Lousy UT Grades! ): ): ):

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 動脈 - 飛輪海

damn damn damn! i got a C+ for my Water-Based UT2! and it's supposed to be on lifesaving! damn! oh fcuk oh fcuk oh fcuk. ): ): ): i thought i could use this UT grade to pull up my other UT grades which i had expected to be seriously lousy. how how how. it's on lifesaving leh! and i'm a lifesaver leh! how on earth did i do that?! huh?! a 12.5/20. and i got a C+. arghhhs, i had expected at least a B leh! cos i really could answer the qns... ): ): ):

die le la. this sem's GPA's really going to be real lousy alr. arghhhh. i really hate myself sometimes. ): so embarrassing! a lifesaver, got a C+ in her lifesaving UT. how nice. oh, i really think i should go recall on how i got my BM cert? damn.

ahhhh. completely not in mood already. fcukkkkkkkkkkk. and i still got school tmr. not in the mood, not in the body condition. sighhs. but good thing; tmr's Psychology. but the problem had better not be too hard. else i'll really cry. ): ):

But one thing worth rejoicing, my Psychology UT 2 had a C. but! Psychology is not my forte, so it's different. and i raised from a D+ to a C. so it's an improvement made kays. (:

Water-based UT1 .. was an E. raised from an E to a C+ .. improvement la, BUT STILL! lifesaving is my forte leh! damnnnn. ): ): ):

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 9.34.pm.

Mia Thermopolis + Michael Moscovitz = True Love Forever. :D

Current Location: Home, Room, forever.
Current Music: 安靜了 - S.H.E.

can someone please tell me how can i lay my hands on the whole series of Princess Diaries by Meg Cabot????? except for the last book; Forever Princess, which hadn't been released by the way.

the last book. ohgod. how i hope Mia would be with Michael! i mean .. they're seriously the perfect couple i've ever seen. no couple (be it fictional or non-fictional) had touched me so much before! though things do happen, i can really sense that Mia still loves Michael. and vice-versa, Michael still loves Mia. so why not get together right?

okay, reason as to why would i want to get the whole series? because i can't stop reading it. laughs, no matter which library it is. be it the Yew Tee one when i was younger, or Unity Secondary one when i was still in USS, or anywhere. i'd find myself borrowing these books in particular; Princess Diaries, Princess in Spotlight & Princess in Love. i love these three books the most and borrowed them most frequently. especially Princess in Love. 'cause why? because that's the book where Mia and Michael got together. (: at the Nondenominational Winter Dance. and hey, i typed that out with no reference to the book for spelling aiights. i got it correct on first attempt. hees.

and now when i'm in RP, i still find myself borrowing these books again! not the first time already. laughs. and again .. whenever i read the part where Michael confessed to Mia, the part where he kissed her, i'll get touched. seriously so touched that i actually teared. note: not cry but teared aiights.

i don't know why this feeling of blissfulness is so strong everytime. like .. okay. i'm thinking too much again right? bleah.

but that's the whole idea la. i don't care, but i'm seriously am dying to lay my hands on those books. can't wait for 6th Jan 09! when the last book's finally gonna be released!

can't wait! :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.16.am.

Loving Sunday 16.11.08. :D :D

Current Location: Home, still Room.
Current Music: 給我一首歌的時間 - 周杰倫.

ok, just wanna say this before i sleep, sunday was perfect! i love sunday totally, things didn't actually turn out that bad. haha. somehow i believe fate has its way of working things out. (: shall see this as one of my motivation. lol, don't know why can i be so happy about it, silly girl. (:

ok, seriously nights people! *yawns*

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.02.am.

Trekking Trip With E55E! :D :D

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 安靜了 - S.H.E.

im so darn beat! ahh! hahaha! but i still wanna blog everything out today; cos it's so so fun! :D :D went for trekking today with E55E. haha, they are really such fun peeps! love having them around, they can totally liven up the atmosphere at any moment, and i really mean it. (:

went to the Ripples Lab to actually gather and to take our stuffs. aiights, you peeps know i didn't go for lesson last week cos of my gastric right? yes. thus, i don't know how are we actually going to bring my stuffs. so i brought my laptop (i was told we were needed to bring, but arghhs .. nvm), my story book (so that i can read on the bus), my mp3 (so that i can listen to it on the bus as well), my handkerchief (for there might be a possibility that i can wipe my beads of perspiration with) and .. ok that's all.

