The Morning of ■ 082309 ■

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: Girls' Generation - Gee.

(Cute song!)

Haha, hey people! Ok, I'm so bored now. Folks are out (I opted out, more on that later), Sis outside studying for her UT 'cause she says she can't study at home, and Bro's out with his friends.

Had a terrible morning today, and I really mean it. It's really terrible. Guys, you can turn away from your screen kays. ^^

It's the first day my aunt came visit, this morning actually. And I had the most serious cramp I ever had. I kept running to the toilet, I don't know why. I had to curl up like a prawn and uncurl and curl again in a different position 'cause no matter what position I'm in does not seem to ease the pain in me.

After coming out of the toilet for the second time, I felt so giddy that I can't see anything at all. Losing conscious I would say. I staggered out of the toilet, only to the other toilet. 'Cause I felt like puking. But I can't do that at all. My legs had no energy, I can't focus on anything.

My stomach, there's something like a pump inside which kept pulling and pulling. Then Mom saw me, when she got all worried. She gave me medicine before that already, but I appeared to be in a worst situation. My hands were cold, my legs and body were cold. And I was perspiring. Cold beads of sweat over my forehead, over my neck. Mom had wanted to switch on the fan for me 'cause I said I was warm. But my stomach was cold! So I had to bear with the warmness despite the fact that my limbs were feeling cold to normal touches.

At last. At last. (Phew) I rushed to the toilet again, I thought I had a diarrhoea again. But not. I ended up vomitting. (Lam, you may choose not to continue reading. HAHA.) Early in the morning! I ate nothing! Only the medicine and all. Water mainly, vomitted water mainly. It's disgusting. It's yucky. And it's terrible.

After all that puking, I laid in bed. Finally able to lie in one position, not in that much of a pain. Unlike the pain I had before me vomitting. I can't even stay still! Mom and Eils were worried that I'll roll off the bed. Haha. And Daddy rushed to Leng Jie's place to get the stronger medicine for me.

After a while, the pumping feeling seems to fade away. Surprisingly after the puking. And I don't know why. Will people vomit when they're having menses cramps? =\ Then Mom brewed this Rose Tea with Honey for me. It tasted really nice. Haha. And it eased my pain too. (: (:

Thanks to Mommy! For doing practically everything to make me feel better. (:
Thanks to Eils for going down to buy me honey for the tea. (:
Thanks to Daddy for rushing down to Leng Jie's place for the medicine. (:
and last but not least,
Thanks to Sean for trying to help, but not knowing what he can do. (:

And SORRY too, people. =\ Sorry for making you guys so worried!

That's why. Haha. That's why I didn't accompany my folks out to shop but stay at home instead. (:

Sigh, what a terrible morning I had. Sheesh. (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel at 7.24.pm.

Finally, Done! ^^

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: Kiss The Rain - Yiruma.

I finally finished all my essays and report! Haha! Actually my essays were done earlier, like on sat? But I 'managed' to drag my report to today. Haha! Finally it's donnnnnne! Big burden off my shoulder. Now, what worries me is whether Russell will remember to send the PPT we've done ... He's like uncontactable! We can't even get him to send us the PPT beforehand to edit it. Hmm.

Nvm, we'll see about that. Haha!

She wishes to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.05.am

And yet again,

Current Location: RP, Library.
Current Music: She's Gone - Super Junior.

(P.S. This song is nice! ^^ )

Yes again, we have nothing to do here in the library. I had my stuffs settled ever since yesterday already. 'Cause I had to reformat my computer to configure the school's stuffs in.

When everything's done, the time's only 1pm plus. Thus I've decided to do my essay. Haha. Had to choose those I had insipration to do and yet at the same time able to express myself freely. (:

Doug's not here today. So we can't do our presentation as we've planned. Guess we'll have to wait till tomorrow. Hah.

Aiights, I shall get back to doing my essay. Hmm, I can't seem to blog at home using the network. But I can do it here instead. Weirrrrd.

Adios.

(P.P.S Eils Sis is going to have her FTT ltr. Wish her the best of luck! ^^)

She wished to go up the ferris wheel at 3.00.pm.

