That you were Romeo, and you were throwing pebbles;

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: White Horse - Taylor Swift.

Urghs, I can't seem to find a blog skin that I'm pleased with. I love this blog skin, truly I do. But hmm, how do I put it... Bored perhaps. That I should change it after some time, don't you think?

Okay, I guess I'll come around to find one that I'm really pleased with. (:

And crap, I still hadn't got my laptop back. Darn acer! They're always taking such a long time. Urghs. Yes, they did provide me this laptop (this particular one I'm typing away), but it's nothing as compared to mine! I'm still not used to this keyboard, and I don't wanna get used to it. Bleah.

Enough about my complains. Hmm. Been having strange feelings about things lately. Or perhaps, it had already been inside me for these two years coming to three. Just that I hadn't been paying much attention to it until last year.

But, how can things feel so real when it's actually so far away? How can I feel that you're always there when you are not physically? Or could it actually be just a dream? A dream, a fantasy actually.

I have no idea. It's like, I'm getting responses, I'm getting answers from things. Things that really happened or just simply because I'm thinking too much? Again.

And now that you're actually unwell, I can't help but feel anxious. What else can I do? Nothing but feeling helpless, feeling worried.

I have no idea what's going on actually. Just like right now, me having no idea why am I posting this entry up here on my blog, knowing that it's no longer private.

It's like you're holding up quite a number of space in my life and I don't know how to react to this.

Though I like the feeling, the thought that you are really there sometimes, still. Screw the thought that I might be thinking too much.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 2.48.pm.

"I GOT BACK MY SNOWFLAKE NECKLACE!!!"

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: White Horse - Taylor Swift.

This song is nice, sentimental which kind of touches my heart actually...

Alright, so today's the last day of CNY. Haha, just like some of the others, my family's at home resting too. For my brother's out there schooling, and my sister at her job. And I'm still sick. Darn, cough and always-running nose never seems to be able to free me this New Year! ):

Okay, so I've actually spent my New Year reading. Laughs, remembered I mentioned I'm going to lay my hands on the last volume of Princess Diaries on the Eve of the New Year? Haha, well I did. :D

Went straight down to Borders, got it and trained back. Haha, I read it right away on the train. Went back home to get ready to go over to Gran's place for the big Reunion Dinner. Haha. Experienced warmth and all suddenly. Nice.

Movie w folks, sibs and cousins. Kris and her daughters. Caught The Wedding Game. Well, I'll give it a rating of 3/5. Not much of a plot there except for them being the main selling point. Like the many others, we would like to know what and how these two top-notch celebrities would fare in this kind of show for them. Haha.

Okay, so I continued reading Forever Princess. Haha. Practically not wanting to put it down manz. But I'll still have to, for I'll have to go back to Gran's and have dinner. So continued it when I'm back, left with a tiny bit. The total climax, I would say. Haha.

Sigh, so I'm done with the Princess Diaries series, and I'm done with the Twilight series last Christmas, I need new books! Haha.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @11.03.am.

Prince Consort Michael & Princess Mia.

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: Sky Avenue - We The Kings.

I'm not able to resist the temptation and went ahead to read the ending of 'Forever Princess'. The last book of 'The Princess Diaries' series. Heh. I can't help myself!

I went to goggle 'Forever Princess' and 'wiki' result came up. Can't resist the temptation to click on it and yep. Lol, browsed to the end and I saw the desired sentence. Though I had expected that to be the ending, but it still beats nothing to see it with my own eyes. (: (:

"... and Michael and Mia are a couple again."

Yes!! Though I know that would definitely be the ending, it really works better for me that I see it with my own eyes. Haha. I can't wait to read to book!!! ): ): ): Think I'm going to order it from Amazon.com already. Sighhs.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.40.pm

Kayak Expedition.

Current Location: Home, Desktop.
Current Music: Tiamo - 炎亞綸 & 劉力揚.

Today's the last problem of the Semester for Water-Based. ): And we went out of RP for this kayak expedition. But I couldn't kayak! 'Cause I'll be feeling super yucky. Sighs. So I heed what Addi said and followed Colin on the speedboat instead.

It seemed like tons of fun from the speedboat for my classmates! Alright, I bet it is tons of fun. Although I'll bet again that they would be exhausted. (: But being able to kayak from where we were (SAF Yacht Club) to Sembawang park is really not an easy task.

The trip on the speedboat with Colin was no easy task either. However, as compared to my classmates' kayak, I'm sure it still was. Know why? 'Cause he'll speed up sometimes without warning. And for the first few times, I nearly fell off the seat. Dang it! Haha!

