Current Music: One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks.
okay. damn sianns for Sunday's coaching. i'm like totally moodless leh. whenever i thought about Saturday i'm like T.T again. thn on my way to the toilet to change, i re-read Tze's message and my tears wanna flow out liao. but then Zhi Wang came over and talked to me about the Mass Swim thingy so i immediately "retrieve" back my tears.
sianns throughout my coaching leh. when bathing, i just broke down again. -.- i know. but i think .. i'm really disappointed. i expected some cute cute thingy from them, like last year's hand-made photo frame, still on my desk. (:
this one. sweet right! yea lur. so nice and yet the celebration, though they kept emphasizing it's a gathering. no pressie! no greetings! i felt so sianns that after bath, after eating i felt such siannness that i went over to the McDonald's alone. didn't tell anyone at all. i wanted to call Kgang. but thought that i would cry, so brushed the idea off.
when i'm feeling better, i went back to Fairway. thn crapped with Brenda. i even taught her maths! lol. thn i wanted to call Rens. i decided to give her a call asking did i do something wrong etc. cos the reason why we would go so far is because we speak out whatever's on our mind which is troubling us. but i got no time to do that! cos Zhi Wang kept talking to me about the lifesaving thingy. thn after that it's time for coaching liao. -.- siannns.
after the second hour, Wei De say got Safety Talk and i'm like, orhhs. he talked about kids shouldn't be facing their instructor's back and all cos it would be dangerous. thn he suddenly call me out. and i'm like O.O HUH. i thought what happened to either one of my kids. thn i go out there, and Wei De just went, "Tmr's Yvonne Jie Jie's birthday!" something like that. thn Uncle Ronald appeared with a cake. i'm so STUNNED la! i thought they never knew leh! Wei De got say last week (or last last week) that my birthday's arriving hor. but given his memory, i thought he would forget de luh! but ended up he rmbr. but is because Zhi Wang reminded him la. hahaha.
after blowing the candle, Wei De immediately grabbed my right arm and pushed me towards the pool wanting to throw me in! of course i struggled la! and immediately squat down. thn Qi Xuan grabbed my left arm. damnnnn. lol, so i held steadfast to the ground with my feet. but! Zhi Wang came and grabbed my legs. jialat le lor, no support le lur and poof! i kenna threw into the water. =.= hahaha. but it's kinda great fun la. :D
and i think i struggled too much lur, cos my arms still ached up till now. ): dinner with the Torpedians, namely Zhi Wang, Brenda, Sabrina, Qi Xuan, Kar Han. and they got me this t-shirt. thanks people! (:
back home i'm in a light spirit. but when the time strikes twelve and i only received Rens' birthday message and none from Jas Loo Tze and Lins, i just go ... again. and i rant to Eils again. asking her if i did anything wrong or whatsoever. teared again. blahh.
Monday.z ; 22nd September 2008.
went to school feeling quite sianns. and Cor BGF's not there! i even more sianns. thn she texted me saying she high fever, that's why her mom don't let her go to school.
go to class, have lab, and even went outdoors to pitch tents and basha. woah. the weather's seriously freaking hot la! heng i not wearing the dress Eils encouraged me to wear lur. if not it'll be like,"had better skip lesson," i initially actually have that mindset leh. but didn't. and heng that i didn't ar!
but wait before that i tried to go gek Tze but failed. ): in my msn i put my thanks towards the Torpedians for helping me celebrate my birthday. wanna anger her into saying "happy birthday" to me. i only wanted a "happy birthday" from herrr! and she didn't even knew. i kept changing wanting her to know leh! but she didn't fall for it! ): ): ): dumb plan of mine i know.
anyway~ i went down to go meet Long Fei and Andy for my lunch. saw Rachel and walked over with her as well. ended up i saw the whole gin gang there. i'm like O.O wide-eyed.
Chris came over and BGF APPEARED WITH A CAKE!! she got come to school! and her bf too! hahaha! and they sang the birthday song, made me pick out all the candles with my mouth etc. lol, and Jin keep attempting to push my head down so that my face will get smeared with cake. but she only got my chin. lol.
but Long Fei and Marvin each smeared my cheeks with cream! and i'm like, "if i got pimples the next day you two are so dead!" hahaha! but i'm really shocked and stunned and surprised la. hees!
thanks to Cor BGF & her BF, Chris love, Wei Si Lil Sis, Rachel, Jin, Adelyn, Long Fei, Marvin, Yong Kai, Andy, Jeremy, OZK, Johann and Zhi Wang! :D
and i got a presend from BGF and Peggy. pictures up later. (: okay, left with one last post. haha! i'm still feeling very energetic! :D
She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.14.am.
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