Clouds of setbacks overwhelmed the sky

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 恆心 - 飛輪海.

Today is a super super super lousy day for me. ): I had never had such heavy setback feelings in one day! Never!

Okay first day of school today right? Nice. No, I'm not late. But when I reached class, Sasi said that I've fatten up! ): ): ): That he can see my tummy! Ahhh! Then during breakout, Khairu said that I've really fatten up liao! ): ): ):

It's super depressing for me man. I had been running my nights out, and I've been controlling my diet. So this is what I get? Hmph, if you think this will get me down, i'm telling you. It's not! I'm going to continue my runnings. This amount of running not enough right? Then I'll increase the dosage. More times per week, that's the plan.

Okay, next setback feelings. I didn't get posted to overseas for my attachment. I had wanted to get posted to Taiwan. But... I guess I should had known better. Who am I competing with? People like Clyde, Suat Ting, Jess... They are supposed to be the P-R-Os in our course. And I think I had a chance to get posted to Taiwan for attachment? No way man. 'Cause if I did, I would have received an email asking me to go for some interview thing scheduled this Wednesday. But no. I didn't receive any mail. So what does that mean? It means that I've got posted to somewhere local. Maybe even got posted to RP ALC. Hah! So much for pinning too much hopes on it.

I've thought it through, but I hadn't got over it. So am still feeling sad about this whole thing. I had even come to terms to being attached to RP ALC. Sighs, as much as I hated it. There's really nothing I can do, right? No pay no pay lur. At least I won't have to quit my job at Torpedo for this attachment thing. At least I'll still have my pay from Torpedo if I don't have any pay from my attachment. Guess I'll just have to scrimp and save more for my trip to Taiwan and revamping of room.

Ahhhhhhhhhh. Seriously am feeling this sianness to the max 'know! ): ): ): Aiights, going to hop to bed already. Having Sports Psychology tomorrow. Ciaos.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.50.am.