and ended up? i brought none of those along. -.- kuku la! no laptop because, we're going to carry this 10kg of trekking bag along with us and i don't want to add on another 3kg of laptop! no! it's madness!

and also due to this big big super ultra big bag, i can't bring any of those along. ): so i only brought along my lunch (banana walnut loaf!) and my 1.5l water along. hahaha. ok.

board the bus, and oh yea. there's only 9 of us who actually turned up for lesson. Lydia, Jazlyn, Fee, Jess, Melissa, Hong Peng, Joshua, Nicholas and me. dang!

ok, went over to Nacli. had our first meeting where Jazlyn couldn't lift up the bag because of it's double load! poor girl! cos Lydia started saying she's chopsticks, for she's oh so skinny. laughs, and the rest of us were laughing our heads off hysterically!

nothing nothing nothing ..

until it's time for us to go for our trekking! woots! at first going up was really steeeeep. scarrrrry.. and i almost got a cramp in my calf la! kuku! ok. trail trail tail. until we have to do this "fix line" thing we're supposed to learn today. it's so damn tough! AND DIRTY! eeek!

i went up first, to set up the rope and all. lol, i seriously don't know where my courage came from mann! i used the trekking pole and went up this steep steep slope and i almost slipped loads of times! *hint to change new shoes! haha!

things went on quite well and all, and my team, consisting of Melissa and Hong Peng, seriously think that our's the most difficult. =.= cos not only is it steep and slippery, it's also full of obstacles! branches, leaves, twigs. blahhh! damn loads sia!

ok, after all the presentations of what ours actually is (and also after the endless scratching, yuck), we're ready to leave! wahaaha!

actually chanced upon this leaf that looks kind of like the four-leaf clover, two actually. but Mel say it's not. haha. ok nvm. and there's one thing!

once, right after i cross, we all heard Mel's scream. we all thought she fell or something. but no. it's all because a toad jumped out into her path! lol! right after i lifted my leg away! can't help but to relate back did it brush my leg, but doubt so la, cos i didn't feel anything. hees. though i like Done-Orh, but i really don't like frogs or toads. hahaah. and Mel was there, "go away! go away!" like it will really go away like that! hahaa! made Allan (our faci) having to poke it so that it would hop away. lol, funny la! classic of the day also, haha!

next was 6P thn back to RP! wooooh. everybody, and i really mean it, seriously everybody fell asleep in the bus. me too. hees. so how did i know if everybody fell asleep? cos i can notice their sleepy eyes when we alighted from the bus. hahaah!

had a really great day! thanks to Lydia and Hong Peng for being the Leaders and Assistant Leader respectively! great job, guys! :D :D

next, met Cor. want to go borrow book de, but cannot find. bleah. nvm~ i've booked it le. wahahahah!

thn meet Loo for dinner at Lot 1. was actually thinking of Subway. but i'm way too hungry. thn Loo suggested NYNY. so there i had my dinner. had better not let Daddy Mommy know, else they'll make me save my money, again. hahaha!

ok, i'm going to turn in for the day. nights people! :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.21.pm.

Weekly Reports

Current Location: Home, My Room.
Current Music: Lay All Your Love On Me - Amanda Seyfried & Dominic Cooper.

wow, it's been almost a week since i last updated. haha. so here i am~~ taadaa. =p but i think i had better put it down in point-form. LOL.

weekends; no need to say, still the same old thing. coaching, what else. sighhs. and i miss the three koala bears. ): Mervyn, Jasmine and Avis. hais sianns.

Monday.z

• had psychology module for that day.
• damn tired and totally has no mood to go do.
• but at least scrapped through the 3rd meeting and got a B. (heng ar!)

Tuesday.z

• i didn't go to school! ): ): ):
• and it's land-based somemore.
• but i've got reason.
• i'm having serious gastrics again. and mommy don't allow me to go to school, moreover it's trekking.
  
• so i'm being torn thn. but .. i still packed my bag, packed my lunches and all. and kns, my tummy still hurts when it's in the morning. ): ): ):
• actually had wanted to send an email to Allen, my land-based faci. but .. i don't think he will believe me even if i left him my mom's no.
• what can i say? he doesn't have a good impresion of me ma. bleahh to me for not attending land-based regularly. sianns.
• got better at around noon.

