Nightmares?

Current Location: RP Library.
Current Music: S.H.E. - 一起开始的旅程

the time now on my notebook is 8.46am. and here i am in
the library? why? laughs. reason being i dont feel like going
for lessons today. i jst feel so sianns. jst feel so .. jaded. (tze,
i've used the correct term here ryte?)

i've woke up 2 mornings consecutively smiling and breaking
it into a frown again. sighhs. can people control what they
dream? please please please? it's like so sianns can? i dont
wanna dream of him. inside those dreams of mine, i clearly
know tht things now had already happened. and yet in there,
he can be liked nothing had happened. and things between
us are ..

o'heaven! is this the way of you wanting to give me some
comfort in there? is this the way of you wanting to let me
feel the warmth again? if it's tht so. please please, a million
please, stop tht aiights?


im practically in a torture! i know she'll feel uncomfortable
upon reading this. but im sorry, girl. i needa vent it out before
it jst explodes within me. and i need advices. thus i blogged
it here instead of my private blog.


i need advices, people! what should i do? at the rate im
going, i really fear i dont dare to sleep le la.


rarrs.