boring > scary ):

boring boring boring
boring boring boring

omg life is so boring now! thank god i'm gng to amk hub ltr with linsgf to buy rensgf's 21st. heh. else i can set a record of not stepping out of my house for like 2 days? grrr.

doing camps this coming thursday and friday, and the whole of next week. sheesh. sounds tiring! but! better than not having anything to do. (:

and i bought the camping bag! heheheh now my shoulder won't hurt so muchhh HEHE

after next week, i think i wanna do more camps from camp challenge or innotrek. (: chiong more camps, earn more money and save up.

i really should learn how to save up already. for the rainy days. i'm turning 21 this year. 21 alr. and i'm penniless. how shameful is that. ):

yesterday i had to borrow money from mom/dad to buy the present for rensgf. =\ i dont know why, i feel really guilty about that. though it's about borrowing, and i'll return, i still feel that; asking money from your parents at the age of 20 is like a big nono.

so! after i got the money from the camps, i'll save it up. heh, probably put it with mom. so that i won't spend it away.

and get a decent job. ): the moment i've feared so long is finally going to be here. get a decent job for a year and apply for uni again next year. doubt i'll be able to make it to local uni.

give up my dreams? ): ):