Jst Get Outta My Life.

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i'm feeling so damn damn damn pissed off now!
grr. all these issues regarding "*****" are making
me so damn fcuked up.

i'm sorry that i used vulgarities. but i'm really
feeling this way. Kgang had actually appeased
my feelings towards this issues and seriously
speaking, i no longer feel affected by him anymore.

no matter what he do, no matter what he say,
i'm aint gonna care any longer. since he wanna
make things turn out this way, there's pratically
nothing i can salvage.

jas's right. if he wanna continue to do this, why
else should i care? i'm aint the one who want
things to turn out this way. i've tried salvaging,
but he's practically refusing.

blahhs. and what made me feel angry now?
cos of eils. my sister. roars.

he had been sending me offline messages i dont
know how to reply and all. eils was using my com
jst now when he sent it.

she asked if i replied. "no" was the answer. i dont
know. i really dont know what to reply. and guess
what was her reaction?

she jst threw me this "tsktsk".
damn. she's my sister! why cant she understand
the dilemma i'm facing? why cant she jst console
me and try to make things see in this point of view
instead of standing on his side?

she doesnt know what's going on in the first
place and there she is pitying him for not being
replied by me.

he's the one who's responsible for the plight
of our friendship. he's the one who wanna
topple this balance. he's the one refusing my
initial hopes of regaining back our friendship.

and now things turned out like that it seems
like my fault? this is so not fair!

grrr.. my mood is so damn low now la.
someone whom i share all my secrets
with jst treated me like..

fcuk. feel like shooting some hoops.
but it aint thursday tmr..