Pictures! :D

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: I Have A Dream - Amanda Seyfield.

i've got the whole soundtrack of Mamma Mia! haha, and it's so damn nice! (: hees. some of my faves would be Honey Honey, which i kept singing. lol, Dancing Queen, Mamma Mia, Lay All Your Love On Me, Voulez-Vous and SOS. haha. damn nice! :D

aiights, this post is going to be on the picstures aiights? haha. since i've promised Cor. haha, here goes:

20th September 2008.


squeezing into the camera.

look at how the gang do their thing!

well, we have our innocent times too!

and bear hug times!

i finally had my chance in doing this! :D

22nd September 2008.


my beloved girls always;

missing daddy!

my always there lifesaving team-mates;

love of my life;

kgang kgang kgang, cheers!

im ain't the shortest aiights! Sean Bro pressed my head downnn.

hees, the pics are about here already. haha, still got some la. but .. blogger is too laggy! haha, so bo bian le. haha. aiights, i think i'm going to sleep already. had quite a long day. though i didn't attend class. lol.

nights people! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.23.am.

19th Birthday Part 3 ♥ Kgang & Lifesaving!

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: Till The End / 老婆 - S.H.E.

okay last post of the night! hahaha! after school, meet Jas at CWP. cos this silly girl say what only CWP have B&Js. so i go along with her lur. she even wanted to come to RP. but! she has no sense of directions! so i say i meet her at CWP instead. LOL. supposingly meet 5.30pm. thn she say she'll be late. so 6.00pm. still early what. so i go roam around. and i saw Chris Jin and Rachel! haha. actually wanna go shop around with them de. but i wanna go see my CD shops and i doubt they'll wanna go. so off i go~

thn 6.00pm liao, Jas still not here. so i went to MOS and sat down to have my drinks and fries. for i hadn't had anything filling for the whole day! pitched tents and basha, thn meet the lifesavers for the birthday cake thingy, didn't have a meal ma.

waited until 6.30pm i'm like, sianns. so i gave Jas a call and she said she's taking the MRT liao. so i'm like, huh, okay lur byebye. she kept apologizing but i'm sadded to the max so i just kept byebye. abit lol now la. thn when she reached. we talked abit. and i jst tell her.

i asked her if i did something wrong. the same old thing la. and i ... again. now come to think of it, my tears really flow non-stop leh. kuku. thn Jas's flustered liao. thn she calmed me down and said,"what if i tell you now that we've prepared a birthday surprise part 2 for you?" and she threw me the dress i bought and my heels.

must be EIls liao. hahaha. i should have known lur. haha, who else right? thn i told Jas i don't wanna change.

cos i told her that i'm still crying when the clock strikes 12am because of them. their sabotage really succeed liao. thn we kind of played a tug-war and i gave in. cos i wanna see what kind of a surprise i would get. so i got changed and Jas walked me to the taxi stand and i'm like, "where are we going?"

got into the taxi, Jas won't even let me hear where we're going! she took out her mp3, plucked it into my ears and BLASTED IT. and she even got a scarf! and blindfold me. travelled for awhile and for a second i thought we're going to RP. =.= i know. LOL. got out of the taxi, and i felt flashes.

they had me blindfolded, so i can't see where i'm going. Jas told me to hold her for support. and at that point of time, i didn't feel it like Loo that it's feeling like roller coaster. instead, i felt dizziness. and i'm like, i don't trust where i'm going. but Jas's words reassured me. (: and i thought of an analogy.

in life, there are times when we don't know who to trust. and that's when you girls came in. into my world of black and white. (: i know that i can really trust you girls. and i'm sorry that i felt sad over Saturday's matter. blame it all on my insecureness. and no worries, they were no longer there. (:

okay back to where i stopped. i went in, and they took off the scarf and i saw Mommy Eils and Sean sitting there! ohmygod la! and i immediately broke down again. jialat, like tap like that cannot stop. cos i'm touched enough that i actually have Kgang and my family celebrating my birthday with me together! i'm really pleased enough le! but the surprise didn't stop here! jst when i was still crying, i heard Zhi Wang's voice.

you all know de la, his voice is super loud de. boomed through the whole room came the birthday song and i immediately damn paiseh la! cos i'm wearing a DRESS! i've never wore a dress infront of them before! eeek! i was like damn paisehhhhh! sheesh, can you all imagine?!