After which, I asked him to give me some prior warning before he increases the speed. Which at first he didn't want to, 'cause it'll spoil the fun. Haha. Then when he did, he said it like seconds before he go again. So it'll be like this,

"Ok, hold on tight,"
"Huh?" And woah. I'll find myself falling back into the seat. Haha. But I got better after each time. So it's alright. Haha.

When we beached up at the park, Addi was telling us what we should do for at our attachment when he suddenly asked who got posted to 'Camelot' for attachment. I did, so I raised up my hand warily. 'Cause I know it's uh-hem la huh.

Then he just chuckled. -.- After awhile, Colin asked me over to sit beside him.

"Yvonne come here. Heard that you got posted to 'Camelot'?"
"Urm, yea..."
"Well," and he patted my head, "God bless you,"
"!!!" I was freaked out. Lol, so I asked, "WHY?"
"Well up to date, it's the only company that got a warning,"
"HUH?"

For whatever reason, I wasn't really sure. 'Cause I wasn't paying attention. Reason's so 'cause I'm listening to what Addi's saying.

"That's why they sent you there; to make things better!"
"They'll be thanking god if I didn't worsen things up!"

To which Colin gave me another pat on the head saying, "God bless you again,"

Dang it!!

Lol, the whole conversation was super funny. But at the same time, it's kind of scary too. I haven't even started going for the attachment and here they are scaring me. Laughs.

"She's a lifesaver, so no worries about that," Addi told Colin about me being posted there.
"Then I bet you'll utilise your skills well," Colin added.

Jialat. I would need reinforcement. Haha! Camelot's a place where it's mostly for water-based activities. Now I know why I got posted there, thanks to what Addi had said. Hope it would be a really pleasant working experience there. 'Cause my grades were dependent on it! Roar!

Then it's the journey back. On the way back, Vinod capsized! Ohmygod, so some of 'em stayed back to assist him back to the kayak. Not a really safe place, because of all those ships and all. But thank god all of 'em are safe. Haha.

Helped Colin to 'park' the speedboat. Haha, kind of fun! Next proceeded to bath and back to RP.

Sighs, today would be perfect if I had been able to kayak. Urghhhhs.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 5.49.pm.

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,

Current Location: RP, E54R.
Current Music: Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park.

Okay, lesson ended early today. 'Cause Pam had told us that presentations won't be needed, only discussions and thus the early dismissal. But I believe it's that so because she wanted to allow us to study for our UT too. Environmental UT going on later. Practically flunked the previous one.

Before you start pin-pointing me why am I here blogging instead, I'll let you know. I've studied for it beforehand already aiights. Studied for it last night before I slept. Hope it would be an easy one. Last UT for this module, last UT for this semester. Had better aced it if possible. (:

Eils had gotten her results for her 'O' levels. And I'm glad to say that her hard work hadn't been in vain. In fact, it had been paid off pretty well!

Haha, Eils Sis! So much more congrats to you aiights! :D All those late nights studying, the overnight studying at Changi Airport... It paid off! Haha, good for you and jiayous for your tertiary education aiights! :D :D Love you! (: (:

Another main point of this entry. I know where I got posted for IIP for school already. Camelot. Shan't give comment on it 'cause I don't know it well. Thank god I didn't get posted to ALC. No pay, I'll definitely have problem saving up already.

Have to pull through! Have to go all the way! Achieve a good grade and pull up my overall GPA!! Ahh! Go Yvonne Goh!!! :D :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 3.21.pm.

Whisper To Me The Code

Current Location: Home, Desktop.
Current Music: Eils playing Fur Elise.

I'm missing my laptop terrible! It's so far away from me, all the way at Jurong East. Darn. And now I'll have to use Sean's desktop for my RJ just now and Eil's laptop tomorrow for Psychology. Even had to do on paper for Sports Psychology UT just now. Hope I'll do just fine for the test.

Land-based UT tomorrow. But regardless of the availability of laptop, I'll still have to do it on paper. Oh well, not only me though. The whole cohord would have to do it on paper. Haha.

Well, not much to update too. Just, I'm seriously missing my laptop. Just hope that it'll return to me soon enough. Haha!

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.43.pm.

Fly Me Off To The Moon

Current Location: RP, E54R.
Current Music: -

Okay, so this is the first entry ever since I reformat my laptop. Which by the way happened only just about 1 hour and 41 minutes ago. Haha. Had wanted to blog yesterday too! But this laptop just crashed, again.

