I Lied.

Current Location: RP ; W16M.

Current Music: 迷路兵 – 我为什么还爱你

i lied.
i lied to longfei ytd.

whn i told him i felt nothing whn i saw the pictures
they took together at her friendster profile.

sighs, yvonne ar, why is it so hard for you to face up
to your feelings?
why cant you jst say tht, 'yes, im feeling very terrible,
so terrible tht i find it hard to breathe?'

and all these jst proved me wrong. (: i really have
been thinking too much. (: all those confusions he
had, all the troubles he had, must have been caused
by the competition.

if not she wont have posted the pic alr. hahas. and the
pic must have been taken recently. cause his hair looked
short enough. (:

this blissful smile on her face. (: it seems so sweet so
.. so protected. keep tht smile on her face, dude. i know
you can and will do jst tht. (:

first time in these few months. im really seriously thinking
of giving up. ytd while we were packing for the biathlon stuffs,
whn im done with my stuffs and he had not, i really had this
thought. not jst a thought came flashing by. but a thought here
to stay.

should i give up on you? im really tired and worn out from all
these. does me carrying on will allow you to see me? to see
the love care and concern ive given you?

im not sure. i dont know. will this continuation of waiting bear
fruit? for once i hope someone really wise would answer me..