after all the crying and cheering. they made me sing two songs. but because of my voice, i'm still not in a good condition. hais. i sang 老婆, specially for Kgang. and thn Chris asked me to sing another song, the song from my nick; Tiamo. woah. damn high ar they all. esp Rachel and Jin. LOL.

we ate, and we played alot of things. had debrief somemore. haha. the reading of the balloon wishes session, the cake-cutting session. watching the Nanny Daddy and the dare. before the dare part. the watching part of Nanny Daddy with the lifesavers reminded me of the times we shared at the chalet! THE HUANG JIN LU, RMBR?! hahaha, all of us were tv freakos. hees. thn when it's the preview part, all of us cramped in front of the telly. cute right! lol!

the dare for me to do in order to get my baby. LOL. and know what anot! they made me dance "That Thing You Do" we did in chalet! walao eh! that one damn classic leh! and i pulled Tze in. haha! my perfect partner. LOL. after the dance they made me dance alone. -.-

it's either "That Thing You Do" or the "Pump It". which one do you think i would choose? LOL.

and Tze! i just realised that we missed out one part in the "That Thing You Do"! hahaha.

open up the present and OHMYFREAKINGOD. know what i got? i got a PSP from them! and it's Mint Green in colour! my favourite green! :D haha, thanks loads loads peeps. i know i keep thanking you all these few days. but .. other than thank you i really don't know what else to say le. a PSP leh. damn ex de leh. sorry to let you all splurge le. =| and they even charged it, and put games in for me liao. :D though previously i've got a hint from someone that i'd get a PSP, but i still dare not believe. cos it's like SO EXPENSIVE. IMPOSSIBLE. but you girls had made impossible into possible. (: (: (:

thn after my beloved lifesavers left, Kgang carried on to PARTYYYYYYYYYYY! hahaha! we sang and sang and sang. and our moms sang too! LOL! cute lur! but the happy times ended really fast. ):

went home with the rest of Kgang, and they gave me their comments hahahaha.

thanks girls, nobody can replace you all liao. seriously nobody could. (: you girls have got my heart and no worries! definitely no insecureness! :D

and my beloved lifesavers! i jst can't believe how well you all can act 'know! i jst simply can't believe you all can keep it under wraps for ONE MONTH! i thought maybe round 1 week would be the maximum! LOL.

but nevertheless, still loads of thanks to:

Family Loves; Mommy, Eils Sis, Sean Bro
Kgang Loves; Rens, Lins, Loo, Tze & Jas (in terms of our seniority here, no favouritism. (: )
Lifesaving Loves; Chris, Cor, Long Fei, Marvin, Yi Kai, Wei Si, Yong Kai, Zhi Wang, Rachel, Jin, Andy, Jeremy, OZK, Johann, Peggy & Yi Hui

for the PSP. thanks to all of you!! :D

and even more truckloads of thanks to

Family Loves; Mommy, Eils Sis, Sean Bro, Nerin Niece
Kgang Loves; Jas, Tze, Loo, Lins & Rens (another way round this time round. :D )
Lifesaving Loves; Chris, Long Fei, Marvin, Yi Kai, Wei Si, Yong Kai, Zhi Wang, Rachel, Jin

for turning up to surprise me!! i love all of youuu loads loads! not because of the PSP. but for the whole surprise thing! :D

aiights, i have to go sleep liao. FINALLY DONE. BUT I'M FEELING VERY ENERGETIC. hahaha! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.23.am.

19th Birthday Part 2 ♥ LIfesaving & Torpedians.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks.

okay. damn sianns for Sunday's coaching. i'm like totally moodless leh. whenever i thought about Saturday i'm like T.T again. thn on my way to the toilet to change, i re-read Tze's message and my tears wanna flow out liao. but then Zhi Wang came over and talked to me about the Mass Swim thingy so i immediately "retrieve" back my tears.

sianns throughout my coaching leh. when bathing, i just broke down again. -.- i know. but i think .. i'm really disappointed. i expected some cute cute thingy from them, like last year's hand-made photo frame, still on my desk. (:

this one. sweet right! yea lur. so nice and yet the celebration, though they kept emphasizing it's a gathering. no pressie! no greetings! i felt so sianns that after bath, after eating i felt such siannness that i went over to the McDonald's alone. didn't tell anyone at all. i wanted to call Kgang. but thought that i would cry, so brushed the idea off.

