Yvonne Jiayous!

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thanks rens. really. thanks you loads loads. if not for you today, i really
dont know what i would do. i guess i would jst bottle them up inside me.
and 'collect' more of it agn. thn one day i would jst explode.

hah, and tht's what happened today. i jst lose it. under the issues of
friendships problems, daddy going to germany for 2 months, me
couldnt catch up with my science modules of chemistry. i jst lose it
today.

in front of corliss. i'm sorry. but i couldnt control it. i really couldnt.
the tears jst came flowing down like the raindrops which i couldnt
stop. he came running over asking how was i. he too. i was shocked.
i really am. but i couldnt trust myself to answer them. i couldnt
trust my voice. i'm sorry people, i'm really sorry.

felt worse when i was walking outta school. decide to give rens a call.
since she's the nearest. well, i'm right on. (: she jst got released from
school too. (: i met up with her and i did it agn.

on the train. when there were jst the 2 of us. rens had actually told me
to stop crying. but decided to do likewise. cause she say it's better to
vent it all out. (: thanks darling. (:

i rmbr someone consoling me, saying that i'm a strong girl. so buck
up. hah, but am i? am i really a strong girl? or do i jst seems strong on
the outside but cracky on the inside?

nahh, i dont wanna be that. i wanna be strong on both the outside and
the inside. and i believe i can do it. (:

after tmr. settle everything tmr once and for all. and i'll be back to my
bubbly self 2 months back. hahas!

thanks darling, thanks rens darling! (: for being there when i needed
you. you gave me the best support i could ever wish for. (: i really thank
god for bringing you girls to me. i really am. (: though i've been teasing
you and bullying you, you knew all along that i love you loads loads
ryte? (: well if you dont, i'll tell you now. I LOVE YOU! (: *muacks*

thanks to jas darling too. i know you'll blame me for saying thanks again.
but i dont know what else could i say. though i didnt meet up with you
today, your support you gave over msn got transferred over. (: i love
you much much too girl! jiayous for your exams! stop singing le! for
now! hahas. we'll sing agn tgt! hahas. I LOVE YOU! (: *muacks*

nahh, dedicated to you girls ;

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姐妹
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老婆
老婆
我们一起打沟沟
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and thanks to longfei mommy. (: hahas. thanks for your endless
support and consoles. i know you've sacrifices your sleeping time
by consoling me. hahas! i couldnt thank you enough for being beside
me when i'm feeling down. (:

yvonne will be well agn! yea! (: