Eclipse Done | Breaking Dawn | Twilight Watched

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: -

Ok. I'm going to keep it entry short, if that's possible. Cos Dad has been nagging at me to do some household chores. Vexing.

Okay, and so I've watch Twilight with Kgang yesterday, with exception of Karen who's unable to made it the last minute due to some family commitments. Not quite of a problem because thank god I could only find up to 5 seats maximum together. (:

Hmm. Comments on the movie itself... Well, I'd say I'm pleased with it. But that I loved the book better. (: The houses, were nothing like what I've imagined. Bella's house, her room, her kitchen, it's really nothing like what I've imagined. I like what I've imagined better. Haha. And the Cullen's house. I did imagine the glass planes and all, but the inside... not really. Edward's room was also not quite like what I've imagine. Laughs, and when I'm reading Eclipse just now, I didn't use the movie's setting to made me imagine it. I still used my imaginations, cos I liked it better. Haha!

Another thing I'm quite pissed... with myself. I can't believe I actually left out the whole "Lion & Lamb" part! Arghh, don't know what was flashing in my mind at that time for I didn't remember paying my full attention on the part of the meadow. My mind was somewhere else I remember...

But oh god! I'm waiting for that part man!! ): ): Nevermind, I know I'm going to watch it again on the big screen. So it's okay. I can catch it the next time. (:

And and and. Edward's kiss was never that aggressive in Twilight. He had never pushed Bella down on the bed like the movie did. And Bella's not that initiative. But wells. The whole scene's still alright. (: Kind of like it though. Haha, though Edward had his eyebrow furrowed together whenever their lips touched. Haha! It kind of looked funny. Laughs.

I'm done with reading Eclipse. Bought Breaking Dawn already but I'm not sure about reading it.. It's the last book already... The mere thought of finishing Breaking Dawn would leave a trail of emptiness in my heart. Damn, I'm feeling it now. Urghs.

When will I go back to normal? The craze for Twilight, I know it would still linger on within me. But... at least I won't feel this level of emptiness? I hate it. I really hate it. It's like, I'll be losing something...

Oh crap. I guess I'll get over with it and I can always re-read the whole Twilight Saga if I'd wanted. Laughs, so there's no issue as to would I miss the whole thing. But I think I'll still would. Eew, this suck. Okay, back to folding the clothes. Ciaos.

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 4.04.pm

Breaking Dawn Bought | Twilight w Kgang! :D

Current Location: Home, Desktop.
Current Music: 天亮了 - S.H.E.

Ok, this is going to be a really short entry cos Sean Bro might be back soon. laughs. I bought Breaking Dawn today! Yippee happy! :D And I bought the movie illustrated companion? Haha. Bought it purely only because it would make me happy. Laughs.

But I'm still not done with Eclipse. I'm not rushing it though. (: Cos rushing through it would leave me clueless as to what's happening. And I don't want that to happen. (:

And and and! I'm finally watching Twilight later with Kgang! Double yippee happy! Haha, I'm watching it like so finally. hahaha! Ok, rushing back to finish Eclipse. Hees! Ciaos people! :D

P.S. Granny's sick. Sighhs. Hope she'll recover soon soon soon. It pains my heart to see her suffering like that given her age. ):

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.21.am.

New Moon Done | Eclipse Waiting | Dad's Back

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 帶我走 - 楊丞琳.

Ok, I'm done reading with New Moon. bought Eclipse before I go for the k-ing session with the Torpedians. Early in the morning manz. Haha.

Thank god thank god. Thank god Edward's back with Bella again. But, a close shave really. And what's with that about Bella immune to the abilities they have? Hmm. I shan't ask Tze, cos I know she won't tell me. Lollol.

Went to the airport early to fetch Dad. Sat in one quiet corner and starting reading Eclipse. but I've barely touched the 100th page before I'll have to go already. When back home, I resisted the idea to read it. Cos i'm oh-so tired. Once I started reading it, I'll want to read as much as I can; like New Moon. I slept at 2am plus on Sunday night to finish reading it! And god. I've got coaching that day mannz. Haha.

life with the Twilight Saga's fun. And interesting. (: Eils watched the movie yesterday. ): And again, I resisted the idea to go catch the sneak preview cos I want to watch it on the official date. Laughs, which Brenda and Hui Hui scoffed at me for being weird. haha.