Back to where we belong,

Current Location: RP, Library.
Current Music: -

Our IIP ended! Haha! Actually only for us who were attached to Camelot. (: And why are we doing here in school? Sigh, 'cause we were supposed to finish next week like the rest. Just that because back there at Camelot we had nothing to do already. Thus they informed Leng Er that we can end earlier.

And now, we have to come back to school everyday. To finish our essays and presentation, like how we did so at work. Reach at 9am, go back at 5pm. Haha. Quite cool in a way huh, that we finally managed to come back to school.

But it's like damn siann on the other hand. Nothing to do too! And yet we have to come back here everyday from 9am to 5pm. Nvm, we'll just do our essays and presentation.

Eh no, not presentation could be done. 'Cause Jasmine and Norman aren't here. Jasmine ain't here because she's feeling unwell. But Norman! He's missing! Missing In Action! Gahh. Called him, text him, no replies. Wonder where he is.

Hmm, okay. I have to go reformat my laptop already. Damn, I still have to configure my laptop to suit the school needs! Gahh! Damn irritating, damn frustrating.

Adios, people.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.55.am.

I PASSED MY TP! ^^

Current Location: Home, Living Room.
Current Music: 君子好逑 - 張家輝 關咏荷 魏駿杰 文頌嫻 歐陽震華 翁虹 林家棟 陳松伶.

I passed my driving test!! Yay! Haha! This is my second time taking TP test, and thank god! Lol, I told myself something stupid.

"What I started during my teens(referring to my driving), I want to finish it in my teens too."

In another two more months I won't be a teen! And if I were to fail today, I would need at least three more months to take the test! By then I'd be twenty already. So can't have things that way. Haha.

But really! I was scared stiff by the tester today that my leg was trembling when he was being rushy today. Sheesh, and I was breathing so so hard! Never had such nervousness during the first time. Whoo!

Plus both Dad and Mom gave me hundred bucks each for passing! Haha! Yay! Now I can buy my earphones finally. Mine was already spoilt, and imagine me living in days without much aid of music? Not possible right? Haha!

Okay, have to get back to modules selection; when year three sem two starts in Oct. Haha, three more weeks to freedommmmmmmmmmmm! ^^

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 8.28.pm.

나쁜 마음을 먹게해

Current Location: Home, Living Room.
Current Music: Destiny - SS501.

It has been ages since I last blog! Haha, almost a month I know. (: Quite a number of things happened, as per usual. Laughs, given such a period of time things are sure to happen right!

But not quite at Camelot. We had been so bored! 'Cause of H1N1, schools had been calling to cancel the camps. Sigh, and to think I was looking forward to shedding more weight! Now? I put on weight instead! Sigh aye aye!

Other than putting on weight which by the way is one thing I cannot tolerate, we had been doing nothing except for slacking the day off. And I'm getting lazy too! Now I finally understand what Jay and Sky meant by the fact that they can't be free for too long. And even if they had off-days, they dare not be too free. 'Cause you will get used to it!

Lol. Brought my laptop to Camelot everyday to ease my boredom. Haha, with the internet access inside the office, we were all facebooking all day! Geo Challenge, Restaurant City, Fish Wrangler, Mouse Hunt etc etc etc. Haha! For me when I don't have internet access, I would watch my dramas! Haha!

Downloaded an old series recently; 金裝四大才子. Haha, one of my favourite show when I was still young. Back in when I was in Primary 6? Can't remember, and haha! It brought back a lot of old memories! Heh. Loving it to the max! ^^

And and and! I've got another thing to blog about. Haha. Happy to the max!! Another entry later, after I bathed! Haha!

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 7.03.pm.

아쉬운 마음인걸

Current Location: Home, Dad & Mom's Room.
Current Music: Lucky - Ashily.

Things can be really ironic in life, don't you think? When one thing caused you to be in such state, it can be the only thing you are left with sometimes...

If only I hadn't participated in that lifesaving competition, things won't be in such state. And I won't be facing such problems. My first lifesaving competition ever, and it had became my last competition for lifesaving too...