when i'm feeling better, i went back to Fairway. thn crapped with Brenda. i even taught her maths! lol. thn i wanted to call Rens. i decided to give her a call asking did i do something wrong etc. cos the reason why we would go so far is because we speak out whatever's on our mind which is troubling us. but i got no time to do that! cos Zhi Wang kept talking to me about the lifesaving thingy. thn after that it's time for coaching liao. -.- siannns.

after the second hour, Wei De say got Safety Talk and i'm like, orhhs. he talked about kids shouldn't be facing their instructor's back and all cos it would be dangerous. thn he suddenly call me out. and i'm like O.O HUH. i thought what happened to either one of my kids. thn i go out there, and Wei De just went, "Tmr's Yvonne Jie Jie's birthday!" something like that. thn Uncle Ronald appeared with a cake. i'm so STUNNED la! i thought they never knew leh! Wei De got say last week (or last last week) that my birthday's arriving hor. but given his memory, i thought he would forget de luh! but ended up he rmbr. but is because Zhi Wang reminded him la. hahaha.

after blowing the candle, Wei De immediately grabbed my right arm and pushed me towards the pool wanting to throw me in! of course i struggled la! and immediately squat down. thn Qi Xuan grabbed my left arm. damnnnn. lol, so i held steadfast to the ground with my feet. but! Zhi Wang came and grabbed my legs. jialat le lor, no support le lur and poof! i kenna threw into the water. =.= hahaha. but it's kinda great fun la. :D

and i think i struggled too much lur, cos my arms still ached up till now. ): dinner with the Torpedians, namely Zhi Wang, Brenda, Sabrina, Qi Xuan, Kar Han. and they got me this t-shirt. thanks people! (:

back home i'm in a light spirit. but when the time strikes twelve and i only received Rens' birthday message and none from Jas Loo Tze and Lins, i just go ... again. and i rant to Eils again. asking her if i did anything wrong or whatsoever. teared again. blahh.

Monday.z ; 22nd September 2008.
went to school feeling quite sianns. and Cor BGF's not there! i even more sianns. thn she texted me saying she high fever, that's why her mom don't let her go to school.

go to class, have lab, and even went outdoors to pitch tents and basha. woah. the weather's seriously freaking hot la! heng i not wearing the dress Eils encouraged me to wear lur. if not it'll be like,"had better skip lesson," i initially actually have that mindset leh. but didn't. and heng that i didn't ar!

but wait before that i tried to go gek Tze but failed. ): in my msn i put my thanks towards the Torpedians for helping me celebrate my birthday. wanna anger her into saying "happy birthday" to me. i only wanted a "happy birthday" from herrr! and she didn't even knew. i kept changing wanting her to know leh! but she didn't fall for it! ): ): ): dumb plan of mine i know.

anyway~ i went down to go meet Long Fei and Andy for my lunch. saw Rachel and walked over with her as well. ended up i saw the whole gin gang there. i'm like O.O wide-eyed.

Chris came over and BGF APPEARED WITH A CAKE!! she got come to school! and her bf too! hahaha! and they sang the birthday song, made me pick out all the candles with my mouth etc. lol, and Jin keep attempting to push my head down so that my face will get smeared with cake. but she only got my chin. lol.

but Long Fei and Marvin each smeared my cheeks with cream! and i'm like, "if i got pimples the next day you two are so dead!" hahaha! but i'm really shocked and stunned and surprised la. hees!

thanks to Cor BGF & her BF, Chris love, Wei Si Lil Sis, Rachel, Jin, Adelyn, Long Fei, Marvin, Yong Kai, Andy, Jeremy, OZK, Johann and Zhi Wang! :D

and i got a presend from BGF and Peggy. pictures up later. (: okay, left with one last post. haha! i'm still feeling very energetic! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.14.am.

19th Birthday Part 1 ♥ Kgang @ Airport.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: Next To You - Jordin Sparks.

i'm so so happy! hahah! this had gotta be the best birthday ever! and to think i was so upset over the weekends. lollol! silly me! hees. how should i start everything. hmm. i think i shall start on Saturday? when everything (for me) started? haha.