Ok, I'm going to run soon. Yes, i'm going running. Lollol. And after that when I'm back, thn will I start reading Eclipse again. :D

P.S.
Yes! Daddy's back! :D :D :D
And Christmas's coming! :D :D :D

And I'm going to catch Twilight on Thurday!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 1.38pm.

New Moon

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: -

Ok, the reason why I'm blogging now is simply because I feel like shouting something out but apparently can't.

Here goes.

HOW CAN EDWARD ASK FOR A BREAK-UP WITH BELLA????! ARGHHHHHHHH.

Yes I bought New Moon, sequel of Twilight yes. And I started reading it last night. This morning when I read this part, did I realise the reason why Tze don't wanna answer my question. ):

I asked her, did Edward ask for a break-up with Bella in New Moon. And no matter what, no matter how I asked, she simply won't tell me the answer. Arghhs.

So I started reading, and god. My tears just flowed this morning when I read about the part where Edward asked for a break-up. He actually did! damn! I tried to control my tears cos I find it a chore to cry early in the morning. But. Arghs, looks like Stephanie Meyer's bent on making my tears flow with her exclusively good command of words.

Ok. I just wanna convey this. laughs, I'm off to continue reading it now. ciaos. (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 10.23.pm.

New Moon | Twilight w KG | IIP Attachment

Current Location: RP, E54R.
Current Music: 帶我走 - 楊丞琳.

I'm done with my part of PPT aiights. So no qns as to why I'm I here blogging. Laughs. I can't wait for school to end today! Cos I'm going to get my New Moon; sequel of Twilight ltr. Haha, nothing's gonna make me part with it anymore.

Darn, due to some stupid reasons I had decided not to post up here, I couldn't buy it yesterday! Arghhs! Super angry. Hmph. And Tze won't tell me if Edward would break up with Bella in New Moon because he constantly puts her in danger.. Nvm~ I'll go read it tonight. Haha.

Breaking Dawn's the last book right? yea for Bella's perspective. Cos Midnight Sun's coming up. Haha! another version of Twilight, only in Edward's perspective. Laughs. But the author had only intended to come up with this version. But well enough la. Hees. Just that she had paused now. ): Cos of some illegal leakage of her story etc. and plus, her train of thoughts now would lead to the victory of James and the death of the Cullen family. Which don't tally with Twilight. Thus, she'll need time to readjust back. Haha yes!! :D

Today's lesson on Environmental's quite fun. Haha, I think it's all because of Pam la. Haha. Know what? She made us go into groups of 3. 5 to 6 teams of 3. But. Why is it that we are all able to accept it? The other time when Allan made us go into teams of 3 with 5 teams, most of us left because we don't understand why on earth would he do that.

But now, I think it's not the problem with the structure of the team. But the faci. Haha, cos Allan would drag things I guess. His 6P only would drag until dawn please. So .. yep. after school! waiting~ haha.

Another thing finalised. I'm going for attachment next sem. IIP they said. Same thing to me though. Wonder where would I be assigned to. Haha.

This coming thurs, on the 18th Dec 08, Kgang with the exception of Lins is going to watch Twilight! haha! Booked them just yesterday. But enough time though. laughs, I'm super uuper happy! :D But really hope Lins would be able to join us. Sighhs. And Jas. Hope she'll able to give me the ans that she'll be able to join us when she give me the confirmation on Sun. :D

Aiights. Enough blogging of the day. My eyelids are closing. I need my new addiction. *grins* Oh, and it's not Addi anymore. Haha!

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 12.20.pm.

Twilight! :D :D ♥ Edward & Bella! :D

Current Location: Sembawang Coffee Bean, Cushion Seat.
Current Music: Kids' shoutings. (not like i'd call them my kind of music)

Ahhh! I'm so so into Twilight! Godddd! It's so super addictive! Way addictive than Addi, lol. That's what I told Mel when I introduced her the book. To which she just shrug it off, of course.

