Over, Once And For All?

Current Location: RP, E36P.
Current Music: S.H.E. - 你最近还好吗

was clearing some mails in my sch email's inbox.
del del del all the way down. and i saw the email
he first sent.

Aquatic Trials.

hahas, the date was 25th April 2007. and the
date now, 6th December 2007. laughs, time's
really amazing, eh? recalling back, it seems
like it's only yesterday when we first met.

and up till now, so much things had happened.
i've met close frens, improved my swimming
techniques, gotten my Lifesaving 1,2,3 and on
to getting my BM, knowing him, getting over
him. load of things had happened.

and yet, it jst seems like yesterday.

i guess the feeling i has for him now turned
neutral alr. tzee had said, i've not gotten
over him. i admit. it's not so fast for me to
get over, i guess.

but. the feeling is different alr.
definitely different.

it's jst like..
yes, the memories can never be erased.
and i wont them to be erased. else, how
am i able to have the inspirations for my
story? lol.

aiights, tht's not the main point.

but what im trying to say is tht, yes.
the feelings i have for him. it's no longer
like someone special alr. i'll still feel
sad. but.

yea, he's no longer tht someone special
alr. jst like a fren.

the feelings the memories gave me,
yea. jst like a fren.

jst like what you've said, girl. (:
you do understand me as well.

hahas. after typing all these out,
the big big stones inside my heart
jst got *phoosh* thrown away.

far far away.

hahas, i dont know how long this
feeling will stay. for it might be
like my previous posts saying,

"yea i've given up and all,"

and top up with another post saying,

"ohgod, im feeling so terrible now,"

hahas, i dont know how long this
feeling will stay la. but i hope it's
for real this time.

hahas.