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i'm really feeling damn low damn down now. godd, yes i do know the reason why. and i think it's a really stupid stupid to the max reason.
it's all because of the ending of 少年楊家將!! ):
yes i know in the end, all the males died in the family leaving their wives and mom and sister behind. but! what pained me most was the part where 四郎 actually married the enemy's princess in the end!
it's all because of the princess. yes i know it's out of good will that she saved him from the poison. but that medicine would make him lose his memory! don't you know that he has a wife waiting for him back at home??! if you had asked him to make a choice, he would definitely choose to die and still be faithful to his wife instead of being alive, lossing his memory and forgetting about his dearest wife and betraying her at that!
and now that he's still alive and well and a prince consort, his wife would be there giving them their best blessings. sighhs. that's how nice of a girl she is.
everytime i got reminded of this part, i would feel so damn low that tears would actually crowd at the rim of my eyes whenever i imagined the scene.
forget it, hadn't i just saw the part whereby 四郎 confessed to 羅氏女. it's really sweet sweet sweet and i rewinded and watched again loads of times. they too got married right? (: if 四郎 hadn't lost his memory, he's sure to come back to look for 羅氏女 de. cos they really went through alot together. (:
nahh, shall get my spirits up. that scene is in the future, so enjoy it now. hahahaha! what's most important's that 四郎 really loved 羅氏女. so what if the princess really had him in real for life? that's because 四郎 lost his memory. if he were to regain his memory, see who would he choose. hah!
aiights. enjoy the present and don't worry about the future. (: at most when that scene came up, i'll cry again till my eyes are swollen the next day. (:
She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.10.pm
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