadols. sheesh. but i'm better after a while la. haa.

helped to cover Khar Han's class. first class with Zhi Wang, same as the Koala Bears. so it's something i can cope with. second class, same level as my other classes. but there's this kid who's really afraid to swim without the noodle. and he's kinda playful. kept getting into the water, not wanting to swim. phew, have to really shout mann.

last class, lifesaving. since Andy's "out in the sea" for competitions, i'll have to cover his class. and ohmygod. it a ALL MALE class again. and they really talk non-stop. have to SHOUT really loud. so that they can hear me la.

taught them the different rescue methods and am glad that they're learning well. phew. so stressed up mannz. without Andy i'm like a fly without head. haha, sounds abit funny huh? LOL. but i'm glad everything's about to end at around 8pm liao. cos my energy's depleting fast. quickly hopped out and go to bathe. and thank god. mom was there to fetch me. haha.

back home, was about to sleep. seriously. but then! haha, nope! not Yang Jia Jiang this time round. but .. *drumsroll*

daddy sent us an sms requesting us to go online! yay!

haha! webcam-ed and all. hees. i miss my daddy. ):

P.S. i'm considering should i wear cap for coaching already. cos .. now half my face is white, the other half is black. -.- not me only, but the others also. lol. so~ taadaa.

byebye. :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.28.am

First Is Always The Best.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: 我相信 - 何維健.

haha, i finally had Derrick's album downloaded! haa. and his songs were really nice. (: upon listening to his voice, to his songs, thn i realised that i've really missed his voice. haha, he's really special. his voice is like .. sucking a sweet while singing. haha, like what Rens and Jas said. but that's his trademark what! haha.

Project Superstar Season 1, emerged 3rd of the male category. haha, he was only 19 thn. 2005, when we were in Sec 4! haha. i remembered that our everyday topics were the songs sang and how much they've improved and all. and our everyday songs? were the songs they sang at the competitions! haha. let me see if i can remember some of the classics.

Mei Li Ben Nv Ren - Kelly Poon.
Pu Tong Peng You - Kelly Poon.
Piano - Derrick Hoh.

these three were the ones we (kgang) really loved! haha. and now both Kelly Poon and Derrick Hoh were in Universal Music. haha.

on the whole, i feel that the best of the best is still the first. like the Project Superstar Season 2, there don't seems to be many super good singers like the first season. so i still prefer the first! hees.

CD collection on the 8th September, this monday. wonder how it'd turn out to be. haha. (: anticipating it. :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.40.am

Hoping For Replacement!

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: Because You Live - Jesse McCartney.

i'm starting to get abit worried mannz. the date's approaching and i still hadn't found a replacement for my coaching on the 20th. sianns. just like what Brenda said lur, work lur. what can i do?

sighhs. but .. i'm don't want Kgang's effort to go down the drain. everyone of our birthday's considered as major events of Kgang. so it's like .. arghhs. i don't know how should i put it. but i'm sure my girls would understand.

at most if i really have to work, bo bian lur. thn on the actual day itself, at least i'll still have Ben & Jerry's with them. (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.41.pm

Still There For Me.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: Still There For Me - Corbin Bleu & Vanessa Hudgens.

ever since Eils introduced this song to me during the ride home from the airport, i'm hooked up on this song mann. it's seriously nice. and just like what Eils said; all the other love songs were always narrating about how they love each other, how much they stood by each other. but not this song. this song said how sorry each other were for not being by their side, and saying sorry for their bad temper. guess it's like how love is, it's not always full of love and all, it's also about accepting your another half's flaws too. (:

Still There For Me

Lately I've been thinking about the things that we've been through
And I don't know if I'd be here if not for you
I had to take a little time to try to work things out
And you should know that I had never meant to let you down

'Cause I, I wanna tell you
That I'm sorry and I, I

Even when I'm not giving enough and I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all and I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me, there for me, there for me

Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me

Sometimes I know I can be so hard to understand, it is okay
Even when I'm lost you show me who I really am
Life with me hasn't always been an easy ride
but because of you I've learned to lose my selfish pride

'Cause I, I wanna tell you
That I'm sorry and I, I

Even when I'm not giving enough and I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all and I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me, there for me, there for me