Wednesday.z

• went for driving.
• and as per usual, didn't really make it. sighhs.
• next proceed to Rens' place to bake that custard bar.
• i did the crust while Jas helped me finish the top part.
• went to eyebrow threading with Eils Sis at Jurong.
• met Daddy who drove us to fetch Mommy. :D
• so damn long hadn't had the fun we had in Daddy's car. hees!

and i'm really feeling so darn sorry towards Jas! ): ): made her not able to do her report. SORRY JAS DARLING! ): ): ):

Lot 1 undergo quite a transformation! (: they've got Mos Burger, they've got Famous Amos, they've got this donut thingy, and most importantly ..! THEY'VE GOT SUBWAYYYYYYY! wahahahahah! i'm so lovin' Lot 1 now! :D :D :D

Sunday's approaching soon .. and what can i do on that day? nothing but coaching coaching & more coaching .. sianns, who can i blame but myself for taking up so many classes? ... i need motivation to go to work ..

arghhs, Sunday ...

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 7.47.pm.

AWalkToRemember.

Current Location: RP, E55A.
Current Music: Only Hope - Mandy Moore.

i finished my work early today. (: Water-based's kinda easy today. but .. not sure of the outcome of the presentation. haha, shall see how it goes today. lollol.

just got back "A Walk To Remember" from Chris. (: i miss it! i still thought it was with Lins leh. haha. i started reading it the moment i got it back from Chris. lol. it's really addictive!

haha, one reason why i love it so much's because Jamie died in the end. nono, i'm not sadistic. but .. she died knowing that true love do exist in this world! just like Qin in The Rose. though she died, she knows that her true love's Jin. (:

as i'm listening to all these songs, i seriously wanna watch the movie again! ahhh. but my hardisk's at home. ): ): lazy to bring out today. nvm, shall watch it when i get home today. haha!

it's gonna be love,

it's gonna be great,

it's gonna be more than i can take.

it's gonna be free,

it's gonna be real,

it's gonna change everything i feel.

it's gonna be sad,

it's gonna be true,

it's gonna be you're the one to do

it's gonna be hard,

it's gonna be tough,

it's gonna be more than just enough.

it's gonna be love.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.28.pm.

imnotgoingtoschooltmr.

Current Location: Home, My Room.
Current Music: 月光手札 - S.H.E.

goddamnit. i'm feeling so sick. not because of that matter girls. but it's my tummy. ): ): hadn't been feeling good the whole day. except for that psychology therapy i've given myself when i'm setting out for my driving. kanasai. i want to push all those painful thoughts away but i just can't! cos it's simply too painful. kanasai again. ):

wanted to study for my UT also can't. another kanasai. so .. bottom line is, i'm not going to school tmr. ): ): cos i scared i'll find i'll find myself rushing for the toilet agn. kept feeling nauseous. and the UT. i'm not even prepared. again another kanasai. ):

so .. Cor, if you were wondering why i didn't go to school. i think you'll know now right? and that is if you read. haha. byeee. see you on fri instead.

ciaos.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.24.pm.

Eventful Wednesday~

Current Location: Home, My Room.
Current Music: 天亮了 - S.H.E.

i'm not feeling well! ): ): idiot. i had driving early in the morning leh. and turn out? i had severe stomachache. ): it feels like having a diarrhoea, but i can't. and i feel like vomiting. but nothing come out! thn i can't see clearly. ohmygod. i don't even know what's happening to me!

staggering etc. and i really have every mind not to go for my driving la. cos i scared i can't make my way there safely. ): but thn, after 3o mins of rest i felt much better la. and thus quickly rush out of home. cos i'm late!

and my mp3 broke down. ): stupid bf, leave me at a lurch. (lol, i called my mp3 mr. bf cos it acc me everywhere i go. haha! now i'm officially "single"!) so what did i do? i took out my book and read. =.=

lol, but really la. recently bought "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus". it's a really nice book! very addictive also. i read from Yew Tee to Ang Mo Kio, and read from the stop i boarded to the stop i alighted. haha! it's really nice! shall blog about it when i have the time. (:

today's driving lesson's smooth! my car only stalled for one time! yay! got improvement! and i drove out to the main road too! ohmytiannn. but glad that it's still alright la. haha.

bused back reading the same old book (lol). and i'm on my way to wash out some pictures. haha, i wanted to put Kgang's group picture into my wallet! haha. so i go to AMK Hub in search of some stores.