Ohmygod!! Edward Cullen is so super uuper sweet!! Arghhhs, Stephenie Meyer is such a good writer. (: I can really visualize those actions and backgrounds with her words! And Bella Swan's definitely a sweetheart. (:

But I've got one burning question: Why won't Edward turn her into one vampire??? I would want that so much if I were Bella. And that's what she had wanted too. So that they can be with each other forever. Cool right? I do think so. Haha!

Finished reading it just now when I was on my way to Woodlands from RP. Lol, I walked the super safe path back so that I won't bump into anything when I had my eyes glued to the book. Haha! That's how addictive it was. :D

Started reading it yesterday, I bought it on Monday and only read it yesterday! I found that late la! But then .. I had more important stuffs to do; my PP presentation. Thus, I skipped school yesterday to finish it because my presentation was today. Finished it, touched it up, and I sat in my seat starting the read the book. Lollol. I couldn't put it down at all!

Read it all the way from 12 noon plus to 3 plus 4 where I proceed to meet Eils for ABT. On the train, Eils and I were like "oohing" and "ahhing" about how this story thrills our hearts. Haha! While doing ABT, I can't wait to get my hands back to the book. While waiting for Eils, I did something very stupid.

Lol. Because I couldn't visualize the action Edward was doing to Bella. And thus, I followed the words and do it on myself. This is the sentence: He rose in silence and then stood still, waiting for me. We walked toward the gym in silence, like yesterday. And, also like yesterday, he touched my face wordlessly - this time with the back of his cool hand, stroking one from my temple to my jaw - before he turned and walked away.

Super sweet of Edward right!! Hahahaha! And I did the action right there in the toilet la! And did it again when I realised how warm I'd felt despite Edward's cold hands. Lol, super funny right! Haha, I can't wait to get New Moon la! Eeek! I want to make my way down to Kino tmr! Argh, can't wait for after sch. So that I can rush down. Haha!

Sighhs, I want a boyfriend. (: (:

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 6.35.pm.

Tagged! :D

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 愛的城堡 - 卓文宣.

aiights, a tag by Andy. laughs, more updates on today's happening in another post. (:

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refust. These people must state who they are taged by and cannot tag the person back.

C. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

From Andy.

Tagging: Eils, Tze, Lins, Jas, Loo, Brenda, blah blah blah.

1. What have you been doing recently?
PP, RJs, attending lessons, giving lessons, reading. (:

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nope, not even when Mommy say that its radioactive thingy would harm my brain. laughs.

3. What happened at 10am today?
Start to gather for Water-Based at RP Swimming Pool! :D

4. When did you last cry?
Last night. Cos I was reading the last episode of The Clue Collectors. Quite touching I would say.

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
Simple, both. Cos to me, destiny is what fate had it paved out for everybody. So basically it's the same. (:

6. What do you want in your life now?
Now? Of course would be that dream of mine to be fulfilled so that I can carry on with my plans of life. (:

7. Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
Are you mad? Of course not! But people tends to make it complicated for me. Sighhs.

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Puhhh-leaseeeeeee, nowaeeeeeeey.

9. What was the last movie you caught?
Butterfly Lovers. :D

10. Does that person know you like him/her?
I don't know. Though I got a feeling he does know, I'll prefer thinking that he doesn't. So I'll feel better this way I guess..

11. Who always make me laugh?
Family, Kgang, Cor, Andy, Koala Bears.

12. Do you speak languages other than English?
Of course~ I'm a Chinese. :D

13. Favourite Website(s)?
My blog, his blog, everybody's blog, Facebook, Personality Tests webbie, my stories' site.

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Coaching, and sending Daddy off to Germany, again. ): ): ):

15. What do you think you're like?
Strong, I'm a strong girl. Strong on the outside and strong on the inside. Smiles always, cos i possess the mega-watt smile, forever singing and a sleepy pig. haha!

16. Who will you choose to die with?
Huh. I don't like this question. Skip! :D

17. Where have you been today?
School, Sun Plaza, and back Home! :D

18. What games do you play often?
Mystery Case, Pet Society, Words Challenge, and Sudoku! (Just today! :D :D it's going to be recent!)

19. Who are you missing right now?
Who else can I miss? Silly question. But after tomorrow, will have one more person.. DADDY..! ): ): to miss for one week. Haha!

