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she's feeling moodless. moodless to do anything. moodless to think about anything. she repeated her mistake again. couldnt she learn her lesson at all? how many times were you taught that it couldnt be trust? how many times were you hurt in the process of getting it? when will you ever learn?
siannsation thoughout these days. the times when she laughed? she's only trying to pull it off. laughed so hard at the dinner table jst now tht she could actually felt tears. were they really tears of reminising the childhood? or were they jst tears? reminising childhood? blah, an excuse for her tears to drop freely.
she learnt her lesson now. for she knew, at this point of time, there wouldnt be someone new barging in again. 'cause it's the hols. she can recuperate on her own now. without the help of relieving one pain from another. this time round, she's almost 100% certain she will learn. learn not to trust it over and over again. stupidly.
her regret in life? she shouldnt have joined lifesaving.
but.
it's because of lifesaving that she learnt so much. it's because of lifesaving she get to know so many good frens. aiights, joining lifesaving shant be the regret that started all these. it's her. her mind who has been thinking so much.
down to the root. she should have skipped the trip to mac tht time. else..
4 comments:
when we faced obstacles, we learnt upon it, right?
maybe you did not learn it right the other time and now, here is a chance for you to learn it once again without you falling down so hard.
i believe you can/will/must get through all these shits. i am going thru shits. although its a different kind of shit as yours but still, i'm positive enough to let go!
in fact, yours are minor lil obstacles for now. i really hope you will learn for what happened. cheerie! like what the others told me, its not the end of the world, there is still a turning point waiting patiently for you to discover and be strong!
always with you,
sis.
your tht kinda shit, i went through it before already. hahas, and i'm sure you'll definitely get over it. (: jiayous! (:
perhaps you're right. i didnt learn it right the other time. relieve one pain using another one to come in future.
i shant do it again this time. minor lil obstacles? perhaps. but to me, it's enough to send me to hell once again.
the fear of facing it again. i almost couldnt take it.
thanks, once again. (:
sorry girl that i am not here this period of time.
do cheer up ok?
loves.
cor
it's okie la. i'm already almost quite over it. hahas. thanks sweetie. (:
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