My back ached up again. And when I meant again, I meant it that I had already been to the doctor last week and I had to go back again yesterday...

I'm currently still on MC. For two days, to be exact. Because I couldn't move my legs yesterday morning for a period of 15 to 30 minutes. That feeling was really quite scary. Imagine, you were getting ready to go to work. And when you were about to go snooze your alarm, you realized that you can't move your legs at all. That memory was still quite taunting. It was only until a while, 15 to 30 minutes I guess, that I could move again.

Rang Jasmine up, to tell her that I can't meet her and why. Called Jay to tell her what happened exactly, and Pei Zhi to tell her I'm not going in for work that day.

Managed to go to my previous doctor for my back. And he mentioned something that sent shivers down my back. The last time I went to see him regarding my back was 30th June 2008. This period of time too but last year. And this pattern occurred not only last year and this. But my every back injury. Not that I had appointment every year, but that my back would always act up severely every year.

Fell down very severely when I was in Primary Four, in the toilet. I was already ready to go visit the doctor that very day when I sat on a faulty chair with wheels. And again I fell on my back, resulting in me not able to move. I remembered Dad and Mom being very anxious, rushing me to the doctor.

From then on, my back had been acting up. It was only until last year's lifesaving NUS Invitational that I reinjured it severely again. I can't bend, my walking posture was awkward, and I can't even sleep properly.

This time round? Was the spotter for a really heavy man while he was doing abseiling. And OMG, he was already reaching the ground and he had to jump again! I was holding him already, so when he jumped, the force was on me, on my back. Ready to see the doctor again when I fell in the toilet after washing my clothes. Seriously WTH to the maxxxxx.

Had to go see the doctor again yesterday was because that unable to move my leg incident. The doctor said that because something was pressing against my nerves. That's why I couldn't move for a period of time. Most prolly because of the long period of sitting in the office.

He too said that I can't do any more exercises. Only one. Which would bring good benefit to me. Swimming. I'm only left with swimming. Hah. How ironic right? Swimming was the one which caused me to reinjure it so severly that I can't do anymore exercises for three months last year. And now, I'm only left with swimming as a sport.

But thank god swimming wasn't stripped away from me. Else I really had no idea what I could do, have no idea what I would do.

Left with two more months till my IIP would end. I can still continue doing my duties such as kayaking, belaying etc. But I should expect more of such incidents, the numbing effect I meant. Ways to counter? Rest more after such activities. Sighs, I guess that would be what I should do now.

Sigh. Don't know for what reason, I'm feeling kind of lost. Sheesh.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 5.07.pm.

Camelot Pte Ltd

Current Location: Camelot Pte Ltd, Admin Office.
Current Music: -

Hieeee! Haha, wondering why I'm able to blog at this time? Lol, 'cause I had nothing to do. ): Because of my stupid back! I'm being excused from the Land Expedition in Ubin with Bishan Park Sec! Rarr! And to think I was looking so forward to it ('cause I can lose some fats). Sigh aye aye.

So now I'll have to do some admin stuffs. For the rest of this week. GOD. Looking at the time now, it's only 12.43 pm. 12.43 pm! And I had nothing to do already. Sheesh. Peizhi, Gracina and Alicia went for a break. Will go ask them what can I do later, when they are back. Else, I can continue learning my Korean language! Haha.

Learnt it once before, but gave up because I had better spent time studying for my O's. Haha. Now I'll pick it up again. Else life is going to get so bored! With nothing to look forward to, nothing to enjoy.

So during this period of time, I want to master Korean, and too master the technique of guitar. Haha! I had Norman and Douglas as my teachers for guitar, so no worries for that. And Jasmine's learning it with me too. So I'll have companion! Lol!

This week marks the eighth week of our attachment. Eighth week out of the sixteen weeks we're going to stay here. Which meant half, another eight more weeks will mark the end of our attachment. (:

Next week I'll be doing GI for PL Primary with Lam. They're a bunch of super cute fellas! Haha! Looking so forward to it~

Alright, I want to get back to learning Korean already. Ciaos! :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.01.pm.

