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blahh. stupid, i find myself really very contradicting leh.
hmm. aiights, let's see the examples.
#1
i like to be those sporty sporty type of girls. loves the outdoors
and everything. and yet, when people say im those outdoor
kinda girls not in the least demure, i would get upset. not in those
angry kinda upset. but those sad kinda upset. like, a girl not being
demure? sounds demoralising ryte?
#2
i dont like guys who are MCP. (Male Chauvinist Pig). but yet, i
prefer guys who have a stand of their own. decisive and yet not
overbearing. can this be considered contradicting too?
#3
him. urghs. i would wanna see him all the time. and yet, whn i
saw him, i would appear to be really cool and not talk a single
word to him. like, saying things opposite of what i really meant.
whn he said he wanna take a pic with me, inside my heart was,
OS-ing, "yes!" but verbally im saying, "who wanna take a pic with
you ar." -.- idiot ryte! urghs.
i think i really need to change this habit of mine. this bad habit
of retorting whatever people comment about me. the good
comments. (: lol. this reminds me of the time at the mass swim,
he said tht i looked and feel cool, like the catwoman. lol, and i
was like, "what?" thn marvin say i would definitely retort back to
any comment tht was made to me. and he gave me this o.O look.
urghs, i felt like such an idiot! is this what a girl would do anot?
i doubt so ba. not in the least cute or feminine lor.
blahh~! what should i do..
*faints*
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