20. If you have to choose betwen a friend and love, who will you choose?
Eek! I'm selfish! I want both! ): But if I were to choose, love ba. Cos your friends will have their love too, won't have time to acc you. So I'll choose love. Cos I know how it feels like to be left behind when your friends chose love. So I'll go for love, at least I won't be alone this way. (:

21. What are you doing now?
You mean before this quiz right? If you mean now-now, I'll go spank whoever's butt it is. Facebooking and solving Sudoku online. haha!

22. Which primary school are you from?
Boon Lay Primary (P1 - P4) & Unity Primary (P4 - P6).

23. Name three colours that you like?
Green, Blue, Black.

24. What emoticon do you like to show?
:D <- this one! :D

25. Whis is life to you?
Life is something which gives me a chance to do what I want to, making full use of it. (:

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Blog it out, write it out in my diary, vent it out somehow.

27. Who did you last chat with on MSN today?
Melko! And I'm still msn-ing with her now. LOL.

28. Who do you admire the most?
Now, people who got their dreams fulfilled. In future, perhaps my parents. Cos I think they managed the family well. (:

29. Which month were you born in?
September, virgo! :D

30. How are you feeling right now?
Sleepy, zzz.

31. What is the time now?
10.01.pm.

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tag you is?
Silly dude who's forever laughing and joking. But someone who'll keep his stuffs to himself unless he can trust this person.

33. What colour wouldyou se to dye your hair?
Still ain't sure what colour I'll want. Haha!

34. Why are you doing this test?
You think I had wanted? This setter kuku de sia!

35. What do you do when you're moody?
Personally, I think this question is the same as Qns 26. (Idiot!)

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
When I've found the one, when my career is stable, when I'm emotionally ready to start a family with this someone I believed to be the one. (: (:

37. Who is more important to you?
Family, Kgang is important to me now. Nothing as to who is more since you've listed no comparison. Bleah.

38. If today is the last day of your lfe, what will you do?
Can't believe it and .. say out all the secrets I've kept deep inside my heart. Yes I'll confess to him. LOL.

39. Who is, are the people you trust the most?
Trust .. I don't trust anyone now except for my Family, Kgang and Cor.

40. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Dang, it's that one dream of mine which I had always hope to come true. And now, it's still is. (: But don't think of getting me to spill it out here like this. Haha!

(when is this freaking tag going to end??!)

41. What is your goal for this year?
I've got a lot of goals, but be realistic la. Not much can be achieved this year cos we're already in Decemberrrr. Mine would need effort and chance. So, case closed.

42. Do you believe in Eternity Love?
Uh huh, of course I sure do. (: I'll just have to meet the Right One. (:

43. What feeling do you love most?
Huh, I love all my feelings. Even the emos one. :D

44. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
ABSOLUTELY. The weather's crazy! ): ):

45. What feeling do you hate the most?
I said I love all my feelings already. So don't hateeee. :D

46. Do you like doing quizzes?
YES! ABSOLUTELY! :D :D

47. Do you believe in God?
Yep, definitely. (: I've got the Goddess Of Mercy Statue at home. :D

48. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Happines of my family, my close friends, mine and his. (:

49. What will you bring when you fight?
Police.

50. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
There's bound to be regrets throughout your whole life, but I've learnt to overlook those regrets and prevent more regrets from happening. (: No point looking backwards when life wants you to move forward right? (:

51. What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
Then all the more should i care for myself. :D

52. What wil you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Give him one tight slap and kiss goodbye to our relationship.

53. How do you feel now?
RELIEF!

finally finished! but i've got no more mood to blog about today's happening alr. jialat. nvm, blog another time. i wanna go sleep alr. head damn pain. nights people! :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 9.19.pm.

Wednesday || The Clue Collector

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 帶我走 - 楊丞琳.

yesterday's super suay!! arghh! i've got driving scheduled at 11am ytd morning. at ubi, nevermind. since i've got earlier slots before anyway. but the problem is .. i actually forgot to brng my ez-link card!! ): ): super sad de. no time to go back and take alr. so bo bian, i have buy the standard ticket. ): and not only that! i have to chunk in coins for the bus trip from Ang Mo Kio to Ubi lur.

only bought my breakfast of bread and just nice. i've only got enough to go there, and back to Ang Mo Kio. i'm even supposed to go to Woodlands to buy my mp3! but thn, after alot of thinkings and money transfer etc, i managed to make my way to Woodlands to buy my Creative Zen X-fi and back home safely, but hungrily. haha!