and then.. i saw Sok Hiang! haha. my secondary sch fren. she's a cute fren of mine when i was in sec sch. (: forever smiling and happy. haha. chatted with her for awhile thn she need to leave liao. hahaha. nice chat with you Sok Hiang! haha, the last time i saw her was in 2006. when Fahrenheit came to Singapore, at IMM. she's there for them, i'm there for my clothes. laughs, and she's still the same old girl. hahaha.

while waiting for the pictures, i'm thirsty ma. so go and buy Bubble Tea lur. kuku nathan. due to my lack of strength (my tummy pain), i used all my strength to poke a hole. but alas! the hand holding the cup got no strength to support and PAHHHH. ): ): it dropped to the ground. i hadn't even drank a sip lur!! waste my 1.50$. ): ): and i'm still thirsty lur. but no money liao. kuku!

trained back while it's raining. but this time round i played my PSP. hahaha. alright. and sweety Eils Sis texted me to tell her if i need a brolly! hees. love you sis!

when i reached the bus-stop, i'm waiting for Eils Sis ma. thn there's this auntie really kind! she thought i'm waiting for the rain to stop and offered me her brolly! hees, thanks auntie! there's still kind souls on this Earth!

took my rest when back home. and sheesh did i realise that i really needed that rest. aiights, i hafta go eat my dinner alr. Kris Cousin cooked spaghetti! and it smelt SUPERB. wahahahaha!

after that have to go study for my UTs liao. jiayous!

ciaoz.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 6.40.pm.

Cohabit!

Current Location: RP, E55E.
Current Music: 沿海公路的出口 - S.H.E.

■恭喜江家袁家同居！！■

eh no.

■恭喜吳家謝家同居！！■

hees! yep yep yep. Kris Cousin finally moved into our place. laughs. had actually wanna blog about this like on the day itself. but cos of coaching, i had to leave it to nowww. but still, better thn never. haha!

cos of twisted of events, our favourite cousins moved into our place. now i won't have to worry about going back to a home with nobody in it. cos it will be full of people! haha! and things really changes with an additional of three sisters. (: it really feels like having three more sisters. though they are really my nieces. lol, Nerin (15) Elaine (13) and Joelin (9).

imagine! such young ages. im seriously facing some generation gap here. cos .. we played block-catching yesterday! hahaha! they had actually wanted me to play on Sunday. but due to my fatigue from coaching, i was being spared.

thn when they wanted to play again ytd, i gave in. laughs. cos i hadn't really played them ever since they moved in. so .. haha. and the game turned out to be quite fun! it's a game that requires the usage of your IQ la. haha.

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land-based today. but my usual faci's not here today. absent. tham replaced him. =\ he used to be my worst nightmare. but thn .. he seems quite fine and fun today. lol. and today's problem's being easy on me. so it's like alright. haha. aiights. have to get back to doing my presentations alr.

ciaos.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.52.am.

Give Me A Break Mannz!

Current Location: Home, My Room.
Current Music: -

ahhh. i don't know how and why am i still here blogging instead of crawling to my bed to sleep. perhaps it's because the date of the latest entry calls out to me that it wanted another successor. alright alright, i know i'm being lame here.

but ohmygod. i'm really so damn tired! ): ): i jst finish revising my UT2 for Sports & Psychology. yes, you didn't see the wrong thing. i am revising. i don't wanna flunk UTs anymore. i've got pretty good daily grades. if i were to get better grades for my UTs, i believe my GPA got hope de lur. so no matter what, i must persevere on. ahhh!

and jst when i've set my mind to going to lessons everyday, i saw the lesson venue for land-based. and fyi, i hate land-based the most. take my word for that. i really seriously genuinely hated it to the core mannz. arghh. why give us a classroom when we're not going to use it other than two pathetic lessons?! and somemore still got some lessons requires us to go out of RP! ahh kill me mannz. im not that much of a land-based fannz mannz. trust me on that. eeeek. i don't like i don't like i don't like.

but nevertheless! i'm still definitely going to sch. period. cos of my grades! stupid! eeeek. and because of my grades i gave up my exercise tmr kays. going for the extra lessons. hais, hope will be able to help me abit. abit ar. (emphasize on the abit.) cos i don't even know where i don't know! how?! jialat la. ): ): ):

suan liao. shall see how it goes tmr. tomorrow will be a better day..! ok, i don't sound convincing even to myself. bleah. nights. ):

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.34.am.