Even when I can't be there for you
Oh, you're always there for me

Oh, no, it's love, ooh
It must be love, oh
It's gotta be real love
It's gotta be real love, real love

Even when I'm not giving enough and I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all and I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me, there for me, there for me

Even when I can't be there for you when I can't be there
Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me

this song reminds me of Jas and Cor somehow. lol! =X haha, hope i'll be able to find someone like that, always there for me even when i have my bad times and not pick a fight with me. haha. (:

nights people. (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.18.pm

少年楊家將

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: 告訴她我愛她 - 胡歌.

this song's in the soundtrack of 少年楊家將. narrating how a guy doesn't dare to confess his feelings to a girl he likes. haha.

ahh. i finish watching YANG JIA JIANG already. i had only wanted to watch the episodes i missed yesterday! i'm serious! but i don't know why i just continue watching. haha, watched from 1pm plus to 6pm. and my tummy were growling like hell liao! didn't realise i was that hungry! cos i didn't eat anything for the whole day. haha.

arghhh. damn sad sia the different scenes. i don't wanna narrate out in details what happened liao. but one thing i'm glad to say is that i don't feel emo once i stepped out of the room, after watching. normally i will! haha, i'm so glad i don't liao. hees.

hais, one thing i like to say always. 楊家的男兒，都是好男兒！haha. seriously. didn't feel that sad when i saw SILANG and SINIANG had their shoulders brushed across each other without seeing each other. good, at least i'm better liao. haha. and. the YING JING princess not pretty de lur. bleahh. she's only pretty when she smile really widely. haha.

aiights; eyes puffy, loads of double eyelids, eyes looked tired. lol, when Eils got back. she asked me like immediately, "you cried today issit?!" haha, it's that obvious la! but good la, i don't feel that sad liao. yay! i've got better. haha.

i wanna go k-ing. ):

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.08.pm

Packed Sunday.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: Because You Live - Jesse McCartney.

Lifesaving Nationals Still Water's finally overrrr! haha. not that i had a part to play in any say. but! the hard work of my team members had paid off! haha! i saw the whole lot of them practising hard and hard for their own events, though no medals were grabbed, i'm still touched and were being influenced by the efforts they put in for the competitions.

chris love, don't feel upset of disappointed with you already aiights? everybody make mistakes, and just like what i've said. we're still a young team! a very young team! haha, so medals were up for grabs next year! let's all work hard towards it aiights! we still love you very very much! :D

next week's the Open Waters Heats and Finals. and i'm not even sure if i can go cheer for them.. hais. cos i've got coaching and lifesaving.. see if i can sneak some time out.. jiayous, RP Lifesaving! :D

left before the competitions end. cos i'm suppose to go meet daddy they all at the IT Fair. haha, long story ltr. and big thanks of OZK, Andy and Peggy for keeping me company. lol,i couldn't find the way back to the previous bus-stop where Longfei, Zhengkai and i alighted. cos all the blocks look the same to me! haha.

thn OZK was there saying what .. "girls la~ you all have a poor sense of directions de la~" ended up? got a knock from me. lol, cos it's not that case lur. it's jst that when it's in the morning, i didn't pay attention ma. that's why i didn't recognise ma. haha! thn they waited until my bus's here before they go back. haha, thanks loads peeps! :D

though i made my way to the IT Fair, my final destination was the Airport. LOL. to meet Mom and Eils. haha. things were actually fine la, thn suddenly the both of them just quarrelled. and i'm being made the middleman. -.- sighhs, hope they will be able to end the cold war soon.

i didn't watch my Yang Jia Jiang yesterday! cos i'm already very tired. so i forced myself to go bathe again and off to bed liao. cos i know i will be crying very hard ytd. and the cryings will drain away my last energy. so i bo bian. go to bed. but when i come out to take something, i happened to chance upon YANG YE'S death! ): and too bad, the mind inside me asked me to stay and watched. ): i watched finished the part where he died and cried really terribly, thn quickly off to bed liao. thn when i open the door again to hear where they were at, i heard the song which is so so so mourning! the part where WULANG and LIULANG carried their bodies back .. AND I QUICKLY CLOSED THE DOOR AND SCRAMBLED BACK TO MY BED.

okay, i'm feeling better now and thus. after blogging, i'm going to watch the episodes i've missed. ):

adios. ):

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.11.pm