Saturday.z ; 20th September 2008.
i didn't receive any message from Kgang regarding where we will meet rmbr? (refer to the previous post) Daddy woke me up for breakfast and i was telling Daddy. "Daddy i don't think i wanna go la. i got a feeling Kgang they all will come and give me a surprise leh," and guess what my lovely Daddy say? he said,"they wanna give you a surprise, then you give them a surprise la! not at home lur!" hahaha! damn comedian right Daddy??! hees.

went for breakfast and back in the lift up, i received a call from Tze. *grinns* she asked me where am i etc. thn i told her i going home liao. and she hung up and when we reached the 11th floor, i saw a tall skinny figure in Unity uniform! lol, yep. it's Lins. and thn i saw whole of Kgang except for Loo (cos she got attachment) in unity uniform shouting, "surprise!! :D"

haha, i'm so damn shocked la! i mean, i knew they were coming. but in Unity uniform??? no!! haha! changed and everything. they made me clipped up all my fringe! cos that was how i looked like in Sec 4. =.= so kuku la. out of the 6 of us, Jas and I reverted back to how we looked like in Sec 4.

and first step when we stepped outta my block, i don't know why i looked up. but know what i saw??! i saw a really very very nice jetsteam! and it's double line by a single plane! hahaha! it's so very pretty, and my block below leh! hees! :D xing fu de gan jue. :D

made our way to my favourite place; the airport. (my second guess though. cos my first guess was the ferris wheel when they told me we're going to my favourite place. lol.) ate at Popeye's and chit-chat till like dont know when. haha! we talked about our secondary school times, funny stuffs and all. (: the feeling's just so so fine.

thn we cam-whore and played the game we played at Loo's birthday. thn more cam-whore. until Rens told me she had to leave and looked really flustered. thn i'm like o.o sianns diao! to the max really! cos i don't like it when it's the birthday celebrations and one of us would have to leave early.

and and and! they didn't even wish me a happy birthday!! so i'm like. ): ): ): to the maxxxx. thn Rens left, i looked damn glum. Daddy flew off to Germany and all, no wishings from Kgang and all. ahhhh!

thn we decided that we call it a day and i'm like, O.O HUH. orh okay lur. ):

thn go back look for Mommy, Eils and Sean and i totally broke down and cried. i cried my heart out. not because i got no hand-made gifts from Kgang. but because i don't have the feeling that it's my birthday celebrations! and nobody wished me happy birthday! i'm so damn sianns. cried, and back home, i relaxed, and slept. for i've got coaching the next day.

okay, a post long enough? yes i know. okay, next post on my weekend. hees. STAY TUNED (quote from Andy, lol.)

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.31.pm.

Happy Birthday! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE GOH YI WEN. :D

P.S. the time's not real. i jst made it to the time i'm born. haha, actual timing's 24th September 2008, 1.19.am. :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 5.55.am.

blahblahblah.

Current Location: Home, Living Room.
Current Music: 來不及 - Hebe.

yes i know i'm supposed to get my head into my rj at this point of time. but i just can't! lol, cos it's supposed to be the celebrations tomorrow. and i still hadn't got a message from the girls. *pouts* a bit different from what we had the previous years. lol.

maybe there's nothing..! hmm, thn if really nothing thn i'll stay at home and rest for the day. thn sun go work again (siannsation).

i'm so darn tiredddd. had dinner with my beloved family, though Eils and I had some quarrels, i still love her. (:

ok, get my head to doing my rj liaoz. ciaos! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.50.pm.

I Seem To Have Lost Something.

Current Location: Home, Desktop.
Current Music: Summertime - New Kids On The Block.

(P.S. I BOUGHT THE WOODEN FERRIS WHEEL FINALLY! :D LOOKING FORWARD TO DOING AND COMPLETING IT!)

i know i know. at this time i'm supposed to be at school doing my worksheet and ppt and all. but why am i doing at home? sighhs, cos my suave faci's not at school.

lol no la! jkjk. sighhs. cos of the austswim course mann. suffering from serious sleep debt that made me overslept this morning. i'm thinking should i go school on thurs, thn skip on fri. but think not, cos fri's Psychology. one of my favourite modules. haha. not to say that i don't like today's module; water-based. nono, i love it alot too. but i guess my body wanted me to rest today. (:

i learnt how to swim butterfly yesterday! haha! it's not really the very good kind, but at least i can do it right? haha, like after so so long mannz~ i can't wait to practise it! haha!

you sent an email and i replied. i don't know why but i'm sort of expecting a reply from you. somehow hoping that you can once prove me wrong with whatever you have to say. but there's nothing from you. it seems like you're not the least affected by it. don't know why, i seems to be missing something. maybe this is what it suppose to be like..