Sighs, still wondering what's wrong with it though. Set it up, doodle for a while, waiting. The mouse just lose it's response and pahh! Blank screen. There wasn't even a blue screen, for goodness sake. It just crashed just like that. How nice eh? Leaving me there, dumbstruck wondering what to do for my Reflection Journal.

So this couple of days, I've been using the desktop and Eil's laptop to complete my RJ. Sheesh, the keyboard sure didn't feel familiar. But still, there's nothing I can do. My grades were at stake. Lol.

Had land-based yesterday. Wow, long day man! Had fun playing with the compass. Laughs, recapped a lot with regards to bearings, directions, pacing. Whoots! But, I've made a grave mistake which lead my team to walk several more pacings. Sorry!

Another climax of the day: Nicholas spoilt a pail with his butt! Haha! He was sitting there, on the pail for there's no more chairs left in the DOAL Ripples lab. And we were all talking altogether when we heard a loud snapping sound coming from Nicholas's direction. Lol, when he stood up, we saw the base of the pail right there on the ground, off the base of the pail! It's hilarious!!

Helped with Qiao Yi with her CV. Lol, poor girl. She didn't know her CV was due yesterday because she's suppossingly going for attachment Sem 2. But she's going for the interview scheduled yesterday! Laughs, and she had trouble filling up the part where her key traits were. So helped her with that part. Haha.

Went back for training yesterday! First time training under Jeremy. Whoots, it's super tiring! And I'm experiencing the muscles exhaution now. Lol. Expecting more to come the next week! But good, can cut down of those fats in my body too! Yay! :D :D

Okay, time to start presentation soon. Haha, ciaos!

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.58.pm.

Clouds of setbacks overwhelmed the sky

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 恆心 - 飛輪海.

Today is a super super super lousy day for me. ): I had never had such heavy setback feelings in one day! Never!

Okay first day of school today right? Nice. No, I'm not late. But when I reached class, Sasi said that I've fatten up! ): ): ): That he can see my tummy! Ahhh! Then during breakout, Khairu said that I've really fatten up liao! ): ): ):

It's super depressing for me man. I had been running my nights out, and I've been controlling my diet. So this is what I get? Hmph, if you think this will get me down, i'm telling you. It's not! I'm going to continue my runnings. This amount of running not enough right? Then I'll increase the dosage. More times per week, that's the plan.

Okay, next setback feelings. I didn't get posted to overseas for my attachment. I had wanted to get posted to Taiwan. But... I guess I should had known better. Who am I competing with? People like Clyde, Suat Ting, Jess... They are supposed to be the P-R-Os in our course. And I think I had a chance to get posted to Taiwan for attachment? No way man. 'Cause if I did, I would have received an email asking me to go for some interview thing scheduled this Wednesday. But no. I didn't receive any mail. So what does that mean? It means that I've got posted to somewhere local. Maybe even got posted to RP ALC. Hah! So much for pinning too much hopes on it.

I've thought it through, but I hadn't got over it. So am still feeling sad about this whole thing. I had even come to terms to being attached to RP ALC. Sighs, as much as I hated it. There's really nothing I can do, right? No pay no pay lur. At least I won't have to quit my job at Torpedo for this attachment thing. At least I'll still have my pay from Torpedo if I don't have any pay from my attachment. Guess I'll just have to scrimp and save more for my trip to Taiwan and revamping of room.

Ahhhhhhhhhh. Seriously am feeling this sianness to the max 'know! ): ): ): Aiights, going to hop to bed already. Having Sports Psychology tomorrow. Ciaos.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.50.am.

Long lost Coaching Updates

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: Love Story - Taylor Swift.

Super tired, yes I am. But I'm still waiting for something to get done online and thus here I am blogging. Laughs, today's a super long day!

Woke up early today actually, to have breakfast. Haha, had adopted the habit to consume breakfast as I believe I won't get hungry easily this way. Haha.

So I made my way down to Fairway and first hour zoomed past pretty quickly. Laughs, swimming of laps and some threading water to be done for them. (:

Second hour's of more fun. Laughs, 'cause they are all small kids! And also there's a kid there named Edward. Haha!! Edward Cullen! Haha, of course not. He's Edward Tan something. Couldn't remember his full name though.

And because his name's Edward, I kept talking about Twilight to the class. Lol, having all of them, especially Edward to promise to read Twilight when they know how to read. Haha! And this promise was made last week, but they remembered this week too!

