Nobody cares.

Current Location: Home.
Current Music: 傻瓜 - 溫嵐.

i dont know how much longer can i hold on. it's like, i'm the only one who's concern about this whole thing. why cant you two too be concern? i dont know if i'm at fault too. but i guess i was. i shouldnt have hollered at him. but one thing i'm sure.

i'm a lifesaver, not a lifebuoy. i'm not someone whom you peeps thought will always be there whenever you peeps need me. and when you all dont, discard me away. i dont like tht feeling. i dont like the feeling of being betrayed.

yes you may say tht i'm being petty by remembering what happened when we were young and all. but i'm sorry, i jst couldnt forget it. it had been marked onto me like a terrifying memory. you two might not know it, but it's really painful for me to remember as much as i want to forget.

had plans out for tmr and sunday. plans to be alone without them.

hadnt talked to them for more than 24 hours. and i dont miss it at all.