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.58.am.

I'm So Tireddd.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: Eils's laughter while chatting with Michael (LOL).

look at the time and still amazed as to why am i still blogging here instead of whiling my time away in my bed chatting with the God of Sleep? i'm amazed too. lol. but i just can't get to sleep, cos i just finish doing my RJ. sheesh. haha.

i got go to the AustSwim course horr, Mr. Lim Jeee Wanng. haha! i got set my priorities right and not let my unstable mental state affect what i'm supposed to do. swam today, mostly doing what lifesaving did actually. hmm, let's start things from yesterday? cos i think i met into one of the nicest people around! haha!

monday.z (15th Sept 2008)
hadn't i always thought that the place the AustSwim course to be at Pine Grove? aiights, Daddy and Mommy even took time off from Sunday to bring me to Pine Grove so that they'll know where is that place and that they can fetch me back. sweeet parents i have right? yea i know! i love them to bits too! haha!

but on monday when i reached that place, the lady gave me the ans i'm so so afraid to hear! ohmygodd. it's all the way at Lorong Chuan, Australian School! ohmygodd! i quickly got out of Pine Grove and want to hail a cab.

thn i managed to stop this cab, this uncle is so so nice! i told him that i only had 10 bucks when the whole ride would cost so much than that. and he let me board the taxi! drove me to the place, even made sure that i got the right place before dropping me off! haha! he's so nicee right! he's uncle tan. haha i rmbr. :D he was a policeman, who retired. haha, no wonder he's so helpful! :D thanks uncle tan! and no worries, your son will do very well for school! :D

hees. first lesson, went on quite well. but i got home very late. ): almost 12am! today even worse, 12am plus. cos we went for a swim. hais sianns.

today we talked mostly on water safety. something i'm very familiarised with. though things are still abit different.

driving plus AustSwim course tmr. no, later in the day. lol, but yea! Daddy Mommy coming to fetch me! cos they say they very xin teng me for being so tired. and you know hor! those abnn, damn kuku de leh! look at you like they never see woman before. kns!! i just don't feel safe being alone la! lucky Daddy Mommy coming to fetch me tomorrow. hees! :D i love them loads loads loads! :D

though there're lil setbacks that set me down, i realised that there're still sweet desserts laying around for me! haha, like my lovely friends in school, Eils Sis, Sean Bro, Daddy Mommy's care and concern, Kgang's forever moral support, all these. and ooh! Cor's bf too! haha, both of them suprised me with the rings from Carl's Junior. haha thanks people! :D i'm feeling better already.

P.S. I just want everything to end before my birthday..

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.22.am

Last.

Current Location: Home, Desktop.
Current Music: 下雨天 - Lara.

ohmygod ohmygod. i can't believe B's saying all these shit. sheesh. i just can't believe how can such a person exist mann. it's my situation, how can you claim it's yours when you're the one creating all the havocs? sighhs, i've given you enough chances. if you think that i'm going to cry my heart out because of what you've done to this particular person, thn you're so wrong.

wanna know why? cos it's a test for you. and well done, great job i would say! you've reacted positively to it. hah, and to think i turned a deaf ear on the P and defended. arghhs, i know i've said this umpteen times, but heck. this is the last straw mann. you've let me see the true you for you've did the same thing not once but twice. i'm going to be such a fool if i'm going to believe you again.

i should have retaliated long ago, how dense i can get man. dumbass.

P.S. It's something i yearn to let you know.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.51.pm

I Feel So Loved.

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: 男人女人 - 許茹芸.

i'm feeling better already! haha. thanks people for asking. (:

yesterday Loo called to ask if i can acc her for dinner or something like that. told her that i was sick and can't. expressed her concern and yea. next Rens' up next for her phone call and concerns. haha, and then it's Jas texting me if i'm fine. haha! i feel so loved! :D

and on msn, i've got BGF, Long Fei and Wei Si expressing their concerns. haha, thanks people, i'm feeling really better already. i think rest is really what i had needed.

today's 8th day is here just in time. really thanks mannz. if i hadn't had the rest today, i'll definitely can't recover well enough like now.

other than the occasional cough, i'm seriously much better. haha, hope the fever won't shoot up tonight. hees.

thanks loads to the people who showed their concerns! i love you! :D

P.S. I think I've fallen in love with Sendoh again. Haha!

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.02.pm