I was asking them, if they remembered what they promised last week, and all of them yelled, "TWILIGHT!" Laughs, super cute!!

And I conducted my class in a game-liked manner, so I guess that's the reason why time actually sped. Haha. Games time and Zhi Wang said that I'm going so crazy over Twilight. Because I changed one of the games to something relating to "Vampires". LOL.

There's this game called, "What's the time now, Mr. Wolf?" Remember? Well, I just changed the "Mr Wolf" to "Mr Vampire". Lollol. Kids need some changes aiights? It's wolf all the time, it's about time to change it to something else. We've got wolves (werewolves) in Twilight, of course we should add in the main leads, the vampires. Haha!

After bath, had wanted to go home to rest before setting off for Fairway again. But because some plans, I didn't. Met Brenda, Qi Xuan and Kah Han with Zhi Wang. Lunched at Subway with them, which I fell asleep.

Dang! 'Cause I hadn't had a good night sleep. ): Kept having nightmares recently. ): I don't like it. Seriously don't like it. These dreams, although were not the same, kept me awoke in the middle of the night with my heart thumping at such a fast rate I thought it's going to thump right out of my chest. Not the same dreams, and yet I had such same reactions to all. It's ... scary to a certain extent.

Went back to coach for the afternoon class. And gone case. I mean my voice. 'Cause Jester and Joel were being super naughty, as per usual. Had to really strain my voice. Poor vocal, had better gulp down some herbal tea tmr.

Carried on with lifesaving for my students. Ended up, I'm super uuper tired from the day's straining. Trained home alone, Qi Xuan left me alone. Laughs, he really had me spoiled already la! Had never went home alone once ever since he joined. 'Cause he'll be there waiting for us every time we had lifesaving. And today he had to go back for dinner 'cause his mom's cooking. So when I'm training back home, I'm not used to it actually. Haha!

Hmm, his mother cooking triggered one memory of mine. I hadn't taste Mom's cooking for like ages. ): ): I missed it! Her dishes were always superb! No matter how many times I've seen the hawkers outside cooking, I'll always find hers best. I think it's because it carries the taste of a "mother".

But I hadn't dared let this known to her. Else she would feel very stressed up to cook for us. I don't want that. Another reason was also because that she might flare up if she has to cook on busy days. Lol, had better not risk that. And her guiltiness, she was damn guilty that time that we had to eat outside food. So, hush on that...

Ok, hope my stuffs would be done soon. :D

P.S. FRH's newest album's out on the rack! Saw the song tracks and I liked one of the names. 孤單摩天輪. (: Lonely Ferris Wheel. Ferris wheel!! Can't' wait to hear it. (: Hope I'll like it. Haha. (:

Adios.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 9.55.pm.

Welcome 2009! (: (:

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 越來越愛 – 飛輪海.

Happy New Year people! Laughs, 2008 has been an eventful year eh? Haha, personally I feel that 2008 had practically flown past me. (: ‘Cause a lot of things happened, I guess. And I’ve grown up. No longer that Yvonne KG knew when we’re in USS.

I’m no longer that trusting towards people, I’m no longer that dreamy (though I still had some in me), and I’m no longer that unrealistic. Haha, good changes I see here!

Life has been a little on the boring side when I finished reading the Twilight Saga. Haha, guess it’s time for me to go explore some new books. Tze! I’ll need your help here! (: (:

So I’ll have three more weeks of studies for my 2nd year of polytechnic life. After these three weeks, I’ll have 10 weeks of holidays straight! Haha! So what shall I do during these 10 weeks? (: (: Haha, I believe I’ll be able to get to it when time comes.

On the 7th Jan 09… Ok, six more days to be precise. I’ll know where I’ve got posted to for my attachment. So… My attachment starts on the first day of Year 3 Semester 1. Meaning, I won’t be able to see my friends for one semester, equivalent to 4 months. Sheesh, will they forget me? ):

Cor BGF, Marvin, Andy, Jeremy, Wei Si, Chris and more. Hmm, do you think they’ll forget me? Ok, not forget. Perhaps distance away? Hmm, shall see how things go. But hope not aiights people! ‘Cause I believe I’ll miss you people heaps.

Hope I won’t get posted to RP ALC. No! Please not there! It won’t be like attachment at all. Plus no pay. Arghs, I will die.

Just hope to know where I’m being posted to quickly, and it would be somewhere I’m happy with. *Prays!*

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 7.08.pm.