and yay! i've got my mp3 no mp4 at long last! i'm pleased with this one i have la. 8G. no need to scrimp on the songs and can put whatever songs i like into it. hahaha.

met Rens Tze and Lins for dinner. had so much fun man! our talk sessions were always as per usually funny. haha, we talked about boys, future, Christmas plans. haha. immediately gave Tze and Rens a super big teddy bear hug when i saw them at the MRT. hahaha! but i'm still missing Loo and Jas!! *pouts* loads of misses and teddy bear hugs to them.

finished reading The Clue Collector's novel. haha. interesting i would say! haha. the person i've suspected, yes he's the one. but not the reason why he did so. was completely clueless about his motive. but at least now i know.

now that i've read the story behind. i can't wait to watch the remaining episodes really quickly! ahh! but it's only up till the 4th episode now! 5th episode tmr. sighhs, after tmr's 5th, there's still anoth 11 episodes. meaning, i'll have to wait for alot of weeks! eek!

but at the same time, i don't know if i'll be prepared to watch those scenes though .. sighhs heck la. just decide when things come to it. hahaha aiights want to go to sleep alr! nights people!

water-based tmr! :D kayaking! :D D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.24.pm.

Start Again.

Current Location: RP, Lib.
Current Music: 蛇舞 - 周杰倫.

left school early today. laughs, but i'm still here in the library because of the UT i'm going to have later. else i'll be sure to go home! ahh! laughs, other than me, we have Mel, Fee, Qiao Yi, Jazlyn, Lydia and Adelin here with me. lol, today's lesson's just too boring. haha!

ok. the purpose of this entry .. 我的億萬麵包 (Love or Bread) .. if you people had watched, you'd know that this show's main leads were the main leads for 惡作劇之吻 (It Started With A Kiss) and 惡作劇 2 吻 (They Kissed Again) ; 鄭元暢 (Joe Cheng) & 林依晨 (Ariel Lin).

It Started With A Kiss & They Kissed Again were my favourite idol dramas ever! watching the shows alone would give me moments of blissfulness. and now, they're starring in this new show; Love or Bread. everything have to go back to the starting point! ahh!

back in ISWAK & TKA, they were already a couple. husband & wife leh! and now .. they have to "restart" everything and know each other newly over again. ): ): the feeling damn weird la! and Joe Cheng in this new show's damn different from Zhi Shu in ISWAK & TKA la!

eek, have to get used to it. laughs, upon recalling, this character seems abit like Kui in The Rose. haha! just that this new show's character really abit qian bian. LOL.

aiights, up to the 4th episode now. will have to wait and see how the story unfolds. but whatever it is, i still love seeing both of them together! :D :D

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 2.50.pm.

Trust or Not

Current Location: Home, Room.
Current Music: 612 星球 - S.H.E.

something just struck me today and i've decided to blog about it. hmm. but it's the same old issue. trust. what is wrong with me? after that incident, practically after that incident.. i don't seem to be able to trust people anymore..

i'm not sure if she'd be happy upon reading this but i have no fear posting this out.. yes, it has been one year plus already. but the impact on me's really very great.

i used to be someone who would trust people readily. whatever people tell me, i'd believe. whatever people hope i'll believe, i'll believe too. and where has that landed me? in the dumps. because of you, i don't wish to admit that your impact is that great. but i did once had loads of trust in you. i did once trusted you so much that i practically told you everything.. but oh wells.

after that incident, i began to lose trust in friends, except for Kgang who had been with me for as long as i can remember. i'll doubt every moves they make. i'll doubt if their concerns were true. like, are they going to end up like her? paranoid yes i'd agree.

but what can i do? the one i've trusted loads betrayed me, betrayed my trust and had inflicted such a wound on me. how can i trust you people ever again?

i want to get back that trust i used to have in people. i want to get back my emotions i'd have in the past. but now .. my heart's as still as water. for even towards him, i've lost that heart-racing feeling..

can i ever possess back the trust in people? can i believe someone new ever? let me know soon. or even better, teach me how to trust..

She wished to go up the ferris wheel @ 11.38pm.