Happy 18th Birthday! :D

Current Location: Home, Study Room.
Current Music: 내 머리가 나빠서 (Because I'm Stupid) - SS501.

Happy 18th birthday, Eileen! (: (: (:

Haha, finally she's turned eighteen. Lol, a legal lady. Haha. Hope you enjoy your day kays, dear sis. Eighteen do seem like a nice age; pretty smart, legal ... Haha. I realised I keep mentioning the word legal. Haha. Hey! Since we're both legal now, let's do something one day kays?! But of course we won't let Dad and Mom know. Haha. Or not. Then we'll include them in. Laughs. Enjoy your prime times darling, for you'll turn twenty in two years time, which means you're no longer a teen. Uck? Haha, I see it in a different light now. (: Wish you all the best, sister! Loves you thousand of tons! :D

P.S. I'm using my new laptop to type this entry. Honoured eh? The first entry I've returned to post after so long with my new laptop's regarding youuuu. Haha!

(Sigh aye aye, have to return to work tmr. With my lousy back ... Sigh, hope it'll recover soon soon soon. So that I won't feel so crippled ...)

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 8.43.pm.

Pierce Sec Oei! :D

Current Location: Home, Living Room.
Current Music: -

Okay, I'm currently using Daddy's laptop. Haha, 'cause my own laptop is so super uuper slow! And the reason why I want to blog now instead of sleeping is because ... I'm not going to use my laptop for like, 2 days? And I've got tons of things to blog about. Haha!

18th May 2009 - 20th May 2009 marks the days of my first camp as a G.I. attachee; Pierce Secondary School. (:

It's really an experience that I valued a lot. They were secondary school kids, a bit of the hard side to lead. 'Cause they thinks they know everything, but in actual fact, they're only trying to act cool. How I know? 'Cause I've been through that phase too. HAHA.

I'm in-charge of Team 3, attached to Zee Shan aka Zee. He's a good G.I. Really, he can facilitate well, participants can really relate well to him. Haha, I can say that I've learnt so much from him. (:

First day activities included the water activities. (: Kayaking, sea-rafting and river crossing. My team didn't get to do kayaking 'cause of wet weather. Lol, and our team members were upset over it! Lol, 'cause they said that they spent $90+ to kayak. o.o Lol. Kind of cute right? Haha.

Lights off at 11pm plus, had a debrief with our Camp Chief; Sky which ended at 1am plus. Sheesh. And we immediately went to bed. 'Cause there's a whole long stretch of activities waiting for us the next day.

Second day was even more tiring. God. Land activities for my side the whole day. Abseiling, wall climbing, followed by the Challenge Rope Course. Sheesh. And Jay made me go up the Challenge Pole again! Rarrr! Lol. The one I had for final challenge at Pre-IIP Camp at RP. Lol. And again, I didn't get to catch it again. ): ): But what matters was that I did dare to go up and jump. Lol, and that only happened because I don't want to lose my pride in front of my campers. Lol!

Had campfire night, and we were told to set up the campfire sitting arrangment and the fire. Definitely a new experience for me. Haha, 'cause I've never set up a campfire from scratch before. And I like it! Haha!

The second night ended a little bit later. Same time for lights off, but debrief ended a bit later. 1.30am. However~ We need to settle some stuffs for our campers which is due the next morning when they leave. So, most of us ended up sleeping at round 3am to 4am plus. God. And we have to wake up at 6am plus. Which left us about 2 hrs to sleep.

Jasmine and I woke up with our eyes closed man! Lol! We can't even put on our contact lens! Lol. Which turn out my campers were saying that I'm not their Instructor Yvonne anymore. Lol, kind of cute to me. Haha!

Break camp, la la la. And we had the day off! Haha! So I reached home at round 6pm plus. 'Cause I went to meet Eils. I hadn't saw her for ages! Haha!

After this camp, there's more camps coming up. Most of them back-to-back. So I'll be expecting myself to be staying there for quite some time. Sigh aye aye. Can foresee that I'll be very tired. Lol.

Okay, I'm so super tired now. Ending off here, bye people. (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.02.am.